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"Sidney where do you want these?" Taylor asked walking outside. He looked at his little sister and shrugged

"No idea, probably best to ask Jessica" he said, Taylor smiled and sat down at the table, iceburgh walking up to get some love.

"How is she doing by the way?" She asked. Sidney sighed and sat down

"She has her days" he said "some days she is really good, and others she is really bad"

"Like sad?"

"Ya, I think she dreams of her a lot, and I also think she blames herself"

"That's crazy though sid. Its not her fault at all" Taylor said with a frown, Sidney nodded his head.

"I know and everyone else does, but you can't tell her that, she thinks what she wants and rightfully so" he said

"How are you doing sid? Truthfully" she said, Sidney looked at his little sister. She was worried and it was all over her face.

"I'm ok, or well...I will be ok. I'm worried about my family, but know together we will get through this and come out stronger. She hasn't been to a game since. I'm worried that her first time she will be bombarded with paparazzi. Everyone wants to talk about it, to know what exactly happened and we haven't discussed it with anyone outside of our family and friends so I know it will be tough on her" he said. Taylor frowned again. "Also this trip. Ya I took her away for a few days but we were literally away. This is a very public place"

"But its for the kids"

"And that's why were doing it. Plus I want her to relax and enjoy a vacation with our family" he said, Taylor nodded "have you heard anything?"

"No not really. Just that you are still asking for privacy at this time" she said, Sidney nodded his head

"How are you doing with all of this?"

"I'm ok. Its sad, you know but its sadder because I see you and Jessica and even though you both try really hard to put on a strong face I've known you my entire life and I see right through it" she said, Sidney nodded "I love you guys and you need to know how much love and support you have. I know your trying to be strong for her buy I'm here Sidney, you can talk to me too"

"I know"

"Then do it. You can't be 100% for her and for you. Your entitled to break too" she said, Sidney looked at her

"You know something Tay"

"What?"

"You turned into such an amazing woman" he said she smiled

"I have a very good role model as a brother to look up to" she said Sidney smiled "I love you Sidney"

"I love you too Taylor. And thank you, thank you for everything" he said she smiled and nodded her head. She stood up and wrapped her arms around her brother

"I'm proud of you Sidney" she said, he smiled
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Soooooo sorry for the lack of updates. I went to seattle to visit my boyfriend and his family for a week then had a wedding when I got back but I wanted to just add this short chapter cause I Dont have much of Sidney and Taylor just the 2 of them
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