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New Beginnings
Lean on me
My heart is pounding, my mind is racing, soaking in sweat I jolted awake. I rolled over to find a huge tent in my pants. Once again I had another damn dream about Alex. Over the past couple weeks all I dream about is fucking him, and it's getting out of hand. Eventually I get out of bed to find that no one is up except for Alex.
"Hey man why are you up so early?" Alex asked sitting down next to me.
"Uh just having some messed up dreams." I said. He just laughed and threw his arm around me and said "You could have come cuddled with me!" I just laughed along ignoring how cute he was being today.
I woke up later on with Alex cuddled into me still sound asleep. Just then Rian walks out.
" Aww look at the cute boyfriends!" He joked.
"Oh ya know just hanging." I said trying to play it off, when he gave me a strange look. You see I've been in love with my best friend since I was 17. I never thought of myself as gay or bisexual. I mean fuck, I'll sleep with anyone willing, but there's just something about Alex. He knows me better than anyone. I don't know, but it's been 8 years and I'm still head over heels for him. The only nice thing is him and Lisa broke up finally. I was there for him, and it hurt seeing my boy so upset over a stupid girl. I just don't know how to go about telling someone who's been your best friend for years that you have real feelings for them. I've done everything to try and get over this but nothing helps. How are you suppose to let go of the boy you love, when your with him every single day.
"Hey man why are you up so early?" Alex asked sitting down next to me.
"Uh just having some messed up dreams." I said. He just laughed and threw his arm around me and said "You could have come cuddled with me!" I just laughed along ignoring how cute he was being today.
I woke up later on with Alex cuddled into me still sound asleep. Just then Rian walks out.
" Aww look at the cute boyfriends!" He joked.
"Oh ya know just hanging." I said trying to play it off, when he gave me a strange look. You see I've been in love with my best friend since I was 17. I never thought of myself as gay or bisexual. I mean fuck, I'll sleep with anyone willing, but there's just something about Alex. He knows me better than anyone. I don't know, but it's been 8 years and I'm still head over heels for him. The only nice thing is him and Lisa broke up finally. I was there for him, and it hurt seeing my boy so upset over a stupid girl. I just don't know how to go about telling someone who's been your best friend for years that you have real feelings for them. I've done everything to try and get over this but nothing helps. How are you suppose to let go of the boy you love, when your with him every single day.
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Hey guys! This is my first fanfaic ever!!!! So please be nice, I'm still trying to get a hang of this. Sorry it's so short the next one will be longer. I will update this pretty often if I have enough people wanting to read it. It will get better I promise!