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My Teacher
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I walk into the teachers house once again,last time i was here i hid and climbed out of a window like a real smooth criminal. Such a bad idea. "Anything to drink?"
"beer." i spat out surprisingly.
Andy looked amused on what i just said, Why? i am a beer person i can drink beer. "Coming right up Mrs. Biersack." He gave me a last wink walking into the kitchen. First that eye looker real estate agent who said it and now the man himself said that.... Mrs. Biersack.
OH God what is going on with me is just a name and i am not going to sing 'praise the lord' when asks me to marry him or jump of a bridge and stuff...... am i fan girling over my teacher? "What have i become." i whisper to myself brushing my hands to my face "I am going insane,"
"Lets go upstairs." i remove my hands seeing Andy with two beers in his hands. i nod slowly walking up with a face expression of confusion. I open the door of his room strolling in removing my blazer, I throw it on the chair crashing on the bed. "Wanna watch batman." i rose from the dead, or more like bed eyeing him with my eyes wide.
"No!" you can say it better. "i mean no thank you." Better. Fucking batman should be everywhere, in the car, on the desk, and in his room. The only privacy we had was in my room. And that was the most horrific moment in my life.
"Okay," his brow arch. "What did you think of the apartment?" He places the beers on his drawer walking to the window closing the curtains.
"I.. uh am in love with the balcony." i whisper.
"What do you think of red?" Andy asks twirling around removing jacket.
"What about it? its just a color." i mumble dryly... why are talking about colors?
"I think red should work, the bed should be Queen sized with Pillars, four drawers." Is he talking to me or the wall? cause his eyes are on the wall. not me!
"Sounds good," i spoke, a little bit louder than usual. "I am sure our bedroom will look great."
"No." he chuckles. "This is not for our bedroom is for my room i am redecorating." I actually said our room.... me and Andy are going to sleep together... is he a snorer? does he talk in his sleep like i do?
"Would you mind telling me what will be the function of the secret room." i state grabbing my beer from the drawer.
"Its a surprise Princess."
I sip on my drink shaking my head. "I hate surprises." i gulp.
"I am sure you will love this one." he says removing his tie. he put it in his hand and smiled. "You still have my lucky tie?"
I sleep with it. But he does not have to know that. by the way its freaking creepy even i have to admit it.. "Yes. i have it."
"Samantha my princess i never asked why you looked like someone who just got out of work."
My cheeks became red as i try not laugh. "I wanted to look presentable and not someone who looked like a teenage slut."
He leans in and smile. "You can be a slut in my bedroom, but not in public." he whispers kissing the tip of my nose. "I wanted to ask you a few questions, hope its alright before i push you against to the wall."
Oh god... i should over never made that statement in class.... "what do you wanna ask."
"Do you like when i restrain you?" okay i did not expect that coming out of that yummy mouth.
i actually loved it. Sometimes being 'not' in control is the best feeling ever. "I liked it."
"Do you want me to do it again?" i nod slowly taking a huge gulp of my beer. "And the spanking?"
I could write an essay on why spanking me is so hot, yet so terrifying. "With your hand?"
"Yes."
"Than yeah i like it." i whisper blushing crimson.
Taking another gulp. "What about toys." i choked as the beer went down my throat.
"Like vibrators and such?" The words barley came out, bit it did and i sound like an idiot. 'and stuff?' am i kidding with myself?
"And stuff." he grins. My heart beat stopped. I could not breath. "You okay princess?" he cock his head to one side with a small smirk.
"Fine." i breath. "Cool." giving him a thumbs up.
"You wanna see something different?"
i look up with my eyes widen. "is it bad?"
"Its a matter of perspective." he whispers.
"Uh...." i stood up putting the beer bottle back on the drawer."Okay." I am in way over my head.
I walk over to him shivering like a leaf.
I got startle as he rips open my shirt making the button fly of the ground "You ready for the ride of your life princess?"
"Yes."
---
When i was sixteen years old starting with high- school a teacher saved me from a football. His name was Andrew Biersack,the tall man twirled me around till i was in his arms, his blue eyes pierced through my soul. There i fell in love. A smile was spreading on his face as his arms were still around me. "You need to be careful Princess." There my nickname was discovered for him. i was his princess. His eyes were warm and soft....
Until now.............
