I'm Broken
Chapter seventeen
Shay's POV
We got back to the hotel at the same time Tish and Liam did. Tish got out of the car, and froze. He eyes were glued to something. I glanced at what she was looking at, and saw Jack and some other guy. I quickly ran to Tish as she sunk to her knees. Liam caught her, Harry Zayn, and Niall held me back as Jack and the other guy walked towards Tish. They knew something was wrong and knew that I was going to try and kill the guy.
"Well, hello Tish. I see you still remember me." Jack said.
" See Jack, I told you she was still in town. I told you, didn't I?" The other guy said.
" Tish! Snap out of it and run! " I screamed, still held back. Louis was no where to be seen. Why isn't he helping her.
"What do you want Jack? You got what was most important to me that night." Tish weakly said.
"Zayn. Let me go. Now." I growled. Zayn was too shocked to refuse, and, Niall did too. I jerked out of Harry's grip, and ran to Jack. "Leaver her alone!" I screamed, punching him the face.
Jack fell to the ground, but the other guy threw me against the car, and held me there.
"Stupid girl." Jack mumbled, and nodded to the other guy. He went to go hit me, but before he could, he fell unconscious. I heard some scuffling, and shouts. I looked up and saw the boys attacking Jack. Heith's face came into my view, and he helped me up with Zayn.
" Tish! Is she ok? " Zayn and Heith ignored my question and drug me inside. " tell me if she's ok! The child that is growing inside her is that prick's kid!" I shouted. They still didn't answer.
We got into the hotel room, and I saw Toby leaning over someone. Liam was pacing and his phone to his ear. I ran over to Toby, and saw Tish curled up in a ball facing away from us. She was shaking, and was pale. She had cold sweated running down the side of her face, and he breathe was uneven and short.
" Chris, it's Liam. It's am emergency. We need you, no Tish needs you to come to the hotel." Liam hung up, and walked out of the room. Seeing Tish like this was too much for me. I ran to the bathroom, and rummaged through my pill bag. I found my anxiety pills, and took two out. My hands were shaking, tears were streaming down my face. I grabbed a cardboard cup, filled it with water, and bright the water and pills out to Tish.
" Tish, I have something that will-" My voice caught in my thought when I saw the blankness in her eyes. I remember being like that. I dropped the cup and pills, and ran out of the room. I remember being like that. After my sister left, I had no one. I laid in bed all day. I didn't shower for days. I just stared at the ceiling blankly. Not thinking, just staring. The only time I moved was to use the toilet. I ran out of the hotel, ignoring Zayns shouts. I just kept running. By the time I stopped running, I realized where I was. The tree house Toby, Heith, Tish, and I had built. Tish ran away from home, Toby lived in the orphanage, and Heith lived with Jack at the time. Jack was a good guy at one time. We don't know what went wrong. Heith turned bad for a few months too. Soon, Heith stopped coming to the tree house. It was Just Toby, Tish, and I. We all knew what it was like to loose our parents. One day, Tish and Toby snuck into my room, threw my into the shower, and drug me to the tree house.
I climbed the ladder and peeked into the tree house. I looked around, and saw that it was recently swept, and dusted. I pulled myself up and walked around. The tears were falling more freely and heavy now. This was the place of my first kiss. The place where Tish and I saw Toby cry. Tish and Toby were dating, He asked her out here. Heith broke up with me here. I took my first pill here, with Tish and Toby. We had our first alcoholic drink here too. All of our happiest memories were made here. I walked over to. the plastic chairs and saw a note. I picked it up and read it.
Shay,
Run away with me. Your dad will never know. We can travel the world. We'll adopt kids and mommies to them. Please run away with me. Toby got adopted and the couple hates me. They made him break up with me. Now you're the only thing keeping here. Lets leave the pain and misery.
Love Tish.
I remover reading this. I cried so hard. that was the first time I cut. Toby found me a few hours later. he had been crying, and carried me all the way to the hospital. Tish stayed with me. She never left my side.
I sniffed and walked to the box we put all out sharp objects in. We; Tish, and I; made a blood promise that if we ever cut again, we were going to finish the job. End. our lives, but there was a catch. We had to do it together. Even though Tish and Toby were no longer together, they were secretly dating. only us three knew.
I opened the box and took out a kitchen knife Toby put in there. I placed the blade on my thigh. I applied pressure. I felt the fabric strain against the blade, then rip. My skin was on the verge of breaking, when a hand over lapped mine and pulled it away. the knife left my hand, and Zayn's face appeared in front of mine.
