Marshall and I
Stay
-"you're an asshole"
-"you love it tho.."
-"oh really? are you sure? maybe I just pretend "I love t"
-" why the fuck would you do that?"
-"because of the song obviously, I wanna be a singer and I'm using you for that"
he frowned, I laughed his face was priceless , I looked at him and raised an eyebrow
-"you think you're the only one who can tease huh?"- I said smiling
he glared at me
-"Marshall, chill, I was only kidding, you know it's not true, plus why you can tease me but I can't?"-I say serious,
-"whatever..."-
what the hell was his problem?
we didn't say anything else, after 10 min we arrived to the studio
-"hi guys, we were waiting for you"-said Paul
we nodded and put our things in the wardrobe
-"so Marina, go to that room and do your part first please"-
I did as told
*
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
Feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
Flame of love, we're going to fight the word, fight
Now it feels with these wings that I will fly
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light *
I finished my part, put the headphones in it place and left the room
-"shit Marina, you are really a great singer"- Paul says
-"thanks"- I say shyly, I glanced at Marshall but he wasn't paying attention to me , he was writing something in a paper, he doesn't care, does he?
-"Marshall, it's your turn now" no answer..."Marshall!!"
-"fuck, Paul I heard you the first time"- he says and walks off to the other room
he does his part and then left the room
-"good job Marshall"-Paul says
-"yes, you were amazing"-I say smiling, I could feel the tension..
he just nods, wth? ok if he wants to act like this...I will just ignore him
-"and what we have to do now Paul?"-I ask, ignoring Marshall
-"well we have to send this to Andre, he will do the mix up and maybe he has to come to Detroit"
-" who is Andre?"- I ask confused
-"ha, you're not into hip hop, are you? Andre is Dr Dre, do you know Dr dre, right?"
-" yeah yeah, of course I know who is Dr Dre, it's just I didn't know his name is Andre, it's cool he's gonna come to Detroit though"
-"you wanna meet him?"-Paul asks
-"of ocurse she wants to meet him he's the biggest head in the hip hop, he really can helps her out, because that's all you want right?become a singer"-Marshall says
was he jealous?I frowned at his comment when I saw he left the room I looked at Paul who looked confused and looked at me with a funny look
-"what the hell was that?"-Paul asks me
-"I don't know"- I frown again and walk off the room looking for Marshall, I finally see him. he's drinking a redbull
-"Marshall what was that?- I ask a little angry
-"what was what?"- he says and avoids looking at me
-"seriously Marshall?
no answer
-"Marshall, look at me!! why are you acting like this?!"- I yell and hold his face so he will look at me.."Marshall do you really think I only care about fame? that everything that have happened between us is a lie? do you think I'm faking my feelings?"
-" I don't know.. I don't know what to think.. I feel confused when I'm with you "- he whispers and closes his eyes, what does he mean?
-"well, if you don't know, I don't know what I'm doing here, find another girl, I'm not doing the song"-I said, I was about to leave when he grabbed my arm
-"Marina, please , don't do that I don't want another girl, I want you"-he says and come closer to me our foreheads are touching now, I close my eyes
-"then..? what's up?" I sighed, with my eyes still close inhaling his aroma
-"look, can we just go to another place and talk in private?"
-"now? I can't now.. you know I've to go with my mum and.."
-"please, I really want to take you out to a place I know and we can talk there it'd would just the two of us , I promise"- he says and caress my cheek
-"Marshall..."
-"please, you leave tomorrow.." he says , our lips are touching now
-"ok.., I will call my mum and tell her I can't go"- I slowly open my eyes again when I see him smiling then I felt his lips crashing into mine, our tongues moving
after a few second he pulls away
-"thanks babe, you call you mum, I'm going to tell Paul we're leaving"
I cleared my throat and dialed my mum's number
-" hello?"
-"mum, hi, it's me Marina, I'm sorry but I can't go"
-"Marina you said you would.."
-"I know and I'm sorry but I can't I need to stay in the studio, we haven't finished yet so.."
-"I just hope you're not doing this because of you don't want to see Camila"
-"I've to go now mum"
-"ok, see you later"- and with that the line gone dead
-"babe, are you ready?"
-"huh? yes, let's go"
-"are you ok?"
-"yeah.."
we went to the car and got in
-"where are we going?"-I ask looking at him
-"you'll see, it's a special place for me, and I hope you like it too"
-"you can't tell me?"-I say and raise an eyebrow
-"yes, I can but I don't want to.."- he says and laughs
-"asshole"- I mumbled
-"why are you angry now?"
-"I'm not.."
-"yes, you're"
-"no, I'm not..."
-"if you say so..we're almost there"
we didn't say anything else ,
6 min later..
