My Secret

Chapter 21

-"you can explain it? you can explain it?"- I say while shaking my head, I couldn't believe this was happening me again

-"gimme the phone and sit down here so we can talk calmly" he says while pointing at the bed

he sits down on the bed and looks at me waiting for me to do the same

-"please Vic come here"-he says almost whispering

I sigh and do as told , I sit next to him and give him the mobile he grabs it our hands touch each other for a brief moment he looks at me but I quickly pull his hand away

he puts the phone on one of his pockets and looks at me

-"Vic listen I'm sorry babe ok?" he says while trying to hold my hand, I move away

-"listen Marshall, don't give me this bullshit again, is the only thing you can say? I'm sorry? that's it?"

-"I say it because it's true,I'm so fucking sorry "

-"Marshall you're getting on my nerves! can you fucking tell me what happened between you and that bitch one and for all?" -I spat

he sighs and opens his mouth to talk

-" remember when you came to Detroit?"

I nod and wait for him to keep talking

-"well like you know we fought and I felt so frustrated towards you, you didn't want to hear me and you got back with Cristian to Spain I was so mad .. the day you left to Spain I went to a party and she was there, as soon as I arrived she was all over me, she didn't stop telling me how sexy I was, she spent all the night whispering things to me, turning me on so I thought what the hell and we ended up having sex that night"

I stayed silent, my mind trying to process his words

-"Vic, I did it because I felt frustrated,I wanted yo back and.."

I cut him off

-"stop! don't you ever think about blaming it on me"-I spat and get up pointing a finger at him

-"Vic you know it's true , I tried to tell you how much I missed you but you didn't care ,you didn't even want me to be close with Cristian"

-"you know why? because I didn't want to take you back into my life, because I knew this would happen, I fucking knew it and I was trying to prevent it"- I say trying to hold my tears back

-"I fucking knew it"- I say mumbling while running my hand through my hair

-"Vic, I know I did a mistake but please forgive me "- he says getting up and coming closer to me, he comes behind me and wraps me into his arms before he can do anything else I move away, I knew what he was trying

-"don't touch me, you always did that when I got mad at you but it doesn't work now I told ya I'm not the same person"

he comes towards me and put his hands on my waist pulling me against him

-"you're the same person, you love it when I touch you I can see it in your eyes I can see it by the way you look at me, by the way your body shakes with my touch,"- he says whispering in my ear

I stop him and pull away

-"you know what? thank you, thank you so much "

he frowns and looks at me with a confused look

-"yes thank you because I was about to make a big mistake by moving out with you by letting you in again but you opened my eyes on time"

-"Vic don't do this, come on you know I love you, I just want to forget this and be with you"

-"Marshall how many times have you had sex with her?"

-"Vic.."

-"Marshall answer me! how many times have you had sex with her? it was a one night stand thing or you had sex with her more times?"

-" I.. I had sex with her more times"- he says looking down

-" I knew it! so it's true she's pregnant too?"

-" Vic, that's not true, I only had sex with her a few times and I always wore a condom, she can't be pregnant "

-"shut up, shut up!!! "

-" it's true that bitch is lying, she called me when she found out about Cristian and she told me that if I don't help her and pay for everything she would tell the press, you have to believe me she's not pregnant at least not with my child and that was before I went to Madrid, that was before we got back together, I haven't seen her since then, the last time I saw her was 6 days before I went to Madrid , I swear please Vic, believe me "- he says while grabing my arm making me look at him

-"I can't even look at you ,I need to go"- I say sobbing looking at the door , I knew I was about cry and I didn't want him to see me

-"no!!, you're not going to leave me again, you have to believe me, she's lying "

-" do you even know how I feel? I feel so stupid right now, you promised me that you won't hurt me again that I could trust you let me go now !" I say yelling

I try to set free from his touch .. in vain

-"no! Vic please, if you want yell at me , hit me, throw me things, tell me you hate me so fucking much, that I'm an asshole and a dick but stay , don't leave me , don't walk away again"

I look at him and break down

right after that I feel Marshall's arms around me, he was holding me

-"shh don't cry please, it breaks my heart"- he says while eh was hugging me

I bury my face in his neck

-" I love you so fucking much, I hope you know it "