We got back to the hotel at the same time Tish and Liam did. Tish got out of the car, and froze. He eyes were glued to something. I glanced at what she was looking at, and saw Jack and some other guy. I quickly ran to Tish as she sunk to her knees. Liam caught her, Harry Zayn, and Niall held me back as Jack and the other guy walked towards Tish. They knew something was wrong and knew that I was going to try and kill the guy.
"Well, hello Tish. I see you still remember me." Jack said.
" See Jack, I told you she was still in town. I told you, didn't I?" The other guy said.
" Tish! Snap out of it and run! " I screamed, still held back. Louis was no where to be seen. Why isn't he helping her.
"What do you want Jack? You got what was most important to me that night." Tish weakly said.
"Zayn. Let me go. Now." I growled. Zayn was too shocked to refuse, and, Niall did too. I jerked out of Harry's grip, and ran to Jack. "Leaver her alone!" I screamed, punching him the face.
Jack fell to the ground, but the other guy threw me against the car, and held me there.
"Stupid girl." Jack mumbled, and nodded to the other guy. He went to go hit me, but before he could, he fell unconscious. I heard some scuffling, and shouts. I looked up and saw the boys attacking Jack. Heith's face came into my view, and he helped me up with Zayn.
" Tish! Is she ok? " Zayn and Heith ignored my question and drug me inside. " tell me if she's ok! The child that is growing inside her is that prick's kid!" I shouted. They still didn't answer.
We got into the hotel room, and I saw Toby leaning over someone. Liam was pacing and his phone to his ear. I ran over to Toby, and saw Tish curled up in a ball facing away from us. She was shaking, and was pale. She had cold sweated running down the side of her face, and he breathe was uneven and short.
" Chris, it's Liam. It's am emergency. We need you, no Tish needs you to come to the hotel." Liam hung up, and walked out of the room. Seeing Tish like this was too much for me. I ran to the bathroom, and rummaged through my pill bag. I found my anxiety pills, and took two out. My hands were shaking, tears were streaming down my face. I grabbed a cardboard cup, filled it with water, and bright the water and pills out to Tish.
" Tish, I have something that will-" My voice caught in my thought when I saw the blankness in her eyes. I remember being like that. I dropped the cup and pills, and ran out of the room. I remember being like that. After my sister left, I had no one. I laid in bed all day. I didn't shower for days. I just stared at the ceiling blankly. Not thinking, just staring. The only time I moved was to use the toilet. I ran out of the hotel, ignoring Zayns shouts. I just kept running. By the time I stopped running, I realized where I was. The tree house Toby, Heith, Tish, and I had built. Tish ran away from home, Toby lived in the orphanage, and Heith lived with Jack at the time. Jack was a good guy at one time. We don't know what went wrong. Heith turned bad for a few months too. Soon, Heith stopped coming to the tree house. It was Just Toby, Tish, and I. We all knew what it was like to loose our parents. One day, Tish and Toby snuck into my room, threw my into the shower, and drug me to the tree house.
I climbed the ladder and peeked into the tree house. I looked around, and saw that it was recently swept, and dusted. I pulled myself up and walked around. The tears were falling more freely and heavy now. This was the place of my first kiss. The place where Tish and I saw Toby cry. Tish and Toby were dating, He asked her out here. Heith broke up with me here. I took my first pill here, with Tish and Toby. We had our first alcoholic drink here too. All of our happiest memories were made here. I walked over to. the plastic chairs and saw a note. I picked it up and read it.
Shay,
Run away with me. Your dad will never know. We can travel the world. We'll adopt kids and mommies to them. Please run away with me. Toby got adopted and the couple hates me. They made him break up with me. Now you're the only thing keeping here. Lets leave the pain and misery.
Love Tish.
I remover reading this. I cried so hard. that was the first time I cut. Toby found me a few hours later. he had been crying, and carried me all the way to the hospital. Tish stayed with me. She never left my side.
I sniffed and walked to the box we put all out sharp objects in. We; Tish, and I; made a blood promise that if we ever cut again, we were going to finish the job. End. our lives, but there was a catch. We had to do it together. Even though Tish and Toby were no longer together, they were secretly dating. only us three knew.
I opened the box and took out a kitchen knife Toby put in there. I placed the blade on my thigh. I applied pressure. I felt the fabric strain against the blade, then rip. My skin was on the verge of breaking, when a hand over lapped mine and pulled it away. the knife left my hand, and Zayn's face appeared in front of mine.