Two Months
Saturday
Stefan is leaving Saturday. I haven't told him anything about what I feel. And I'm not going to. Simple as that.
Yet another party last Friday night. I didn't go to this one. Mainly becasue I don't really know, or like the guy who was having it.
Ella hooked up with Stefan. Despite Stefan telling me about a week ago that he didn't like Ella like that.
Ella came to me for advice over what to do because she doesn't want to do the whole long distance thing, but she was worried that he might want to. Even though I know he didn't. Now THAT was an awkward conversation, only she was oblivious.
I bet your thinking why I didn't tell her about how he wasn't interested. Well if I did that, then I would have to tell her how I knew and that would just leave her with more questions and eventually lead to how Stefan loves Annie.
But he is leaving Saturday. So I am hoping that all this will blow over. Hoping people will move on. Including me. Things have just become so complicated that I just wan't out now. I just want to be able to screw up the piece of paper this entire web of lies and secrets is on and throw it away.
I've had enough of all of this.
Yet another party last Friday night. I didn't go to this one. Mainly becasue I don't really know, or like the guy who was having it.
Ella hooked up with Stefan. Despite Stefan telling me about a week ago that he didn't like Ella like that.
Ella came to me for advice over what to do because she doesn't want to do the whole long distance thing, but she was worried that he might want to. Even though I know he didn't. Now THAT was an awkward conversation, only she was oblivious.
I bet your thinking why I didn't tell her about how he wasn't interested. Well if I did that, then I would have to tell her how I knew and that would just leave her with more questions and eventually lead to how Stefan loves Annie.
But he is leaving Saturday. So I am hoping that all this will blow over. Hoping people will move on. Including me. Things have just become so complicated that I just wan't out now. I just want to be able to screw up the piece of paper this entire web of lies and secrets is on and throw it away.
I've had enough of all of this.