Gensokyo Diaries V: Mother

My heart still stings from Reimu rejecting me. I love her, of course, and my heart is shattered. I wonder if she would have been much happier with Yukari, her wet nurse. She is my child and I wanted nothing more than to hold her in my arms throughout her infancy, while she was with Yukari, to whom she refers to as her "real mother". I love her, yes, and always will but I wish she loved me, too. She was in my body those nine months of pregnancy but I guess I couldn't meet up to Yukari's standards as a mother. I am supposed to parent and teach her the ways of the Hakurei, in which she learned, but I also want her to be happy and I couldn't seem to make her happy. Maybe I've been too hard on her and that drove a wedge or maybe this is Yukari's doing. After all, she had a grudge ever since Reimu was returned to me. Hmmph, if Reimu want's Yukari so badly, then fine! Yukari can have her

----Mikosan