-"here we are"
he got off and opened me the door
-"thanks"-I mumble
-"no problem"he says and hold my hand
-"whoaa, this is a amazing, "- I say
-"I know right?, I love this place, do you like it ?"-he says and sit on the ground, I look at him and sit on his lap and he wraps me into his arms
-"are you kidding me? I lovee it! look at the sunset it's beautiful"-I says and point at the sun
-"no as beautiful as you"-he says and kiss my neck
-"Marshall.... stop please"- I beg
-"why?
he pulls me away and now we're facing each other
-"I wanna know wh you acted like that before"
-"it doesn't matter.."
-"it does matter for me"
-"it's nothing seriously,what happened yesterday?"
-"yesterday?"
-"yes when we were in the hotel and you mum called you.."
-"it doesn't matter"...
-"it does matter for me"
-"are you going to repeat what I say?"
-"maybe... if you don't answer.."
-"why do you want to know it?"
-"because I wanna know you better and I can feel it hurts you and I care about you"
-"you care about me?"-I was speeches
-"yeah Marina, now tell me , you said somehign about a sister this morning what happened?"
-"yes, well my sister came yesterday and I really hate her"
-"why?"
-" my boyfriend cheated on me with her , and one day I caught them.. well you know.."
-"oh shit, I'm sorry they're a motherfuckers"
-"and yesterday when I saw her again, after all this time I remembered everything and ." I said and tried to hold my tears back
-"it's ok.. babe, please don't cry"- he says and hug me
-"it's just I'm tired of being strong, I'm tired of having to put a smile when I'm crying inside"
-"babe, believe me I understand what you mean"
-"god, I'm so silly, I'm crying like a babe when you had a hard life too, plus I leave tomorrow, I wanna
spend my last day happy and not crying, I wanna make the most of it"- I say and look at him as I see how his face turns sad
-"Marshall, what's up?"
-" you know I really really like you , right?"- he says and touch my hand interlacing his fingers with mine
-"do you?"
-"yes, I do , how couldn't I? you're beautiful yet modest, you're sweet,you care about others,you're a good person,and my family already love you. you're amazing"
-"Marshall, that's not true.."
-"it' is , it's so fucking difficult to find a girl like you nowadays, I don't ever care that you're 25, you make me wanna trust you, you make me wanna know you , you make me wanna hug you and don't let you go and I feel so stupid because I shouldn't feel like this,I'm not like this, I wasn't looking for this but then you appeared and now it feels so right , so good, so pure.."
-"Marshall, I don't know what to say.."
-"Marina what I'm trying to say is that I think I'm falling for you "-he says coming closer our foreheads and lips touching, he holds my hands
-"Marina, please don't go, stay in Detroit, please.."
-"you love it tho.."
-"oh really? are you sure? maybe I just pretend "I love t"
-" why the fuck would you do that?"
-"because of the song obviously, I wanna be a singer and I'm using you for that"
he frowned, I laughed his face was priceless , I looked at him and raised an eyebrow
-"you think you're the only one who can tease huh?"- I said smiling
he glared at me
-"Marshall, chill, I was only kidding, you know it's not true, plus why you can tease me but I can't?"-I say serious,
-"whatever..."-
what the hell was his problem?
we didn't say anything else, after 10 min we arrived to the studio
-"hi guys, we were waiting for you"-said Paul
we nodded and put our things in the wardrobe
-"so Marina, go to that room and do your part first please"-
I did as told
*
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
Feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
Flame of love, we're going to fight the word, fight
Now it feels with these wings that I will fly
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light *
I finished my part, put the headphones in it place and left the room
-"shit Marina, you are really a great singer"- Paul says
-"thanks"- I say shyly, I glanced at Marshall but he wasn't paying attention to me , he was writing something in a paper, he doesn't care, does he?
-"Marshall, it's your turn now" no answer..."Marshall!!"
-"fuck, Paul I heard you the first time"- he says and walks off to the other room
he does his part and then left the room
-"good job Marshall"-Paul says
-"yes, you were amazing"-I say smiling, I could feel the tension..
he just nods, wth? ok if he wants to act like this...I will just ignore him
-"and what we have to do now Paul?"-I ask, ignoring Marshall
-"well we have to send this to Andre, he will do the mix up and maybe he has to come to Detroit"
-" who is Andre?"- I ask confused
-"ha, you're not into hip hop, are you? Andre is Dr Dre, do you know Dr dre, right?"
-" yeah yeah, of course I know who is Dr Dre, it's just I didn't know his name is Andre, it's cool he's gonna come to Detroit though"
-"you wanna meet him?"-Paul asks
-"of ocurse she wants to meet him he's the biggest head in the hip hop, he really can helps her out, because that's all you want right?become a singer"-Marshall says
was he jealous?I frowned at his comment when I saw he left the room I looked at Paul who looked confused and looked at me with a funny look
-"what the hell was that?"-Paul asks me
-"I don't know"- I frown again and walk off the room looking for Marshall, I finally see him. he's drinking a redbull
-"Marshall what was that?- I ask a little angry
-"what was what?"- he says and avoids looking at me
-"seriously Marshall?
no answer
-"Marshall, look at me!! why are you acting like this?!"- I yell and hold his face so he will look at me.."Marshall do you really think I only care about fame? that everything that have happened between us is a lie? do you think I'm faking my feelings?"
