Easy

This is the first time since I was 13 that I've been sexually attracted to a man. What the fuck is going on? I try to push all of my weird feelings away and focus on finding some women. They're what I want, not him. Yeah, just keep telling yourself that, Riley. Without any luck, I'm sitting in an empty room, a single mattress on the floor. The music vibrates throughout the walls, calming me and making me forget about that man. Fuck, he was cute. I find myself sitting there on the mattress, my hand down my pants and a cup in the other. I nearly jump out of my skin when I look up. There he is, sitting there with his hand down his own pants. Fuck it. It's about to go down.