"You will enjoy every moment." he breaths, his eyes dark and it looked like something is possessing him. My back to the wall as his finger trail down the out line of my bra. I did not know what my face expression was but if i had a mirror i would look like a fucking crazy person. His mouth came up to my neck biting it hard letting me groan from pleasure. The right hand on my butt as the left was on squeezing my breast.
I could not say anything. this is the most erotic moment ever, the last time i was tied up and blind folded, now i have a viewing eye. My hands reach his hair but it was pulled back pinned to the wall. "No touching." He smirks biting my lip. Bite it harder and it will bleed Mr. Biersack.
Andy lifts me up smashing me to the wall. "I am going to enjoy this." he purrs biting my ear lobe. For a thin man like him he is sure strong enough to lift me up while pinning my hands to the wall.
He twirled me around till my face was to the wall, i am literally strained. Andy pulled down my skirt with my panties, he came back up putting his cold finger to my body ripping off my grey bra.
Andy pulled me back throwing me on the bed so hard i sprung up but got pushed back down again. "Stretch those legs Miss. Biersack." There he said it again. why? Its sounds so hot.
he cock his head to the right and smirk. "Just wet for me." His eyes darken pulling of his trousers. I do as i am told stretching my legs so the world can see my vagina. Awesome.
Run. i should run. But all i can do is stare at this man.
his finger curve around my neck leaning in, teasing me with the promise of a kiss as i so needed his lips on mine. "You have no idea just how demanding i can be."And with that the erotic promise his tongue slices into my mouth making me groan inside it. Every inch of my tingling aching body wanting him. The taste of him, of hot passion and desire sizzles through my senses , and my fingers splay on the hard wall of his chest. "no touching princess, don't make me restrain you."
"Yes sir." i breathe. I said it, I said sir. why? my instincts was to say and to mean it, and i did.
"God i love it when you call me that." he releases me and there the pain was growing as he pushes his entire erection into my sex making scream his name, this was different.
"Oh god." i say with a moan.
"Tomorrow when you are sore, i want you to remember who did this to you." He says those words with every thrust. deeper, faster, harder. "At this moment, there is no need to rush, there have been times and there will be times, when frantic and hurried sex will be our only option.
Today, we are savoring every rub, every touch, every caress." Oh lord.....I should stop using the lords name in when i want to scream during sex, i am going to hell. "Look at me."
"A warning. i will probably need to lick every inch of your chest today," a smile tilted his mouth.
"Fine by my me, i might insist you could lick a little lower." I whisper, courage was my new medal and i am enjoying the courage i have been giving by my inner fan girl. There he begins to move again and again making me bit my lip.
"You are my own personal brand of Viagra." he grins going deeper and and deeper. My orgasm building up, this was the most realistic sex i have ever had in my life.
Oh who am i kidding this man owns my virginity. Full metal jacket slut.
"Holy fuck!" his hips grew jagged and rough and then he came with a low groan, his fingers digging hard into my hips.
He might bruise me, i thought. But than it hit me with a fucking huge brick. i hope he bruises me.
"Good lord Sam you've wrecked me." he seethed trough his teeth as i reach my climax.
He pulled out of me. I open my eyes with a single tear dripping down my cheeks. "You are strong because you know your weaknesses. You are beautiful because you are aware of your flaws. You are fearless because you learned to recognize, illusion from real. You are wise because you learned from your mistakes, You are a lover because you have felt hate. And. You can laugh because you have known sadness. And that Samantha Simms is because i love you."
"Will you ever leave me?" i ask as the tears begins to flow.
"Not even God himself can stop me from loving and leaving you. You are now my everything."
---
WednesdayThe dominance has took over and i could not help but like it, but truth be told he is not a damn dominant. He is too soft with me. I thought Dominants should be weird and have anger problems, Andy is weird, i give you that but anger problems? No i am the one with the stick up my ass. I decided today on my white overly large Carrie hill high sweater, loose jeans and sneakers, i feel crap yet again. Reason being last night when i got home, i got my damn period! i am still aching; feels like my bladder is giving birth once again....
I walk to my locker grabbing my notes for the test, a test i did not study for.
"Sam." i turn around seeing RK.
"Hey man, how was your first day yesterday?'
He shrugs and nods. "Uh, not so good."
"You wanna hang with us at lunch?" I actually need to ask permission from Kellin, Chris, Danny and Taylor but they won't mind, right?
"Wow, you are so nice." He chuckles brushing his hair back.
"I have been told," i smirk. I was never told i was nice, just an hormonal bitch by my friends.
