My Secret

-"Cris, come here please"

I need to tell him everything before it comes out, he needs to know it

-"what's up mum?"

-"sit down please I need to talk to you .."

-"but I was going to go for a walk with Pulgas .."

-"ok...but hurry up"

he nods and puts the leash to Pulgas

-"come on Pulgas"- he says petting him, which makes Pulgas moves his tails faster

and he left with Pulgas

while he was out I decided to call my sister

-" hello sisss!"

-"I need to talk to you.." - I mumble

-" ok...what happens?"- she says concerned

-"I.. Marshall called me and told me he's going to give an interview and is gonna say he has a son"

she's in silence

-"hello? are you there?"

-"yes yes I don't know what to say.. I guess you're not happy huh?"

I take a long and deep breath

-" I don't know how I feel , I mean I knew this will happen eventually but not this soon not like a matter of days"

-"relax..."

-"I can't... my son is gonna be the talk of the town , people is gonna stalk him like they do with his daughters"

-"Vicky... I bet he has everything under control"

-"he said I don't need to worry but.."

-"you see? trust him.."

I sigh..

-"seriously.... he knows what he's doing"

I hear the door open and Cris and Pulgas coming in

-"Marta I need to go now, Cris is here"

-"ok, tell him I love him and seriously don't worry, I love you ok?"

it's easy for you it's not your son who is gonna be stalk I thought

-"bye bye "

-"Hi babe "- I say smiling at Cris while Pulgas comes to pet him

-" who were you talking to ?"

-" with your aunt, she said she loves you"

-"mum, what did you want to talk about?"

-"sit down.."

he takes the leash off from Pulgas and places it on its place

he then comes and sits next to me

-"what's it mum?"

-"like you know I talked to your father and he told me he's ..

I sigh

-"he told me he's going to do an interview and talk about us"

-"I know"

I look at him

-" you know?"

-"yes dad told me earlier"

he told him before me? OMG! I can't believe him!!

-"mum.. is something wrong?" he says when he sees my face

-"yes? no no of course not, "- I say with a straight-faced

-"you're mad at dad, don't you?"

-"why do you say that?"

-"because I already knew it"

I swear this boy.........

-"mum, don't be angry at him, we were talking about what happened and he told me I didn't need to worry about it because he would take care of it, we laughed because I can't wait to see Tomas's face when he discovers he's my dad" he grins

omg they were so so alike,

-"Cristian I think you don't realize that your life our life is gonna change for good"

-"I know it very well, I know what happened with my sisters , the fake accounts and everything but I don't care because I''m so so happy that he's my dad, I love him so much, I'm so happy you're my mum because I love you so much too, I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful and amazing parents and I can't wait we're going to be a family,we're going to live together and that you two are together that's all I care"

I can't help but smile at his comment

-" I love you so so so much"- I say and kiss his cheek

-"mum, stop!!"

-"nope"- I say and kiss him again making him laugh

-"mum,?"

-"yes?"

-" I'm so happy you and dad are together, seriously, I can't wait to start our life in Detroit "- he says and hugs me

I smile

-"mum, can I watch some tv before we eat the supper?"

I nod

-"sure, what do you want to eat?"

-" can we have simple rice with tomato?"

-"ok..." I nod

he walks off to his room and I go to the kitchen to make the dinner

I put the food for Pulgas firstly

after 10 min the water is boilding so I put the rice in the pot

the phone rings

-"Cris, can you take it ple..?"

before I finish the phrase he's coming and grabs the phone

-" hola?"

-"hi dad!"

-"I'm good you?"

-"she knows it...."

-"yes I know.."

I hear him laugh, I frown

what the hell were they talking about? were they talking about me

-"ehm... ok wait.."

-"mum, dad wants to talk to you.." he says

I go to the living room and take the phone

-"Cris please take a look at the rice that is not overcooked please, "

he nods and goes to the kitchen..

-"hello"

-"hello babe"- he says with a tired tone

-"you seem tired"

-"I'm tired..I've been doing the rehearsal"

we are in silence for a few seconds when he speaks again

-"are you mad?"

-"why?- I say like I don't know what he's talking about

-"you know what I mean.."

-" no, I don't..."

-"Vic, I wanted to tell you first but you weren't at home so .."

-"it's ok Marshall" I cut him off

-"is it?"

-"yes, I understand"

-" you know? Paul has told me I have the interview tomorrow in the morning .."

-"ok... "- I say cold

-"Vic.. it's gonna be alright , I'm not going to give too much information and if.."

I cut him off

-"I know Marshall, I know you won't let anything bad happen to him and you have things under control,

I ....trust... you " I say trying to take deep breaths

he remains in silence and doesn't answer back

-"Marshall... are you there?"

-"you know how fucking much I love you ?"

I smile

-"I love you too"

-"mum, the rice... I need help!" I say and look at the kitchen omg!! the kitchen is a completely mess now

-"I'm coming.."

-"what's up?"

-"your son is helping me with the dinner and he tried to make the tomato sauce and now the kitchen is a mess now"

-"ha! he's like me, do you remember when we tried to cook together?"

-"yes I do.... I ended up with chilli in my hair and and there were sauce for all the kitchen "

-"and do you remember what we did later ?"- he says seductively

I blush

-"Marshall..."

-"because I do, I licked the sauce from your body and we made love on the countertop and then .."

-"Mummm,the sauce !! "

I roll my eyes

-"I'm coming"

-"I have to go bye Marshall.."

-"bye, good night and tell Cris he's doing a good job" he says laughing

-"oh really? let's see if you laugh when he does the same to your kitchen and make a mess and you have tomato sauce spread all over your walls"

-"you know? actually I'm looking forward it, I wanna cook together, I wanna take him with me to the studio,play with him and specially... I wanna cook with you again"

-"Marshall!" I blush

he bursts into laughter

-"what? that chilli was so fucking delicious "

I roll my eyes

-"sure.. sure, I have to go bye"