Marshall and I

I walk off the bathroom and look at Marshall

-"are you ok? you're pale"- Marshall says coming towards me with a worried look

-"Marshall I think.. I need.."- I say while I search for my bad where I have my tests

-"what? are you ok?"

I don't reply him I just go to grab my bag and search for the tests

this time I was going to do both tests

he looks at me confused

I grab them and go to the bathroom

I do the same process that I did the first time

after I finish I walk off and put them on the table

Marshall looks at me and then stares at the tests

-"Marina, why are you.?"

before he could finish the phrase I cut him off

-"Marshall I think I'm pregnant"

-"but we did the test and it was negative"- he says trying to understand everything that is happening

-"I know, and surely I'm not but I don't know.. everything that happened this morning when we were int he bathroom me not feeling well, and I should have had the period 4 days ago Marshall..I don't know what to think"I say while putting my hands on my face,I feel so confused

-"come here"- Marshall says and wraps me in his arms

I bury my face in his neck , and I feel how he holds me tighter against him

-"everything is gonna be alright, we have each other remember?"- he says and kiss my forehead

I stare at him, at his beautiful and blue eyes I feel so passionate for him, I desire/want him so badly

we stare at each other for a seconds before I crash my lips against his, I run my hands through his arms then his chest

-"Marina, stop please, we can do this later "- he says breathless

-"Marshall I can't help it, I want you so ba.."

I stop the sentence , it was the time

I stand up and go to the table, Marshall follows me and sits on the chair

I take a deep and long breath and slowly grab one of them

I stare at it for a few seconds

I chuckle

-"what? what is it?"- he says nervous and impariently

I turn my head to Marshall and smile at him, then I pass him the test while I grab the other one

I grab the other one and stare at it for a few seconds

I couldn't help but smile

I look at Marshall that is staring at the test, rubbing his hands over his head

-"it's positive too"-I say and pass his this test too

he remains quiet , in silence, he doesn't even look at me

I look at him confused, why is he acting like this? he's not happy?

-"Marshall, are you ok?"

he keeps staring at the test, no saying a word

I know why he's acting like this because he's not happy he didn't want a child

I feel tears roll down my face

-"I'm sorry Marshal, I'm sorry"- I say sobbing

as soon as he hears me sobbing he looks at my direction and comes towards me and hugs me

I close my eyes and bury my face in his neck

-"you're not mad?"-I say babbling and looking at him

he dries my tears off with his finger and caresses my face

-"mad? not at all"

-"then? "

-"I was just trying to assimilate that I'm going to be a dad"

-"a dad"-I mumble

-"and you're going to be a mum, a beautiful mum" he says like he was chuffed to bits

I let go a smile

-"are you happy?"- I ask staring at his blue eyes

-"more than that, I don't have words to express how I'm feeling, it's a mixture of feelings , I feel nervous, scared but at the same time excited, happy,thrilled"

I am mesmerized by his enthusiasm, I feel so blessed for havinf Marshall in my life and now this babe

-"I love you Marshall"- I say holding my tears back

-"I love you too, are you happy? we're going to be parents"

-"I'm happy, I just can't believe it, this is ..crazy"- I say softly smiling

-"well you better believe it, now nothing can take you away from me, you're mine for good"- he says and raises me up

I start giggling

-" Marshall put me down"- I say trying to hold back the laughter

he lies me down on the bed and comes on the top

-"you're so fucking beautiful, I don't even know how I got that lucky"

-"Marshall... I'm the lucky one"- I say rubbing my hand over his hair

-" I'm serious Marina,I don't think you realize what you mean to me, how much I love you, not the slightest clue, and now you're having my babe and I feel.."

I don't let him finish the phrase as I grab his shirt and push him against me, I start to kiss him hungrily, we start to take each other's clothes off and we make love all the night long