Status: Completed.
Half a Heart
Day 5
dear jack,
rian's moved back in with me. he's come with cass. i don't mind. he says that he wants to be home – in baltimore – because he feels like he needs to be here. some kind of spiritual thing, he says. we both know he's moved back in because he doesn't want me to do anything stupid. i really don't mind, though. i've missed having him as a housemate. you were a much better housemate, though. i got to kiss you and have sex with you. with rian? i'll have to watch him and cass make out and probably hear them have 'grieving sex' if that was even a thing. you'd make it a thing. i know you would.
but it's okay because that would mean you're here and i'd be right there with you, partaking in grieving sex, too.
to the moon and back,
alex
rian's moved back in with me. he's come with cass. i don't mind. he says that he wants to be home – in baltimore – because he feels like he needs to be here. some kind of spiritual thing, he says. we both know he's moved back in because he doesn't want me to do anything stupid. i really don't mind, though. i've missed having him as a housemate. you were a much better housemate, though. i got to kiss you and have sex with you. with rian? i'll have to watch him and cass make out and probably hear them have 'grieving sex' if that was even a thing. you'd make it a thing. i know you would.
but it's okay because that would mean you're here and i'd be right there with you, partaking in grieving sex, too.
to the moon and back,
alex