Status: Sequel soon
Secret Love
Chapter 18
"looks like you two had fun yesterday" Michael said as we met with them at the breakfast area.
"What" i replied
Luke just pointed towards my neck while, Calum and Michael laughed.
"Oh my God" i replied forgetting about the hickey on my neck. I think i turned bright red while turning to Ashton
"Why didn't you tell me" i said
"I forgot" he replied
i sat down at the table and put my hand up to my neck to cover it, it wasn't the most comfortable positions to sit in while eating but i had to cover it.
"So what did you guys do yesterday" Ashton asked
"We went onto the pier and to their arcade" Calum said
"What did you guys do you know a part from the dirty" Michael said
"We just walked around the town for a bit" i replied
We ate our breakfast, i had waffles and fresh fruit. It was so good. I'm normally more of a pancake girl, but i felt like waffles and they didn't disappoint.
"okay guys, you need to go get ready and head to the venue" Their tour manager said walking up to our table.
We headed up stairs to our rooms and i changed from sweats and Ashtons shirt, to skinny jeans, boots, oversized tshirt. I put make up on and spent about 10 minutes trying to cover the hickey. The venue was only across the street so we would just be walking over. We met everyone in the lobby I walked between Michael and Luke.
"The boys have to get to sound check, but they will come out later" I heard their security say as we walked out. I kept my head down while walking between the boys. I heard whispers of "Whos that girl" "Is that Olivia" "Bitch" "why don't they just admit it" "go back to Australia bitch"
we made it into the venue and went straight to their green room. I fell onto the couch and sighed
"This is ridiculous" i mumbled
"Sorry babe about what those girls were saying" Ashton said sitting next to me
"It's okay it's not your fault" i replied
I watched him pull out his phone and start typing
@5sos We really wish some people would think before saying stuff, especially when it's hurtful towards people.
My phone beeped with the twitter post
@5sos in other news, can't wait to play Brighton tonight
The boys went to sound check and i stayed behind, after about 10 minutes i heard the One Direction guys head into their dressing room. They must have only just got here. I decided to go for a walk
i got up and walked out and passed their room, the door was still open and i heard someone shout my name, i turned around and stood at the door frame
"Yeah" i said
"Come in, come hang" i heard Harry Say
"I really just wanted to walk and clear my head" i said
"Maybe it would be good to talk to someone"
i debated in my head and decided why not. i walked in and sat on the couch
"So whats on your mind" Harry said
"Me and Ashton" I said
"what about you guys, you seem happy together"
"I am, i really do love him. It's just the strain of playing it off like we aren't together. People talking about me, calling me names for just thinking i'm with him. Like earlier walking here, i had to walk between Michael and Luke when all i really wanted was to hold his hand and feel safe walking by fans"
I don't know why iw as telling Harry this, i poured my heart out to him, it felt good letting it out and not holding it in, it was just weird as who it was i was talking to.
"Why don't you tell him that, why don't you let him know how it is making you feel"
"because there's no point, it's not like it was his decision to make us pretend we aren't together, telling him isn't going to suddenly had management let us be public. They wanted us to break up all together at the beginning"
"It's a tough situation, but if you guys really do love each other and i know you do, you will get past this and it's not going to be forever"
"I know, i just don't know how much longer i can go holding my affect for someone when all i want to do is kiss him and hold his hand whenever i damn well please"
"You'll get through it Olivia"
"Thanks Harry" i said hugging him
"There you are" i heard Ashton say from the door
"You okay" He asked coming into the room
"Yeah, Harry and I just had a good talk, i'm good" i replied standing up
"Thanks Harry"
"Any time Olivia"
Ashton took my hand and we walked out
"What did you guys talk about" he asked
"You" i replied
"Oh Really, what about me"
"Us and this situation, i just need to get it off my chest and Harry just happened to me the person i ran into while needing to clear my head"
"It wont be forever babe, i promise" he said kissing my check
"I know, it's just hard sometimes"
The boys had gone on stage and i watched from the side, It hit me while they were playing that i was leaving soon, going back to Sydney and having to wait 3 weeks until his back again.
