Status: Sequel soon
Secret Love
Chapter 41
Christmas Morning. to say it was weird waking up without my sister jumping on me and screaming "SANTA CAME" would be an understatement it basically didn't feel like Christmas at all.
"IT"S CHRISTMAS" i heard as the bedroom door flung open and Michael was jumping on me and Ashton.
"Get off you fat ass" Ash mumbled into his pillow as he pulled me close to him at the same time
"Sorry but Maui told me to do it so you had at least one tradition on this day"
"well thank you, but get off us" i said sitting up slightly
"no babe, cuddle"
"but Santa came" i said trying to get out of his grip
"how could he"
"he just did okay he knows where we are and he got his helpers to bring presents"
I got out of his grip and grabbed my pillow and whacked him with it
"now get up" i said as i got off the bed and headed out with Michael and downstairs to where we set up the tree and like i said presents were there. Mainly from the fact that i was given all theboys presents from their families.. well not all but as many as i could fit into my suitcase and last night when everyone else was a sleep i crept downstairs and placed them
"What how are their presents" Luke said coming and joining us
"Santa did it" i simply said
Calum joined us and we were just waiting on Ashton to get his lazy ass up. I took this moment to ask a request from the guys
"hey so later i have something for Ash and i kind of need you all out of the house"
"you want to give him Christmas sex dont you"
"NO, no really it's not that it's just something i have to do when we are alone and it might not like it and get mad and i would rather be able to calm him down or whatever without you guys here"
"Okay Livbear we'll go out to the mall or something, just let us know when you want us out and we will go" Luke said
"Thank you, hopefully it wont take too long"
"Where is he anyway" Calum asked
"Being a lazy asshole and taking away the Christmas spirit" Michael said
"i'll go get him" i got up from our little circle by the tree and ran upstairs
"Oi Ashton Fletcher Irwin, get your lazy ass downstairs" i said sternly
"Make me" he said with a smirk as he turned in the bed to face me
I marched over to him with my most stern serious face and pulled on his arm
"Get up, get up, get up" he wouldn't move, why do i have to be so weak and why does he have to be so strong curse drummer arms
"give me a kiss and then i'll get up"
i bent down to him and kissed him quickly, he had other ideas though and pulled me on top of him
"Ashton" i mumbled against his lips
"hmm" he held me tighter
i pulled away and he was looking at me
"come on"
"fine, fine"
i got up and he followed grabbing a shirt and putting it on while we walked downstairs
"it's about fucking time" Calum said
we sat down and started going through the presents. we didn't do the whole one person opens and then onto the next,no we all just got right into it and opened, we all had about 5 presents each.
Ashton got me a necklace and bracelet with 2 charms one was the letter A and the other was drum sticks. It was super cute and i put the necklace on right away. i thought it would be a bit much to wear the matching bracelet so i will save that for when i'm not wearing the necklace. I got Ashton a new pair of boots he looked at one time when we were shopping but didn't have his size at the time.
"So i'm guessing you had the bring all of these with you, so thank you Liv" Calum said
"Yeah i felt like Santa, all your mums left your stuff with Anne and she gave me them to bring"
we sat and talk about our presents and how it feels weird to be here and not with our families.
after about an hour i gave the boys a look like "can you please leave" and they all got up to get ready
"Babe, can we watch the grinch please" I asked as Ashton and i cuddled on the couch
It was another one of our traditions, watching the grinch on Christmas morning. The only difference is our families aren't here to watch it with us.
we found it on the TV just about to start so we got comfortable.
About 15 minutes into it Calum, Luke and Michael came down and said they were going to the mall for a while, of course Michael had to chip in with a "don't for get protection" comment which made Ash laugh and i nudged him with my elbow. The boys leaving made me realise how close i actually am to Ashton finding out about our baby and wondering how he is going to react. i knew what i'm going to do. i'm way to scared to actually say it.
"i'm going to go get changed" i said as i got up after The grinch finished i quickly ran upstairs and grabbed some leggings and a loose fitted top and underwear before going into the bathroom i took a quick shower and put everything on and let my hair dry naturally. i went back downstairs and ashton said he was going up to change. after i heard the shower go i legged it into our room and pulled out the letter i wrote last night and a little box and placed it on the bed i then ran downstairs and out the door.
****Ashtons POV***
I changed into a pair of skinny jeans and t-shirt before heading back into the bedroom i saw a letter and box on the bed. Olivia must have placed it there. i sat down and read the letter
"Dear Ashton,
i love you so much, like words can't even begin to explain how much love i have for you, so please remember that when you finish this. I've been thinking of how to tell you this for a while now i just couldn't say it to your face, as much as i wanted to i just couldn't face your reaction and i thought maybe if i'm not there you have some time to process it and i've gone on a walk not far don't worry and i have my phone and as soon as you tell me to come back i will. Remember how i said me coming out here is pretty important and it couldn't wait well open the box and you will see why"
What is she playing at, this letter makes no sense it's not even finished. I grabbed the box and i open it. Inside was little booties and what i'm guess as the other part of the letter. But Booties why would she give me booties this makes no sense
"If you haven't guess by the little booties. i guess i have to say it, well write it. I'm Pregnant. I'm so sorry. Please don't hate me
Love always Olivia
p.s turn this paper over to see our baby"
I stood there shocked i couldn't move i couldn't do anything i just sat there.