"Shame we are not in the same class." RK pouts.
"Yeah, do what i do. Sit in the back staring at the ceiling." I really need to go to a therapist.... the ceiling thing is getting out of control.
"I will keep that in mind," He put his hand on my shoulder and smile. "See you later Sam."
I gulp leaning on my locker. Crap why did i feel so shivers down my lobes.... maybe it is just the period acting up again.
"
Miss. Simms, please take your seat." Mr. Charlile Mummers. I eyed Danny and sighed heavily sitting next to Ronnie. i grab my notes scanning it through..... i have no idea what i am going to do....
"Hi." Ronnie smirk.
"Hello Ronnie."i whisper not making eye contact.
"Remember when i said i am going to get in your pants?"
Not in the mood.... i wish i had a shovel so i can beat his brains in and at the same time bury him in the back yard next my cat mittens. "How about we do something after school, you, me. The school bleachers, you screaming my name."
I gave him an evil gaze. "I have a boyfriend."
"Yeah...." he drifts off. "I do not believe you."
"I don't care what you believe, hell i do not even care if you are a girl. I do not care of your stupidity and inglorious little dick. Let me do this test in peace."
I turn my head closing my eyes. "You will regret what you just said."
Huh..... do not give him the satisfaction Sammy, he is just messing with you.
"You have an hour to finish," Austin smiles placing the paper in front of me. "Make me proud Samantha."
Ha! "I... uh yes sir." He pat me on the shoulder walking to the back. I look down at the paper and i swore i just learned a new language. My eyes grew wide seeing the test score on top. 700. Jesus. Well i can say that now... i am not having sex.
"begin and good luck seniors."
Dear God. Oh you know what screw it. Amen.
An hour went by and i am done. Tired. Why am i always tired after a test. i turn my head seeing Danny with a sadden expression. She turns to me pretending to hang her self .i know how it feels girl. What i really need now is a hit to take of the stress but i can't. If i do i am breaking my promise to Andy, and i don't want him to be mad at me, but at the same time i want him to be, and maybe place his palm back on my but cheeks. Yeah.... i really need to a therapist, i am losing my ability to even think. This man is ruining me and i am loving every second of it.
"Times is up." Austin whispers standing up from his desk. He walks over to me as i hand him the paper. "How did you do?"
"I think i sucked bad," i admit biting the bottom of my lip.
"i doubt it, you are a smart girl." he grins.
"Thanks Mr. Charlile."
The bell rang and i quickly collect my belongings marching out of the room. i ran to the bathroom into the cubicle. Come on Danny!
"Miss. Simms!" She sings coming in.
I peek my head over the door with a pout. "Just give a damn tampon, i really need to get a new size, i think small its to small for me. Gimme one of your large."
Danny chuckles handing me a blue packet over the door. "So how was the house search." She asks as i slide down my panties.
"good, he is buying."
"Amazing. hey you wanna hang tonight?"
"I can't."Why does it feel i have a very large penis up in me. Sigh suddenly missing Andy. Oh god did i just refer Andy's gift to a damn tampon! "Spending some time with mom and dad." Yeah i lied to my best friend but i am not going to tell her i am covering for my sister, she covered for me so its my turn.
"You know just tomorrow, we are going on a ski trip.
Did i forget mention i can't ski!" She yells.
"You telling me Danny. I am not even sure if i will survive. Its cold what if i need to cuddle in front of the fire place, its not like i am just going to walk up to my teacher saying; 'hey i am cold, cuddle with me.' i would sound so gay."
"You would sound so lesbian."
I roll my eyes barging out of the cubicle. I throw the packet in the basket walking up the sing opening the tap. "Soap me." i mummer holding out my hands.
Danny grabs the gel thing squeezing it in my had. "I kinda don't get it." she mumbles with a pout.
"What don't you get?" i ask making a thick soft foam between my hands.
"Me and Jack haven't had sex in a week."
"That is not so bad." i whisper placing my hands under the cold water washing off the soap.
"And he is really nervous around me, last night we watch TV at his house, i went in for a kiss and he just stood up."
"Uh, i honestly don't know. Hey why are you wearing a shirt with word boner on it? Is that not Jack's?"
"Yeah, but amazon also sells it. The stupid kids do not have to know its the chem teacher's boner shirt."
"True, What class next?" i ask.
"You art, me science."
"Oh i wanted to ask you if Ryan, the new kid can sit with us at lunch."
