My Secret

I go after Cristian and

I knock his door but he doesn't answer back

-"Cris, open the door please"

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-"cris please.."

I hear steps and then Cristian opens the door

his eyes were red hes beeen crying

-"Cris,are you ok?"-I say hugging him

-"I don't understand why dad did that, I thought he loved us"- he says sobbing

it broke my heart to see him like that

-"Cris, listen he does love us, "- I say trying to calm him even if I was hurt myself too and I have doubts

-"then why did he do it?! why? how can you defend him afterhe was unfaithful to you? "

-"Cris that's not true, I didn't cheat on your mum , let me explain"- say Marshall as he walks into the room

-"mum , I wanna go back , I wanna go back to Spain, I miss our house and Pulgas "-Cristian says ignoring Marshall

-"Cristian, I didn't cheat on your mum, she's lying, it's true that I know her and I had an affair with her but that was before your mum and me started dating"- Marshall says trying to explain Cris so he would understand what really happened

he stops and looks at Marshall reluctant

-" and the pregnancy thing?"- he asks looking at Marshall

-"she's lying too, she's not pregnant , or at least if she's it's not mine"

-"I'd like to go to bed now and have some sleep"-Cris says

I nod, I know him and I know he's confused and hurt so it's better if we leave him alone

-"ok babe, good night"-I say and start to walk off before I make a sign to Marshall to leave too

O turn off the lights and close the door after us

Marshall looks at me with a confused look

we go to his bedroom and close the door

-"why did we leave? I wanted to explain him "

-"Marshall, he's tired, he's sad he even was crying, it's too many emotions for him in one day, ok? it's better if he gets some rest now, you have time tomorrow "

-" he fucking hates me now! because of that bitch"

I sigh I don't know what to say

-"he doesn't hate you.."

-"he does , he doesn't even want to live here anymore!"-he says cutting me off

-" he's just upset ,he thought you cheated on me and that you didn't love us but you already explained it to him and ,plus he loves you so much so I know he will forget everything "

-"and you?"- he says coming closer to me

-" what?"

-"that if you love me and will forget everything and forgive me "- he says touching my face with his hands and making my body shakes with his touch

-" let's forget it, plus that was before we were together so.."

-"I know but that bitch made my son cry,and now he's mad at me Ill never forgive myself for that "

I couldn't help but smile at that, I love he thinks of Cris because I wanted to hit her for making Cris cry and for saying that bullshit

I caress his face

-" where's Paul by the way?"- I ask remembering Paul is not here

-"he left, he's gonna see what we can do about the interview and her, I'm gonna prove you she's lying"

-" I'm tired of doubts, she can says whatever the fuck she wants but I believe you Marshall, and that's all that matters"

he looks down at me

-"I love you "- he says kissing my lips, I close my eyes and kiss him back

-"I love you too"-I say against his lips

-"I'm so lucky to have you, I can't believe we're finally living together as a family, I'm so glad to have you and Cris here with me in Detroit"

-"believe it because we're going no where "

I say kissing him with passion

-"no more drama no more doubts"-I say against his lips

-"no more drama no more doubts"- he says back