My Secret

The True Is Coming Out Part 1

while I was at work my sister texted me to tell me she would pick Cris up from school and wait for me at home you need to tell me everything from last night- she added

I rolled my eyes

after a few hours more I finally could go home I say goodbye to my co-workers and left the building and took the underground to home

when I opened the door , Pulgas came to my encounter

-"hello Pulgas"-I say and pet him

-"Hi sis!"- Marta says and hugs me

-"mum, mum you know what? I just talked to dad he said he was leaving for London and will call us later when they're there, he says he loves us and wanted to talk to you about something "-Cris says coming between us and breaking our embrace

-" ok babe, how was your last day?"

-"it was good we had a little party in class and we saw a movie, but I had a fight with Tom

-"why? what happened?"

-"he spent all the day talking about how important and cool his father is ,he's going to spend 1 week in London that he got tickets for dad's concert, he thinks he's so important.."

-"Cris, you can't do that "

-"but mum he was showing off , he told people we were just jealous because he was going and we weren't , I wanted to tell him the true just to shut his big mouth up!"- he says raising his fist in anger

-"but you didn't , did you?"

he shakes his head

-"no but.."

-"OK... good, don't pay attention to that, you don't need to prove anything "- I say cutting him off

he nods

-"I know I told dad and he said the same, he said that I don't need to worry about it and that he would solve it out" he then walks off to his room

I frown, what did he mean with that?

-"he's so mad at that guy"-my sister says cutting my thoughts off

-"I know, I don't like to see him like this"

-"don't worries, let Marshall take care of it "

-"I don't know what he meant with that though.."

-"ask him when he calls you later"

I nod

-"yes, I will"

-"but now.... tell me I want details"

I roll my eyes

-"we're back together again"

-"I knew it!! it was so obvious.. but tell me more.."

-"we.. we talked ..made out and "

-"and???"

-"we did it ok? we did it, is that what you wanted to know?"

she grins

-"I'm so happy for you, I knew it, I knew you would end up together"

-"yes.." I sigh and run my fingers through my head

-"what's up?"

-"I don't know.. I'm scared, what if it doesn't work this time again? I don't want to be hurt like the last time plus now it's not about us but Cristian too, he's so happy we're getting back together that I don't want ....gosh!!" I say frustated just by thinking about it

-"don't think about Cristian think about yourself, don't do it for Cristian, do you really want to be with him?"

-"I don't know, I still love him but I can't stop thinking about it over and over again, and I think we don't know each other now, we're both different"

-"yes but you're both better now, you're both in a better place, more mature .. it's just natural you're scared, Vic what did you feel last night when you were alone?"

I look at her

-"it was amazing, I felt so good in his arms, he really knows how to make me feel loved, but that's the problem he always did that when I was about to break up with him, he knows how to manipulate me,he knows what to say and what to do me to have me in the palm of his hand"

-"I can't help you with that , you are the one who has to make the decision but I think you should be together and I'm not talking because of you have a son together but because you love him,he's the only man who makes you feel like that, I think you should move out with him and try but it's up to you.."

-"you know? he asked me to move out to Detroit with him"

-"you see? what did you say?"

-"I said yes"-I sign

-"good... well done, don't run away this time"

-"I won't"-I mumble

3h later...

my sister has just left, we called to our parents and told them about Marshall and moving out to Detroit

they were so happy specially mum , we called to our sister too , she said Pulgas could stay with her , she said she has enough space for him plus she has 2 dogs so he could play with them, I was going to miss him so much too

I was watching so tv when the phone rang

-"hola?"

-" you know? I love when you talk in spanish,you're so sexy when you talk in spanish babe"- I hear Marshall say

I smile

-"really?"

-"yep, it turns me on, even if I don't understand a fucking word"

-"ha! I tried to teach you but you didn't want to learn it,"

-"I did want to... but you were so damn sexy that I couldn't take my hands off you, do you remember?"

I blush remembering it

-"yes I do "

-"maybe you can teach me again but I can't assure it won't happen again"- he says in a seductive tone

I blush again

-"Marshall..."

-"what?"

we don't talk for a few seconds

-" how is Cristian?"

-"he's ok he was very mad when I came home"

-"I know I talked to him and tried to calm him"

-"I know,he told me"

-"how are you?"

-"huh?"

-"how are you?"

-"I'm fine, you?"

-" I'm good, we arrived in London 50 min ago and now I'm in the hotel"

-"ok... relax , don't stress yourself I know how you get when you have a concert"

-"I know and vic?"

-"yes?"

-"I miss you"

-"Marshall, stop.."

-" why are you like this?I'm trying! I'm just telling you how I feel, is that bad?"

-"of course not but you know I don't like to talk about this with Cris around.."

-"you don't want to talk to about it when we're alone either"

I sigh

-"vic?"

-"yes?"

-"promise me you're not going to run away this time"

-"Marshall..."

-"please I need to hear you say it"

I sigh

-"fine!, I'm not going to run away this time, happy?"

I could feel he was smiling

-"yep, I need to tell you something though"

-"you cheated on me?"- I say jokingly yet serious

-"shit!how do you know it?did you see the girls?"

-"Marshall!!"

-"I was only kidding babe, it's about Cristian.."

-"what's up with him?"

-"I talked to Paul and I'm going to do a interview for the bbc .."

-"ok.."

-"he thinks I should tell about Cristian.."

-"Marshall, you know I don't want that..."

-"I know, but it's the best, we have to sign him as my son for the documents for the school and everything so people would know it anyways"

I sigh...

-"Vic, don't worry , and trust me ok?"

-"I don't want people stalk him.."

-"I won't let that anything bad happens to him, please trust me"

-"Ok.. do it but please be careful"

-"I'm always careful"

-"I know.. are you going to talk about me too?"

-"I thought I could say that you and me are together and want to raise our son together, that's it... don't worry I don't want to give too much information plus it's better if I do now that we're not in Detroit so when you move out it's already calmed down"

-"ok.."

-"don't worry, you and Cristian are gonna be fine and safe, believe me , I gotta go now, I have rehearsal in 20 min, call you later ok?"

-"ok.."

-"I'm sorry but you have to understand we don't have choice,are you sure you're ok? "

-"yes, yes, don't worry I understand, bye ,talk to you later"

-"bye.."

and he hang up

I wasn't ready for what it was about to come...