"Yeah, just don't flirt. Andy gonna spank you again." she gives me a wink and walks out. A soft a giggle escape my lips as i touch my but cheek. I miss him so much. I haven't seen him today....
Lunch
"Gimme!" Danny laughs as Kellin throws M&M's in her mouth. We decided to sit outside today, seeing it is such an amazing day, the sun is out and the twilight vampires are hiding.
"So Ryan, where did you move from?" Taylor asks scrabbling on the wooden bench our names.
"Nashville." he smiles sipping on his doctor pepper. I hate that doctor pepper. I must be the only one in school who hates it.
"Oh, that sounds...." Chris drifts off
"Boring." Danny says dryly.
My phone buzz seeing its non other than Andy.
*I am not seeing you today, let me at least get a kiss-
A*
A smile spreads across my face as i press the green button. *Okay, you in your class Mr. Biersack?- S*
Instant reply. *Yes Princess- A.*
I jump of the bench with a heavy sigh. "be right back,"
"Where you going?" Ryan asks standing up from the glass.
"Nowhere, gotta change my face." I twirl around feeling really stupid. I gotta change my face? Is that even remotely possible?I walk down the quite hallway still kicking myself mentally on boob, of what i said 'change my face' Really? i mean it does not sound crazy- "Miss. Simms what are you doing in the hallway in lunch time. You know the rules?"
My eyes went up seeing our vice principle Mr. Christian Coma.
"I need to-" change my face? "Use the bathroom sir."
his brow arch as he cock his head to one side. "That so?"
"Yes," i nod instantly pushing my hands in my jean pockets.
"I was wondering when i will see you." Huh...... He grabbed something out of his pocket and my eyes grew wide. "you forgot this at our house. Do you always mark your underwear with your full name Miss. Simms." I feel i could die any moment.
"Mind telling me which of your teachers in that house you are sleeping with, Cause its definitely not me."
OH HOLY SHIT.
"I suggest you and Andrew end it before it blows up in your and his face, you losing your scholarship to Manchester university and he losing his job. I will not tolerate this Miss. Simms." He left leaving me with jelly legs....
OH GOD. i ran to the biology classroom marching in, air escaping my lungs as i open the door seeing Andy with small smile but in vanished. "Princess."
"We are so screwed. Christian knows."
"beer." i spat out surprisingly.
Andy looked amused on what i just said, Why? i am a beer person i can drink beer. "Coming right up Mrs. Biersack." He gave me a last wink walking into the kitchen. First that eye looker real estate agent who said it and now the man himself said that.... Mrs. Biersack.
OH God what is going on with me is just a name and i am not going to sing 'praise the lord' when asks me to marry him or jump of a bridge and stuff...... am i fan girling over my teacher? "What have i become." i whisper to myself brushing my hands to my face "I am going insane,"
"Lets go upstairs." i remove my hands seeing Andy with two beers in his hands. i nod slowly walking up with a face expression of confusion. I open the door of his room strolling in removing my blazer, I throw it on the chair crashing on the bed. "Wanna watch batman." i rose from the dead, or more like bed eyeing him with my eyes wide.
"No!" you can say it better. "i mean no thank you." Better. Fucking batman should be everywhere, in the car, on the desk, and in his room. The only privacy we had was in my room. And that was the most horrific moment in my life.
"Okay," his brow arch. "What did you think of the apartment?" He places the beers on his drawer walking to the window closing the curtains.
"I.. uh am in love with the balcony." i whisper.
"What do you think of red?" Andy asks twirling around removing jacket.
"What about it? its just a color." i mumble dryly... why are talking about colors?
"I think red should work, the bed should be Queen sized with Pillars, four drawers." Is he talking to me or the wall? cause his eyes are on the wall. not me!
"Sounds good," i spoke, a little bit louder than usual. "I am sure our bedroom will look great."
"No." he chuckles. "This is not for our bedroom is for my room i am redecorating." I actually said our room.... me and Andy are going to sleep together... is he a snorer? does he talk in his sleep like i do?
"Would you mind telling me what will be the function of the secret room." i state grabbing my beer from the drawer.
"Its a surprise Princess."
I sip on my drink shaking my head. "I hate surprises." i gulp.
"I am sure you will love this one." he says removing his tie. he put it in his hand and smiled. "You still have my lucky tie?"
I sleep with it. But he does not have to know that. by the way its freaking creepy even i have to admit it.. "Yes. i have it."
