Marshall and I

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-"Paul wants you to come tomorrow to the studio, he wants to talk us about the video"

-"ok.. no problem, is that all?"-I ask Marshall, I don't know why but he really looked nervous and tense

-"I gotta go now, I will come and pick you up tomorrow"-he says not answering my question

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-"it must be Marshall"-I say to Alaina

we were having our breakfast

Alaina nods and goes to the door

-"Hi"-she says to Marshall as opens the door

-"hi laina"-he says hugging her, then he looks at me

-"are you ready?"

I swallow the food that I already had on my mouth and reply

-"yes, I just need to go to brush my teeth and I'm ready"

I then walk to the bathroom and finish to get ready

after 10 min I walk off and see Marshall waiting for me in the living room

-"we can go now"- I say smiling at him but

-"bye guys"

-"bye"

we say our goodbye to Alaina and head to the car ans climb in

Marshall starts to drive off

-"Marshall something is wrong?"- I ask him worried,

he doesn't even look at me at first

-"Marshall!"-I spat

-"what what did you say babe, sorry I wasn't listening to you"

I roll my eyes

-"that's the problem, you look nervous and tense since yesterday, everything ok?"

he takes long and deep breaths before he talks again

-"she has talked about you "- he says almost mumbling

I look at him confused

-"what what do you mean?, Marshall what's up?"

-"do you remember the girl who was at filming of the video in Cali?"

I nod and wait for him to continue

-"she did an interview for a magazine and talked us,about your fight with her, she.."

I cut him off

-"what are you talking about? are you serious?"-I say not wanting to believe it was true

-" don't worry Paul is already taking care of it "- he says without looking at me

-"how can you say that? and you knew it and you didn't tell me untill now?!"-I say raising my voice

-"I didn't want to worry you"

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-"so everybody now knows I'm his girlfriend!!"-I say to Paul

-"she doesn't have any proof,people won't believe her"-Paul says trying to make me understand

-"exactly! you have nothing to worry about"

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-"are you ok Marina?"

Marshall says looking at me while he grabs my hand

I sigh

-"yes, I'm just scared that everybody know about us now and start to follow us"

-"don't worry, I.."

I cut him off

-"don't tell me don't worry , how can you be so calm about it? what if they find that in fact it's true, what if they find I'm pregnant too?"-I say frustrated

why didn't he understand my point?

he caresses my face with his hands affectionately

-"don't worry I promise everything's gonna be fine, were together on this , remember?"

I nod with a little smile and bury my face in his shoulder

2 days after ....................

-"say it again"

-" I talked to MTV and they're dropping the video of Beautiful Pain in 3 weeks but they want you to present it and they want Marina to do it with you, they wanna you both to talk about the video and how it was the filming, it's like a quick interview "- Paul says to us

I look at Marshall

-"Marina,a re you ok with this?"

-"ll do it "

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