Status: Done

Sad Smiles

fine

I remember the day you looked at me and said,

"I can't do this anymore."

And you needn't say anything more. I knew what you meant because despite failing at everything, including school, the one thing I was even remotely good at...was loving you and understanding you
and being there for you.

Yet, suddenly: "I can't do this anymore."

What can you not do? Is it so hard to love me that you'd want to leave me? I know sometimes I do crazy things, and I'm weird and I know I should have told you that I have schizophrenia but I honestly didn't think it was that big of a deal. I can change. I swear I can change. I'll do better.

She smiles sadly at the bloody head sitting on her bed side table. But, it said nothing back.

"Fine. Be that way. Good night."
♠ ♠ ♠
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