"Samantha my princess i never asked why you looked like someone who just got out of work."
My cheeks became red as i try not laugh. "I wanted to look presentable and not someone who looked like a teenage slut."
He leans in and smile. "You can be a slut in my bedroom, but not in public." he whispers kissing the tip of my nose. "I wanted to ask you a few questions, hope its alright before i push you against to the wall."
Oh god... i should over never made that statement in class.... "what do you wanna ask."
"Do you like when i restrain you?" okay i did not expect that coming out of that yummy mouth.
i actually loved it. Sometimes being 'not' in control is the best feeling ever. "I liked it."
"Do you want me to do it again?" i nod slowly taking a huge gulp of my beer. "And the spanking?"
I could write an essay on why spanking me is so hot, yet so terrifying. "With your hand?"
"Yes."
"Than yeah i like it." i whisper blushing crimson.
Taking another gulp. "What about toys." i choked as the beer went down my throat.
"Like vibrators and such?" The words barley came out, bit it did and i sound like an idiot. 'and stuff?' am i kidding with myself?
"And stuff." he grins. My heart beat stopped. I could not breath. "You okay princess?" he cock his head to one side with a small smirk.
"Fine." i breath. "Cool." giving him a thumbs up.
"You wanna see something different?"
i look up with my eyes widen. "is it bad?"
"Its a matter of perspective." he whispers.
"Uh...." i stood up putting the beer bottle back on the drawer."Okay." I am in way over my head.
I walk over to him shivering like a leaf.
I got startle as he rips open my shirt making the button fly of the ground "You ready for the ride of your life princess?"
"Yes."
---
When i was sixteen years old starting with high- school a teacher saved me from a football. His name was Andrew Biersack,the tall man twirled me around till i was in his arms, his blue eyes pierced through my soul. There i fell in love. A smile was spreading on his face as his arms were still around me. "You need to be careful Princess." There my nickname was discovered for him. i was his princess. His eyes were warm and soft....
Until now.............
"You will enjoy every moment." he breaths, his eyes dark and it looked like something is possessing him. My back to the wall as his finger trail down the out line of my bra. I did not know what my face expression was but if i had a mirror i would look like a fucking crazy person. His mouth came up to my neck biting it hard letting me groan from pleasure. The right hand on my butt as the left was on squeezing my breast.
I could not say anything. this is the most erotic moment ever, the last time i was tied up and blind folded, now i have a viewing eye. My hands reach his hair but it was pulled back pinned to the wall. "No touching." He smirks biting my lip. Bite it harder and it will bleed Mr. Biersack.
Andy lifts me up smashing me to the wall. "I am going to enjoy this." he purrs biting my ear lobe. For a thin man like him he is sure strong enough to lift me up while pinning my hands to the wall.
He twirled me around till my face was to the wall, i am literally strained. Andy pulled down my skirt with my panties, he came back up putting his cold finger to my body ripping off my grey bra.
Andy pulled me back throwing me on the bed so hard i sprung up but got pushed back down again. "Stretch those legs Miss. Biersack." There he said it again. why? Its sounds so hot.
he cock his head to the right and smirk. "Just wet for me." His eyes darken pulling of his trousers. I do as i am told stretching my legs so the world can see my vagina. Awesome.
Run. i should run. But all i can do is stare at this man.
his finger curve around my neck leaning in, teasing me with the promise of a kiss as i so needed his lips on mine. "You have no idea just how demanding i can be."And with that the erotic promise his tongue slices into my mouth making me groan inside it. Every inch of my tingling aching body wanting him. The taste of him, of hot passion and desire sizzles through my senses , and my fingers splay on the hard wall of his chest. "no touching princess, don't make me restrain you."
"Yes sir." i breathe. I said it, I said sir. why? my instincts was to say and to mean it, and i did.
"God i love it when you call me that." he releases me and there the pain was growing as he pushes his entire erection into my sex making scream his name, this was different.
"Oh god." i say with a moan.
"Tomorrow when you are sore, i want you to remember who did this to you." He says those words with every thrust. deeper, faster, harder. "At this moment, there is no need to rush, there have been times and there will be times, when frantic and hurried sex will be our only option.
Today, we are savoring every rub, every touch, every caress." Oh lord.....I should stop using the lords name in when i want to scream during sex, i am going to hell. "Look at me."
"A warning. i will probably need to lick every inch of your chest today," a smile tilted his mouth.
