My Secret

Cris keeps looking at both of us anxious, waiting for an answer

but thanks a god Marshall mobile starts to ring which makes that this awkward conversation comes to an end

-"phew"- I say in relief

Cris looks at me

-"Cris don't worry ok?"- I say while I run my hands over his hair

he gives me a little smile, I know he wasn't happy as he wanted us to answer him and I know he would ask again but honestly this is not important now and I don't know what is going to happen between Marshall and I so I can't give him answers

-"it was Nate"- I hear Marshall's voice talking behind me

I turn over to look at him and wait for him to continue

-"he's going to come over"

-"why?"- I ask

-"he's gonna take care of Pulgas while we're gone"- he says and points at Pulgas who is playing with his tail

-"oh my god, I completely forgot about Pulgas, thanks for taking care of everything "

he looks at me with a sympathetic smile

-"don't worry about it, I just want to be helpful and you already have a lot to think about "

I couldn't help but smile at him

he can be really sweet and the perfect gentleman when he wants to

we stare at each other for a few seconds

-"you see? that's why you make a perfect f for each other you make a great team you complement each other, I seriously love seeing you together "- Cris says

I start to blush a little and start giggling nervously

-"I'm going to finish the suitcase"- I say walking off the room

could this work?

stop Vic! this is not the moment to think about this

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I finally finished with all the packing and everything was ready we just had to wait for Nate because Marshall had to give them the keys and we could go

I still had a few minutes before he's here so I decided to take a quick shower

I go to the bathroom close the door , take my clothes off and leave them on the washroom

I run the water and get in

I feel the warm water running off my body I close the eyes enjoying the hot water

what if I was pregnant again? what if my mum dies?

I shake my head

no Vic stop!!

I get out of the shower and put my towel on

I walk off the bathroom and go to the room to change myself

once I have dried myself off I start to get dressed

a few seconds later I hear someone knocking the door

I finish putting my jeans on

-"come in"

when I look towards the door and find Marshall staring at me

oh my god I was in my bra I start to blush

he bursts out laughing

immediately after that I take the sweater from the bed and put it on but he stops me and takes the sweater and leaves it on the bed

-" you know?you don't need to do that shit , it's not the first time I see you in bra or naked, plus you know Ive always loved your boobs,"-he says seductively with a flirtatious smile as he looks at my boobs

I roll my eyes

-" Marshall will you stop looking at my boobs please?"

-"I can't help it, you got a really nice boobs babe,I think they got bigger and you know what I love the most?"- he says coming closer to me

then he goes behind me and push me against him while wraps me in his arms, and rests his chin on my shoulder

I close the eyes enjoying the moment it felt so good, his touch, his body pressing against mine,

god I missed this

-"Marshall let me go please"- I whisper, trying to calm myself, trying to catch my breath

-"what I love the most is when we're making the love and you're on the top and they are moving free, I love when you let me touch them, when I squeeze them and yo know what else?"- he mumbles against my ear while one his hands goes to my left boob, squeezing it

I bite my lips while I'm with my eyes closed ,

-"I love it when I bite and lick all your body"- he says and starts to kiss my neck while squeezing my boobs

oh god

before we could go further we hear some steps

I open my eyes straight and push him away from me and takes the sweater and put it on

3 seconds later we see Cris coming in

-"mum, dad, uncle Nate is here,we need to get going"-he says looking at both of us

I nod

-"give us 2 seconds Cristian, meanwhile can you tell Nate to put the suitcases on the trunk please? will you do that for me ?"-Marshalls asks Cris

he nods with a smile and walks off

-"ok , so I'm going to close the suitcase and we can go because your suitcase is already downstairs right?"- I say nervously I didn't want to talk to him now ,I didn't want to be alone with him

I close the suitcase and put it down on the floor

-"wait"- he says stopping me from leaving the room and grabs my hand while looks at me

-"Marshall they are waiting for us"- I say not making eye contact with him

-"they can fucking wait a few seconds , fuck Vic, I just want to talk and.."- he says frustrated

I cut him off, I knew what he was going to say and I couldn't hear him now, I just.. can't , no now

-"Marshall I agree we need to talk and we will but no now, this is not the moment"

-" you can be a fucking bitch sometimes you know ?"- he says almost shouted

-"a bitch? how I am being a bitch ? Marshall this is not moment , your brother and our son are waiting for us downstairs and this is not the moment, I can't think straight right now, I'm worried about my mum and wanna go to spain as soon as possible,

Marshall, maybe this is gonna be the last time I see her or even she can be already died when we want to be there so stop being selfish and understand that that comes first "-I say getting mad

-"selfish?!, how do you dare to call me selfish, bitch?! since you have been in Detroit I have done nothing but giving you everything that you have wanted to, that you have needed, providing you with everything!! fuck!! you're so frustrating!!! you always drive me insane and I hate it , I hate you for that, I fucking hate you ,you don't know how much I hate you !!!! "- he says shouting the last part , his face red with anger then he grabs a chair and throws it against the wall

I look at him without saying a word

I can't believe he's doing this to me right now, was he serious?

I glare at him

his body is shaking with anger

I had to hold my tears back so before I start to cry I grab my suitcase and leave the room