My Secret

I wake up to the noise of the alarm

I get up go to the bathroom I do my business and then take a quick shower

after I finish with the shower I go and get dressed

today was my last day at work I was going to miss the job and I was going to miss May

I walk off the room and hear the tv, Cris was watching tv

-"hi babe"

I say while Pulgas comes and greets me, I pet him

-"hi mum, good morning!

-"how are you babe?" I say and sit next to him

-"good mum, I'm very excited and happy to see dad, I've been awake since 7 am"

-" did you have your breakfast?"

-" yes mum, I had cereals and I fed Pulgas too"- he says with a big smile he was really proud of himself

-"woow look at you, doing things by yourself, you're growing up so fast you don't need me anymore"- I say while I faking that I'm crying

-"I'll be always need you mum"- he says and gives me a kiss I kiss him back and hug him tight

-"I love youuuuuu, you will always be my little Cris no matter what"

-"mum, I can't breathe

-"sorry"-I say and break the hug

-"omg I'm gonna be late"-I say while I look at the clock

I say and quicky get up and grab my things

-"see you later "

-"ok mum, have a good day and don't forget we will wait for you at the restaurant next to the office "

-"ok bye babe"

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I was at the break when May comes in

-"hi"

-"hi I almost finished this inform about the .."

she cuts me off

-"it's ok you can finish it laater come with me"-she says grinning

I do as told

-"May where are we going?"

she avoids to answer me and opens the door

-"SURPRISEEEEE!- I hear my colleagues of my department say

-"omg, what is this?" I say while I see banner which say good bye, we will miss you

-"this is your goodbye party, you didn't think you would leave just like that , did you?"-May says smirking

-"omg, you're the best May, you didn't have to.."

-"of course I did, I can't believe it's your last day here"-May says touched

-"aww thank you so much guys, I'm gonna miss y'all!

we eat and drink a little bit, I hug to all of them ans say my goodbye before we go back to work

finally I've finished the inform so I go to May's office to give it to her

-"May? can I come in?"- I say knocking the door

-"yes"

-"here's the inform, it's finished, take a look"-I say and give it to her

-"thanks, you can go now, I don't want you to be late"

-"thank you so much"

she smiles at me

-"seriously for everything, I loved working for you "

-"you better call me and don't forget about me!" she says pointing her finger at me

-"of course!!"- I say and hug her

we say our goodbyes and walk off

I called to my sister, she said they were already on their way so I waited for them

after 15 min they arrived I climb in and we drive off to the airport

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after 2 h we arrived to London Luton

we go towards the baggage claim and wait for our luggages

while we wait I turn my phone on and see if I have missed calls or messages

I see I have one message from Paul

-"hey! I'm on my way "- he wrote

-"mum those are ours"

I nod ,go and grab them

after we go towards the exit we finally see Paul

-"hey Paul"- says an excited Cristian

-"Hey buddy,look at you I swear that everytime I see you you get bigger and bigger and look at that hat , it's so cool I think I've seen that hat before huh?!" he says jokingly because it was a hat by shady records with the name EMINEM on it

-"ha thanks!

-"what's up Vicky? how are you?"-he says and hugs me

-"I'm ok, a little tired but fine, you?"

-"I'm ok, Marshall has been an annoying ass since I told him I had to go for a while, he wanted to know why and where, you know him, he said I know you're up to something Paul but he's gonna be very happy when he sees you"

I nod and smile because I know it's true sometimes Marshall is too nosy

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-"Paul where the hell did yo..?"- he says as soon as he hears the door opening

-"daddd"- Cristian says and runs towards him

-"omg Cristian what are you doing here?"- he says happily and opens his arms for him so he can hugs him, they hug

-"we wanted to give you a surprise and Paul went to airport to pick us up!"

-"we?"

