Status: Sequel soon
Secret Love
Chapter 12
@OliviaJess 39
It's been another week, another week closer to him being back. It's driving me insane, the fans died down about the Bali situation quite quickly, there's nothing really for them to go off. I get a couple "are you dating Ashton" tweets a day but i just ignore them.
I was laying in bed on my off day, my first day off in a while actually. my bed felt more empty than usual it was 2pm and everyone else was out of the house. i had my iPhone on shuffle playing through my dock speakers. Beside you came on shuffle.
@OliviaJess When we both wake up underneath the same sun. Time stops, I wish that I could rewind.
So close but so far away.
I started crying as i tweeted the lyrics. i couldn't do it anymore. It was killing me. i hadn't spoken to Ash in a couple days either, he's been traveling all over the UK doing interviews and shows and there just hasn't been anytime.
@OliviaJess. I can't do this anymore. I tweeted.
i heard the front door open and close and the voices of my sister and Dad, i heard footsteps coming up stairs and a knock at the door.
"yeah" i said whipping the tears off my face
"Hey" my dad said as he came in
"hey, Hey whats wrong" he said sitting on the bed next to me
"I cant do this, i can't do it anymore. I need him" i said crying into his chest
"Not long now baby girl, not long now" he said rubbing my back in a soothing way
"I need to go see him, i can't go another 39 days without him"
"I wish there was a way to get you to the UK, but everything went into the Bali trip"
"Ash said, just to say the words and he will make it possible"
"I don't see how love, their manager is the one who started the whole thing, do you really think he will allow you to go to England"
"Dad, i have to at least try and if somehow i get a yes, will you let me" I asked
"Of course i will let you, who wouldn't let their daughter have a chance of seeing a country on the other side of the world. Even if it is to see a boy" he said
"Thanks dad, i love you"
Just as he was getting up to leave my phone rang, i looked at the caller ID and saw Ashtons picture, i then wonder what the hell he was doing up, it's like 5 in the morning there
"Hello" I said through sniffles
"Hey babe, are you okay, i saw your tweet" he asked concerned
"Yeah.. no. i miss you" i said
"i miss you too"
"I want to come see you, i'm saying the words, i need to see you" i said
"Are you sure" He asked with a little skip in his voice
"Yes i'm sure i cant go any longer without you. I need to get on the next plane to London"
"I don't know about the next plane, but i'll ask later today and let you know everything"
"Okay thanks babe, i just really need to see you and hold you and kiss you"
"I want that too baby, so bad"
"anyways what are you doing up at 5am" i asked
"Bus call, we're driving from Glasgow down to Liverpool"
"Oh i see. I should let you go then" i said
"I'll let you know as soon as possible about you coming out here, i'll try my best"
"I love you"
"I love you too princess"
"Hey are you talking to Olivia" i heard Michael say in the background
"Yeah i heard Ashton reply
"HI Olivia we miss you" i heard a chorus of voices say
"i miss you guys too" i replied
"okay i have to get out the hotel now babe."
"Okay i love you so much Ash"
"I love you too, bye"
and he hung up. Now the waiting game. i really do hope he can work something out. It was all fun when we talked about me coming out, but actually making it happen was another story.
"hey dad was saying you're wanting to go to London" Maui said coming into my room
"Yeah i just talked to Ashton he's going to ask about it, i really hope i can"
"isn't that abit risky though"
"At this point i honestly couldn't give two shits if it blows our cover, i need to see him and thats more important than some image the management want"
"I guess, i just dont want people attacking you"
"it's fine Maui"
"When did your life get so complicated, we use to live such a care free simple life"
"Life happened Maui, can't live in a fairytale forever"
"I know, i just never imaged this"
"Look Maui, it's not like Ashton and I planned this 2 years ago, it just happened"
"I know, i know Jesus Olivia. You can tell you've gone too long without the deed"
"Shut up" i said hitting her with a pillow.
"what it's true" she said laughing hitting me back
we had a full on Pillow fight before everything was off my bed and we were both lying on the floor in stitches of laughter.
"Lets just hope i get to go" i said getting up and holding my hand out to help her up too
"if not you always still have Bali"
"Thats true and 39 days right, thats not long at all"
"Yeah just over a month not long at all"
It was 8pm by the time Dinner was ready and we were all sitting at the table talking about random things. my phone started buzzing next to me. Dad normally hates when we ahve our phones at the table but i looked at it and saw Ashtons ID
"It's Ashton can i please take it" i said
"Sure but be quick okay" he replied
i got up from the table and answered
"Hello" i said
"Hey babe, so i have bad news and good news" he said
"okay bad news is i'm not coming out there right" i sighed in disappointed
"Nope, thats the good news" he said
"WHAT" i screamed
"You're officially coming out joining us for a week" he said with so much excitement in his voice.
I just screamed and started crying
"the bad news is that your flight isn't until next week"
"Thats okay baby, i get to see you i'm so excited" i shouted
"I know me too, it was actually really easy the lads and I convinced them very easily to get you out here"
"I love you, i love you, i love you so much baby i cant wait to kiss you" i said so fast
"i know same babe, same. now no more 39 days now it's 7" he said
"i'm so excited, thank you babe so much for doing this, i was going insane" i said
"i know the boys are glad too, they said i was getting more miserable as the days went on"
"well 7 days and we're together again, i should probably go we're in the middle of dinner and you know how my dad is" i said
"Okay baby cant wait to see you, Love you"
"I know me too, bye love you"
i clicked off and skipped back to the table
"What was all the screaming about" Maui asked
"Well I'M GOING TO ENGLAND" i shouted
"Really the boy pulled through then" Dad said
"Yup" i said
We finished getting and i ran upstairs and to my laptop
@oliviaJess just got the best news ever, can't stop smiling"
It's been another week, another week closer to him being back. It's driving me insane, the fans died down about the Bali situation quite quickly, there's nothing really for them to go off. I get a couple "are you dating Ashton" tweets a day but i just ignore them.
