Gensokyo Diaries V: Mother

Entry IV: Something I hadn't known

I found at something I hadn't known about Yukari. I was at a lost for words when I heard her reasons for upset and it was because she can't have children of her own. She pointed out that I could but I had thrown that away when I had Reimu. She was sobbing hysterically over it and stated that knowing she cannot have children has tortured her inside because she would have wanted raise a family but can't and she's known that for awhile, doubly so since she can't even menstruate and most youkai don't hit menopause, Yukari being one of the sorts. She pointed out how she's resented me for giving birth and then wanting her back, when she is one whose played mother, doubly so since I reminded her that she couldn't she have children, while I could and was quick to squander that gift. She later stated that, if Reimu rejected me, then she was sorry but I had it coming and that I deserved it for not taking care of her and that, if it weren't in Reimu's best interests for her to go back with me, then she will have kept her. I couldn't argue against her but I nevertheless gave my sincerest sympathies.
-----Mikosan