Gensokyo Diaries X: Ran

I have many regrets and I have done far worse, this time. I may as well have held her under that water, as that is what I've lead her to do. Chen attempted suicide and I can never forgive myself for that. To make it worse, she hasn't given any reasons, none that she could have confided in anyone. Looking back on it, I really have become a raging fat disgusting bitch and my actions have caused me to destroy almost everyone and everything in my wake.

I have pretty much rejected my fiance, forgetting the fact that he would never do that to me, almost put a small child through a wall just for grabbing me,trying to get a hug, and then drove one to attempt suicide. Could anyone really forgive me for what it is I've done?

I've became a bitch and, for that, I can never forgive myself.
----八雲　藍