"What" i replied
Luke just pointed towards my neck while, Calum and Michael laughed.
"Oh my God" i replied forgetting about the hickey on my neck. I think i turned bright red while turning to Ashton
"Why didn't you tell me" i said
"I forgot" he replied
i sat down at the table and put my hand up to my neck to cover it, it wasn't the most comfortable positions to sit in while eating but i had to cover it.
"So what did you guys do yesterday" Ashton asked
"We went onto the pier and to their arcade" Calum said
"What did you guys do you know a part from the dirty" Michael said
"We just walked around the town for a bit" i replied
We ate our breakfast, i had waffles and fresh fruit. It was so good. I'm normally more of a pancake girl, but i felt like waffles and they didn't disappoint.
"okay guys, you need to go get ready and head to the venue" Their tour manager said walking up to our table.
We headed up stairs to our rooms and i changed from sweats and Ashtons shirt, to skinny jeans, boots, oversized tshirt. I put make up on and spent about 10 minutes trying to cover the hickey. The venue was only across the street so we would just be walking over. We met everyone in the lobby I walked between Michael and Luke.
"The boys have to get to sound check, but they will come out later" I heard their security say as we walked out. I kept my head down while walking between the boys. I heard whispers of "Whos that girl" "Is that Olivia" "Bitch" "why don't they just admit it" "go back to Australia bitch"
we made it into the venue and went straight to their green room. I fell onto the couch and sighed
"This is ridiculous" i mumbled
"Sorry babe about what those girls were saying" Ashton said sitting next to me
"It's okay it's not your fault" i replied
I watched him pull out his phone and start typing
@5sos We really wish some people would think before saying stuff, especially when it's hurtful towards people.
My phone beeped with the twitter post
@5sos in other news, can't wait to play Brighton tonight
The boys went to sound check and i stayed behind, after about 10 minutes i heard the One Direction guys head into their dressing room. They must have only just got here. I decided to go for a walk
i got up and walked out and passed their room, the door was still open and i heard someone shout my name, i turned around and stood at the door frame
"Yeah" i said
"Come in, come hang" i heard Harry Say
"I really just wanted to walk and clear my head" i said
"Maybe it would be good to talk to someone"
i debated in my head and decided why not. i walked in and sat on the couch
"So whats on your mind" Harry said
"Me and Ashton" I said
"what about you guys, you seem happy together"
"I am, i really do love him. It's just the strain of playing it off like we aren't together. People talking about me, calling me names for just thinking i'm with him. Like earlier walking here, i had to walk between Michael and Luke when all i really wanted was to hold his hand and feel safe walking by fans"
I don't know why iw as telling Harry this, i poured my heart out to him, it felt good letting it out and not holding it in, it was just weird as who it was i was talking to.
"Why don't you tell him that, why don't you let him know how it is making you feel"
"because there's no point, it's not like it was his decision to make us pretend we aren't together, telling him isn't going to suddenly had management let us be public. They wanted us to break up all together at the beginning"
"It's a tough situation, but if you guys really do love each other and i know you do, you will get past this and it's not going to be forever"
"I know, i just don't know how much longer i can go holding my affect for someone when all i want to do is kiss him and hold his hand whenever i damn well please"
"You'll get through it Olivia"
"Thanks Harry" i said hugging him
"There you are" i heard Ashton say from the door
"You okay" He asked coming into the room
"Yeah, Harry and I just had a good talk, i'm good" i replied standing up
"Thanks Harry"
"Any time Olivia"
Ashton took my hand and we walked out
"What did you guys talk about" he asked
"You" i replied
"Oh Really, what about me"
"Us and this situation, i just need to get it off my chest and Harry just happened to me the person i ran into while needing to clear my head"
"It wont be forever babe, i promise" he said kissing my check
"I know, it's just hard sometimes"
The boys had gone on stage and i watched from the side, It hit me while they were playing that i was leaving soon, going back to Sydney and having to wait 3 weeks until his back again.