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Candy Apples
thirteen;
My body is shaking violently, and the room starts spinning. Suddenly I'm un aware of everything. I'm unaware of my rapist standing so close to me, and my bestfriend's boyfriend is staring at us with shock.
Then I pass out.
When I wake up, I'm on my bed and Vaz is beside me. I blink sleepily and my head is pounding. I remember everything, even when all I want to do is forget. And I was doing such a good job at it too.
As the days went by, it became easier to pretend I was okay. Just normal, peachy, perfect. But it was the total opposite. The look on Vaz's face showed me that. It was something close to shame, sadness. As if he was blaming himself for not knowing. But how could he know. He didn't, but he does now.
Then I pass out.
When I wake up, I'm on my bed and Vaz is beside me. I blink sleepily and my head is pounding. I remember everything, even when all I want to do is forget. And I was doing such a good job at it too.
As the days went by, it became easier to pretend I was okay. Just normal, peachy, perfect. But it was the total opposite. The look on Vaz's face showed me that. It was something close to shame, sadness. As if he was blaming himself for not knowing. But how could he know. He didn't, but he does now.
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