"Fine by my me, i might insist you could lick a little lower." I whisper, courage was my new medal and i am enjoying the courage i have been giving by my inner fan girl. There he begins to move again and again making me bit my lip.
"You are my own personal brand of Viagra." he grins going deeper and and deeper. My orgasm building up, this was the most realistic sex i have ever had in my life.
Oh who am i kidding this man owns my virginity. Full metal jacket slut.
"Holy fuck!" his hips grew jagged and rough and then he came with a low groan, his fingers digging hard into my hips.
He might bruise me, i thought. But than it hit me with a fucking huge brick. i hope he bruises me.
"Good lord Sam you've wrecked me." he seethed trough his teeth as i reach my climax.
He pulled out of me. I open my eyes with a single tear dripping down my cheeks. "You are strong because you know your weaknesses. You are beautiful because you are aware of your flaws. You are fearless because you learned to recognize, illusion from real. You are wise because you learned from your mistakes, You are a lover because you have felt hate. And. You can laugh because you have known sadness. And that Samantha Simms is because i love you."
"Will you ever leave me?" i ask as the tears begins to flow.
"Not even God himself can stop me from loving and leaving you. You are now my everything."
---
WednesdayThe dominance has took over and i could not help but like it, but truth be told he is not a damn dominant. He is too soft with me. I thought Dominants should be weird and have anger problems, Andy is weird, i give you that but anger problems? No i am the one with the stick up my ass. I decided today on my white overly large Carrie hill high sweater, loose jeans and sneakers, i feel crap yet again. Reason being last night when i got home, i got my damn period! i am still aching; feels like my bladder is giving birth once again....
I walk to my locker grabbing my notes for the test, a test i did not study for.
"Sam." i turn around seeing RK.
"Hey man, how was your first day yesterday?'
He shrugs and nods. "Uh, not so good."
"You wanna hang with us at lunch?" I actually need to ask permission from Kellin, Chris, Danny and Taylor but they won't mind, right?
"Wow, you are so nice." He chuckles brushing his hair back.
"I have been told," i smirk. I was never told i was nice, just an hormonal bitch by my friends.
"Shame we are not in the same class." RK pouts.
"Yeah, do what i do. Sit in the back staring at the ceiling." I really need to go to a therapist.... the ceiling thing is getting out of control.
"I will keep that in mind," He put his hand on my shoulder and smile. "See you later Sam."
I gulp leaning on my locker. Crap why did i feel so shivers down my lobes.... maybe it is just the period acting up again.
"
Miss. Simms, please take your seat." Mr. Charlile Mummers. I eyed Danny and sighed heavily sitting next to Ronnie. i grab my notes scanning it through..... i have no idea what i am going to do....
"Hi." Ronnie smirk.
"Hello Ronnie."i whisper not making eye contact.
"Remember when i said i am going to get in your pants?"
Not in the mood.... i wish i had a shovel so i can beat his brains in and at the same time bury him in the back yard next my cat mittens. "How about we do something after school, you, me. The school bleachers, you screaming my name."
I gave him an evil gaze. "I have a boyfriend."
"Yeah...." he drifts off. "I do not believe you."
"I don't care what you believe, hell i do not even care if you are a girl. I do not care of your stupidity and inglorious little dick. Let me do this test in peace."
I turn my head closing my eyes. "You will regret what you just said."
Huh..... do not give him the satisfaction Sammy, he is just messing with you.
"You have an hour to finish," Austin smiles placing the paper in front of me. "Make me proud Samantha."
Ha! "I... uh yes sir." He pat me on the shoulder walking to the back. I look down at the paper and i swore i just learned a new language. My eyes grew wide seeing the test score on top. 700. Jesus. Well i can say that now... i am not having sex.
"begin and good luck seniors."
Dear God. Oh you know what screw it. Amen.
An hour went by and i am done. Tired. Why am i always tired after a test. i turn my head seeing Danny with a sadden expression. She turns to me pretending to hang her self .i know how it feels girl. What i really need now is a hit to take of the stress but i can't. If i do i am breaking my promise to Andy, and i don't want him to be mad at me, but at the same time i want him to be, and maybe place his palm back on my but cheeks. Yeah.... i really need to a therapist, i am losing my ability to even think. This man is ruining me and i am loving every second of it.
"Times is up." Austin whispers standing up from his desk. He walks over to me as i hand him the paper. "How did you do?"
