He's Mine
december 13th 7:47 am; on my way to school
I should have known, you know. There were a lot of clues, I just didn’t realize they were clues until after the fact. The unusual amount of time Julian and Tyler would spend together, the random hickeys that would appear on Tyler’s neck or collar bone and he never told us who he was hooking up with when the group integrated him. Now that I think about it, Julian always got really quiet during those times.
I trusted him. I keep thinking about that. I keep repeating it to myself and it’s making me sick. I trusted him. I trusted them both and they betrayed me. I can’t even look at Julian anymore without wanting to cry. Also, I think he’s tired of being in the middle of me and Tyler’s feud. He texted me and said we had to talk and I think so too. We should’ve talked a long time ago. I’m ready for this, at least I keep telling myself I am. Maybe I’ll actually start believing it soon.
I trusted him. I keep thinking about that. I keep repeating it to myself and it’s making me sick. I trusted him. I trusted them both and they betrayed me. I can’t even look at Julian anymore without wanting to cry. Also, I think he’s tired of being in the middle of me and Tyler’s feud. He texted me and said we had to talk and I think so too. We should’ve talked a long time ago. I’m ready for this, at least I keep telling myself I am. Maybe I’ll actually start believing it soon.