Pregnant.
"IT"S CHRISTMAS" i heard as the bedroom door flung open and Michael was jumping on me and Ashton.
"Get off you fat ass" Ash mumbled into his pillow as he pulled me close to him at the same time
"Sorry but Maui told me to do it so you had at least one tradition on this day"
"well thank you, but get off us" i said sitting up slightly
"no babe, cuddle"
"but Santa came" i said trying to get out of his grip
"how could he"
"he just did okay he knows where we are and he got his helpers to bring presents"
I got out of his grip and grabbed my pillow and whacked him with it
"now get up" i said as i got off the bed and headed out with Michael and downstairs to where we set up the tree and like i said presents were there. Mainly from the fact that i was given all theboys presents from their families.. well not all but as many as i could fit into my suitcase and last night when everyone else was a sleep i crept downstairs and placed them
"What how are their presents" Luke said coming and joining us
"Santa did it" i simply said
Calum joined us and we were just waiting on Ashton to get his lazy ass up. I took this moment to ask a request from the guys
"hey so later i have something for Ash and i kind of need you all out of the house"
"you want to give him Christmas sex dont you"
"NO, no really it's not that it's just something i have to do when we are alone and it might not like it and get mad and i would rather be able to calm him down or whatever without you guys here"
"Okay Livbear we'll go out to the mall or something, just let us know when you want us out and we will go" Luke said
"Thank you, hopefully it wont take too long"
"Where is he anyway" Calum asked
"Being a lazy asshole and taking away the Christmas spirit" Michael said
"i'll go get him" i got up from our little circle by the tree and ran upstairs
"Oi Ashton Fletcher Irwin, get your lazy ass downstairs" i said sternly
"Make me" he said with a smirk as he turned in the bed to face me
I marched over to him with my most stern serious face and pulled on his arm
"Get up, get up, get up" he wouldn't move, why do i have to be so weak and why does he have to be so strong curse drummer arms
"give me a kiss and then i'll get up"
i bent down to him and kissed him quickly, he had other ideas though and pulled me on top of him
"Ashton" i mumbled against his lips
"hmm" he held me tighter
i pulled away and he was looking at me
"come on"
"fine, fine"
i got up and he followed grabbing a shirt and putting it on while we walked downstairs
"it's about fucking time" Calum said
we sat down and started going through the presents. we didn't do the whole one person opens and then onto the next,no we all just got right into it and opened, we all had about 5 presents each.
Ashton got me a necklace and bracelet with 2 charms one was the letter A and the other was drum sticks. It was super cute and i put the necklace on right away. i thought it would be a bit much to wear the matching bracelet so i will save that for when i'm not wearing the necklace. I got Ashton a new pair of boots he looked at one time when we were shopping but didn't have his size at the time.
"So i'm guessing you had the bring all of these with you, so thank you Liv" Calum said
"Yeah i felt like Santa, all your mums left your stuff with Anne and she gave me them to bring"
we sat and talk about our presents and how it feels weird to be here and not with our families.
after about an hour i gave the boys a look like "can you please leave" and they all got up to get ready
"Babe, can we watch the grinch please" I asked as Ashton and i cuddled on the couch
It was another one of our traditions, watching the grinch on Christmas morning. The only difference is our families aren't here to watch it with us.
we found it on the TV just about to start so we got comfortable.
About 15 minutes into it Calum, Luke and Michael came down and said they were going to the mall for a while, of course Michael had to chip in with a "don't for get protection" comment which made Ash laugh and i nudged him with my elbow. The boys leaving made me realise how close i actually am to Ashton finding out about our baby and wondering how he is going to react. i knew what i'm going to do. i'm way to scared to actually say it.
"i'm going to go get changed" i said as i got up after The grinch finished i quickly ran upstairs and grabbed some leggings and a loose fitted top and underwear before going into the bathroom i took a quick shower and put everything on and let my hair dry naturally. i went back downstairs and ashton said he was going up to change. after i heard the shower go i legged it into our room and pulled out the letter i wrote last night and a little box and placed it on the bed i then ran downstairs and out the door.
****Ashtons POV***
I changed into a pair of skinny jeans and t-shirt before heading back into the bedroom i saw a letter and box on the bed. Olivia must have placed it there. i sat down and read the letter
"Dear Ashton,
i love you so much, like words can't even begin to explain how much love i have for you, so please remember that when you finish this. I've been thinking of how to tell you this for a while now i just couldn't say it to your face, as much as i wanted to i just couldn't face your reaction and i thought maybe if i'm not there you have some time to process it and i've gone on a walk not far don't worry and i have my phone and as soon as you tell me to come back i will. Remember how i said me coming out here is pretty important and it couldn't wait well open the box and you will see why"
What is she playing at, this letter makes no sense it's not even finished. I grabbed the box and i open it. Inside was little booties and what i'm guess as the other part of the letter. But Booties why would she give me booties this makes no sense
"If you haven't guess by the little booties. i guess i have to say it, well write it. I'm Pregnant. I'm so sorry. Please don't hate me
Love always Olivia
p.s turn this paper over to see our baby"
I stood there shocked i couldn't move i couldn't do anything i just sat there.
Pregnant.