"I think i sucked bad," i admit biting the bottom of my lip.
"i doubt it, you are a smart girl." he grins.
"Thanks Mr. Charlile."
The bell rang and i quickly collect my belongings marching out of the room. i ran to the bathroom into the cubicle. Come on Danny!
"Miss. Simms!" She sings coming in.
I peek my head over the door with a pout. "Just give a damn tampon, i really need to get a new size, i think small its to small for me. Gimme one of your large."
Danny chuckles handing me a blue packet over the door. "So how was the house search." She asks as i slide down my panties.
"good, he is buying."
"Amazing. hey you wanna hang tonight?"
"I can't."Why does it feel i have a very large penis up in me. Sigh suddenly missing Andy. Oh god did i just refer Andy's gift to a damn tampon! "Spending some time with mom and dad." Yeah i lied to my best friend but i am not going to tell her i am covering for my sister, she covered for me so its my turn.
"You know just tomorrow, we are going on a ski trip.
Did i forget mention i can't ski!" She yells.
"You telling me Danny. I am not even sure if i will survive. Its cold what if i need to cuddle in front of the fire place, its not like i am just going to walk up to my teacher saying; 'hey i am cold, cuddle with me.' i would sound so gay."
"You would sound so lesbian."
I roll my eyes barging out of the cubicle. I throw the packet in the basket walking up the sing opening the tap. "Soap me." i mummer holding out my hands.
Danny grabs the gel thing squeezing it in my had. "I kinda don't get it." she mumbles with a pout.
"What don't you get?" i ask making a thick soft foam between my hands.
"Me and Jack haven't had sex in a week."
"That is not so bad." i whisper placing my hands under the cold water washing off the soap.
"And he is really nervous around me, last night we watch TV at his house, i went in for a kiss and he just stood up."
"Uh, i honestly don't know. Hey why are you wearing a shirt with word boner on it? Is that not Jack's?"
"Yeah, but amazon also sells it. The stupid kids do not have to know its the chem teacher's boner shirt."
"True, What class next?" i ask.
"You art, me science."
"Oh i wanted to ask you if Ryan, the new kid can sit with us at lunch."
"Yeah, just don't flirt. Andy gonna spank you again." she gives me a wink and walks out. A soft a giggle escape my lips as i touch my but cheek. I miss him so much. I haven't seen him today....
Lunch
"Gimme!" Danny laughs as Kellin throws M&M's in her mouth. We decided to sit outside today, seeing it is such an amazing day, the sun is out and the twilight vampires are hiding.
"So Ryan, where did you move from?" Taylor asks scrabbling on the wooden bench our names.
"Nashville." he smiles sipping on his doctor pepper. I hate that doctor pepper. I must be the only one in school who hates it.
"Oh, that sounds...." Chris drifts off
"Boring." Danny says dryly.
My phone buzz seeing its non other than Andy.
*I am not seeing you today, let me at least get a kiss-
A*
A smile spreads across my face as i press the green button. *Okay, you in your class Mr. Biersack?- S*
Instant reply. *Yes Princess- A.*
I jump of the bench with a heavy sigh. "be right back,"
"Where you going?" Ryan asks standing up from the glass.
"Nowhere, gotta change my face." I twirl around feeling really stupid. I gotta change my face? Is that even remotely possible?I walk down the quite hallway still kicking myself mentally on boob, of what i said 'change my face' Really? i mean it does not sound crazy- "Miss. Simms what are you doing in the hallway in lunch time. You know the rules?"
My eyes went up seeing our vice principle Mr. Christian Coma.
"I need to-" change my face? "Use the bathroom sir."
his brow arch as he cock his head to one side. "That so?"
"Yes," i nod instantly pushing my hands in my jean pockets.
"I was wondering when i will see you." Huh...... He grabbed something out of his pocket and my eyes grew wide. "you forgot this at our house. Do you always mark your underwear with your full name Miss. Simms." I feel i could die any moment.
"Mind telling me which of your teachers in that house you are sleeping with, Cause its definitely not me."
OH HOLY SHIT.
"I suggest you and Andrew end it before it blows up in your and his face, you losing your scholarship to Manchester university and he losing his job. I will not tolerate this Miss. Simms." He left leaving me with jelly legs....
OH GOD. i ran to the biology classroom marching in, air escaping my lungs as i open the door seeing Andy with small smile but in vanished. "Princess."
"We are so screwed. Christian knows."