Half a Heart

dear jack,

rian forced me out of the house today. said i should go out, do things. not mope around. he doesn't understand though. he doesn't understand my pain. he says he gets it, but he doesn't. but i just did what he asked me to anyway. we all know he's persistent as fuck. probably wouldn't give up till i did what he wanted me to. he took me to taco bell and bought me a taco and you know what happened after that?

i cried. i cried at a fucking taco bell because taco bell was basically your religion and you're not here anymore. you can't eat anymore taco bell.

remember when i told you to not fuck that burrito? if i said you could fuck that burrito, would you come back?

to the moon and back,
alex