-"yes, mum and me"

-"Hi "- I say and walk in the room

-"Vic.. "-he says with a soft voice, his eyes staring at me like if he couldn't believe I was there

he looks at Paul and right after that Paul speaks

-"buddy why don't we go to see to Royce and Denaun? they're playing game and we can go and give you the tickets for the concert"

-"what? are we going to the concert?"- Cris says and look at my direction

I look at Cristiand

-"if your dad is ok with it.."- I say and look at Marshall again

-"can we go to your concert dad?" Marshall doesn't break eye contact with me

-"Paul give them tickets and make sure you book another room for Cris"

Paul nods

-"Cris? I need a room for me as well"- I say frowning

-" you want a room for you too?"

-"well or Cris and me can share the room"

-"mum what dad is saying is that he wants you to stay with him and he wants to be alone with you "-

-"Cris!!"

-"what?I'm 10 years old but I'm not stupid I know what sex is and I know how babe are made like I know you had sex the night I spent the night at aunt Martas"

I hear Paul laughing

-"let's go man,"- Paul says and takes Cris with him

I look at Marshall and see he's trying to hold back the laugh

-"do you think is funny?"- I ask a little angry

-"he's so like me, he's a mini me did you see his hat?"- he says proudly

-"I know "- I sigh and sit on the bed

he comes and sits next to me

we stare at each other for a few seconds

-"I'm sorry for coming to London without saying, Cris wanted to see you and he wanted it to be a surprise" I say while I move away from him I don't why but he was making me nervous

-" you don't need to apologize, I'm happy that you are here"- he says pulling me closer to him

-"I can't believe you're here, I can't believe you came to London just to see me" - he then holds me and crashes his lips against mine,

-"very happy"- he says against my lips

I close my eyes

-"mmm"-I let go a moan

his mobile starts to ring I pull away

-"Marshall your phone"

-"fuck!!"-he says annoyed

he looks at screen and his face is with anger he gets up

-"what the fuck do you want?"- I hear he say and he walks to the bathroom and shuts the door down

I frown who was it?

after 5 min he walks in again , he looked angry and sad

-"Marshall what's up?"

he comes and sits next to me again

-"nothing, where were we?"- he says and kisses me again

his phone starts to ring again

I feel how he gets nervous

-"Marshall your phone is ringing again"

-"leave it, I don't give a shit"

he lies me down on the bed and comes to the top

-"you have not idea how much I missed you.." he says and kisses me hungrily, after a few seconds I pull away

-"Marshall is everything ok?

-"yes, let's not talk, I just want to make the love to you"- he says and kisses my neck I stop him

-"are you sure? because you got nervous when your phone rang and you got really angry and you went to the bathroom, are you sure everything is ok?"

-"fuck Vic how many times do I need to tell you ? everything is fine ok?! can we just drop it?we haven't seen each other in a while and I just want to be with you "- he says raising his voice and getting angry at me

-"Marshall look at you you're yelling at me, it's obvious something is happening so why don't you tell me whats going on"

-" do you ever listen to me?" he says and gets off me

before I could say anything his mobile starts to ring again

I look at his mobile and grab it

-"who are you?"- I say answering the phone

-"Vic give me my fucking mobile now"- I run towards the bathroom and lock the door so he can't come in

-"Vic gimme the fucking phone!!!"-he says hitting the door

-"I'm Marissa, didn't Marshall tell you about me or about the time we spent together?"

my body was shaking

-"who the fuck are you?"

-"vic, open the fucking door!!!!"- Marshall says

-"I already told you I'm Marissa, didn't Marshall tell you about us about our nights?"

-" us? our nights?"

I shake my head this couldn't being happening

-"did he tell I'm pregnant with his child?"

I swear in that moment my heart stopped beating

-"you're lying, this can't be true "-I say trying not to cry

-"it's, ask him, he was with me while you were in Spain"

-"shut up"-I said and hang up the phone

-"Vic open the door please"

I slowly open the door and face him

I look at him

-"I don't know what she told you but .."

-"she told me about your nights together while I was in Spain annd oh yeah I almost forgot she told me she's pregnant with your child" I say taking deep and long breaths

-"listen Vic, I can explain"- he says coming closer to me, he tries to hold my hands but I pull away

-"don't touch me!! and tell me if it's true, I only want to know if you spent nights with her and if she's pregnant with your child"

-"Vic, I was.."

-"yes or no Marshall"-I say yelling

-"yes, it's true but I can explain it"