I was laying in bed on my off day, my first day off in a while actually. my bed felt more empty than usual it was 2pm and everyone else was out of the house. i had my iPhone on shuffle playing through my dock speakers. Beside you came on shuffle.
@OliviaJess When we both wake up underneath the same sun. Time stops, I wish that I could rewind.
So close but so far away.
I started crying as i tweeted the lyrics. i couldn't do it anymore. It was killing me. i hadn't spoken to Ash in a couple days either, he's been traveling all over the UK doing interviews and shows and there just hasn't been anytime.
@OliviaJess. I can't do this anymore. I tweeted.
i heard the front door open and close and the voices of my sister and Dad, i heard footsteps coming up stairs and a knock at the door.
"yeah" i said whipping the tears off my face
"Hey" my dad said as he came in
"hey, Hey whats wrong" he said sitting on the bed next to me
"I cant do this, i can't do it anymore. I need him" i said crying into his chest
"Not long now baby girl, not long now" he said rubbing my back in a soothing way
"I need to go see him, i can't go another 39 days without him"
"I wish there was a way to get you to the UK, but everything went into the Bali trip"
"Ash said, just to say the words and he will make it possible"
"I don't see how love, their manager is the one who started the whole thing, do you really think he will allow you to go to England"
"Dad, i have to at least try and if somehow i get a yes, will you let me" I asked
"Of course i will let you, who wouldn't let their daughter have a chance of seeing a country on the other side of the world. Even if it is to see a boy" he said
"Thanks dad, i love you"
Just as he was getting up to leave my phone rang, i looked at the caller ID and saw Ashtons picture, i then wonder what the hell he was doing up, it's like 5 in the morning there
"Hello" I said through sniffles
"Hey babe, are you okay, i saw your tweet" he asked concerned
"Yeah.. no. i miss you" i said
"i miss you too"
"I want to come see you, i'm saying the words, i need to see you" i said
"Are you sure" He asked with a little skip in his voice
"Yes i'm sure i cant go any longer without you. I need to get on the next plane to London"
"I don't know about the next plane, but i'll ask later today and let you know everything"
"Okay thanks babe, i just really need to see you and hold you and kiss you"
"I want that too baby, so bad"
"anyways what are you doing up at 5am" i asked
"Bus call, we're driving from Glasgow down to Liverpool"
"Oh i see. I should let you go then" i said
"I'll let you know as soon as possible about you coming out here, i'll try my best"
"I love you"
"I love you too princess"
"Hey are you talking to Olivia" i heard Michael say in the background
"Yeah i heard Ashton reply
"HI Olivia we miss you" i heard a chorus of voices say
"i miss you guys too" i replied
"okay i have to get out the hotel now babe."
"Okay i love you so much Ash"
"I love you too, bye"
and he hung up. Now the waiting game. i really do hope he can work something out. It was all fun when we talked about me coming out, but actually making it happen was another story.
"hey dad was saying you're wanting to go to London" Maui said coming into my room
"Yeah i just talked to Ashton he's going to ask about it, i really hope i can"
"isn't that abit risky though"
"At this point i honestly couldn't give two shits if it blows our cover, i need to see him and thats more important than some image the management want"
"I guess, i just dont want people attacking you"
"it's fine Maui"
"When did your life get so complicated, we use to live such a care free simple life"
"Life happened Maui, can't live in a fairytale forever"
"I know, i just never imaged this"
"Look Maui, it's not like Ashton and I planned this 2 years ago, it just happened"
"I know, i know Jesus Olivia. You can tell you've gone too long without the deed"
"Shut up" i said hitting her with a pillow.
"what it's true" she said laughing hitting me back
we had a full on Pillow fight before everything was off my bed and we were both lying on the floor in stitches of laughter.
"Lets just hope i get to go" i said getting up and holding my hand out to help her up too
"if not you always still have Bali"
"Thats true and 39 days right, thats not long at all"
"Yeah just over a month not long at all"
It was 8pm by the time Dinner was ready and we were all sitting at the table talking about random things. my phone started buzzing next to me. Dad normally hates when we ahve our phones at the table but i looked at it and saw Ashtons ID
"It's Ashton can i please take it" i said
"Sure but be quick okay" he replied
i got up from the table and answered
"Hello" i said
"Hey babe, so i have bad news and good news" he said
"okay bad news is i'm not coming out there right" i sighed in disappointed
"Nope, thats the good news" he said
"WHAT" i screamed
"You're officially coming out joining us for a week" he said with so much excitement in his voice.
I just screamed and started crying
"the bad news is that your flight isn't until next week"
"Thats okay baby, i get to see you i'm so excited" i shouted
"I know me too, it was actually really easy the lads and I convinced them very easily to get you out here"
"I love you, i love you, i love you so much baby i cant wait to kiss you" i said so fast
"i know same babe, same. now no more 39 days now it's 7" he said
"i'm so excited, thank you babe so much for doing this, i was going insane" i said
"i know the boys are glad too, they said i was getting more miserable as the days went on"
"well 7 days and we're together again, i should probably go we're in the middle of dinner and you know how my dad is" i said
"Okay baby cant wait to see you, Love you"
"I know me too, bye love you"
i clicked off and skipped back to the table
"What was all the screaming about" Maui asked
"Well I'M GOING TO ENGLAND" i shouted
"Really the boy pulled through then" Dad said
"Yup" i said
We finished getting and i ran upstairs and to my laptop
@oliviaJess just got the best news ever, can't stop smiling"