-" I don't know.. I don't know what to think.. I feel confused when I'm with you "- he whispers and closes his eyes, what does he mean?
-"well, if you don't know, I don't know what I'm doing here, find another girl, I'm not doing the song"-I said, I was about to leave when he grabbed my arm
-"Marina, please , don't do that I don't want another girl, I want you"-he says and come closer to me our foreheads are touching now, I close my eyes
-"then..? what's up?" I sighed, with my eyes still close inhaling his aroma
-"look, can we just go to another place and talk in private?"
-"now? I can't now.. you know I've to go with my mum and.."
-"please, I really want to take you out to a place I know and we can talk there it'd would just the two of us , I promise"- he says and caress my cheek
-"Marshall..."
-"please, you leave tomorrow.." he says , our lips are touching now
-"ok.., I will call my mum and tell her I can't go"- I slowly open my eyes again when I see him smiling then I felt his lips crashing into mine, our tongues moving
after a few second he pulls away
-"thanks babe, you call you mum, I'm going to tell Paul we're leaving"
I cleared my throat and dialed my mum's number
-" hello?"
-"mum, hi, it's me Marina, I'm sorry but I can't go"
-"Marina you said you would.."
-"I know and I'm sorry but I can't I need to stay in the studio, we haven't finished yet so.."
-"I just hope you're not doing this because of you don't want to see Camila"
-"I've to go now mum"
-"ok, see you later"- and with that the line gone dead
-"babe, are you ready?"
-"huh? yes, let's go"
-"are you ok?"
-"yeah.."
we went to the car and got in
-"where are we going?"-I ask looking at him
-"you'll see, it's a special place for me, and I hope you like it too"
-"you can't tell me?"-I say and raise an eyebrow
-"yes, I can but I don't want to.."- he says and laughs
-"asshole"- I mumbled
-"why are you angry now?"
-"I'm not.."
-"yes, you're"
-"no, I'm not..."
-"if you say so..we're almost there"
we didn't say anything else ,
6 min later..
-"here we are"
he got off and opened me the door
-"thanks"-I mumble
-"no problem"he says and hold my hand
-"whoaa, this is a amazing, "- I say
-"I know right?, I love this place, do you like it ?"-he says and sit on the ground, I look at him and sit on his lap and he wraps me into his arms
-"are you kidding me? I lovee it! look at the sunset it's beautiful"-I says and point at the sun
-"no as beautiful as you"-he says and kiss my neck
-"Marshall.... stop please"- I beg
-"why?
he pulls me away and now we're facing each other
-"I wanna know wh you acted like that before"
-"it doesn't matter.."
-"it does matter for me"
-"it's nothing seriously,what happened yesterday?"
-"yesterday?"
-"yes when we were in the hotel and you mum called you.."
-"it doesn't matter"...
-"it does matter for me"
-"are you going to repeat what I say?"
-"maybe... if you don't answer.."
-"why do you want to know it?"
-"because I wanna know you better and I can feel it hurts you and I care about you"
-"you care about me?"-I was speeches
-"yeah Marina, now tell me , you said somehign about a sister this morning what happened?"
-"yes, well my sister came yesterday and I really hate her"
-"why?"
-" my boyfriend cheated on me with her , and one day I caught them.. well you know.."
-"oh shit, I'm sorry they're a motherfuckers"
-"and yesterday when I saw her again, after all this time I remembered everything and ." I said and tried to hold my tears back
-"it's ok.. babe, please don't cry"- he says and hug me
-"it's just I'm tired of being strong, I'm tired of having to put a smile when I'm crying inside"
-"babe, believe me I understand what you mean"
-"god, I'm so silly, I'm crying like a babe when you had a hard life too, plus I leave tomorrow, I wanna
spend my last day happy and not crying, I wanna make the most of it"- I say and look at him as I see how his face turns sad
-"Marshall, what's up?"
-" you know I really really like you , right?"- he says and touch my hand interlacing his fingers with mine
-"do you?"
-"yes, I do , how couldn't I? you're beautiful yet modest, you're sweet,you care about others,you're a good person,and my family already love you. you're amazing"
-"Marshall, that's not true.."
-"it' is , it's so fucking difficult to find a girl like you nowadays, I don't ever care that you're 25, you make me wanna trust you, you make me wanna know you , you make me wanna hug you and don't let you go and I feel so stupid because I shouldn't feel like this,I'm not like this, I wasn't looking for this but then you appeared and now it feels so right , so good, so pure.."
-"Marshall, I don't know what to say.."
-"Marina what I'm trying to say is that I think I'm falling for you "-he says coming closer our foreheads and lips touching, he holds my hands
-"Marina, please don't go, stay in Detroit, please.."