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My Teacher
31
Mexico
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"I swear to god I will kill you Samantha than I will kill myself!"
I delete the 43th message from Andy. "Next message."
"Where the fuck are you!"
I press the vibrate button placing the phone in my bag. "Sorry."
"Its okay." Zandro whispers opening the hotel room.
"There is only one bed." I whisper throwing my bag on the floor. "I am not sleeping with you."
"Milo likes his girl fresh."
I am also not a virgin. But he does not have to know that... The man who took it wants to kill me now.
"Get ready mami. I will be at the bar." He walks out leaving me alone in the fancy room. I am so screwed. I grab my bag grabbing the black little number and my combat boots with my fedora hat. I undress myself walking to the bathroom.
The shower stream touch my body as I lean to the wall closing my eyes tight. I am a prostitute now... I am not sure how Andy will react on this but truth be told Andy will kill me literally. He will kill me than himself than we will be finally named as the couple opposite to Romeo and Juliet. A few minutes I emerge out of the bathroom fully clothed my hair just the way Andy likes it. Like the normal routine goes I remove my ring putting it back in its place between my breast. The brush slowly came up to my lashes making it longer, the painted tube pulls out making my lips as red as blood.
Putting my foot on the bed the black stalking came up to my leg. Same with the other. I climb into my boots. I stood in front of the long mirror eyeing my reflection. "I. Look. Like. A . Slut." I say word for word brushing my hands on my thighs hell this fucking dress is so short people can see up my butt.
"Ow wow. Maybe I should pay 50 thousand." I turn around seeing Zandro with a sly grin.
"Screw you." I snap seizing my small purse.
"Milo gasto, age 25, he loves red head girls that's why he chose you. He is a rich and powerful man so don't piss him, do as you are told."
I am pretty good on obeying rather than demanding I am indeed the submissive of a sadist. "Twenty five?" I ask confused.
"Yeah he is Italian, maybe if he likes you he can buy you."
"Buy me!?" I ask appalled. "I am not a property. And I am engaged I am doing this for Andy."
"Yeah yeah." He roll his eyes waiving me to the door. "Come on Samantha Biersack. I am not giving him your real name."
"Good to know."
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"Please don't be sarcastic, and don't make that face."
"What face?" I ask confused as we walk into a private room.
"That face when you make when you think."
"I don't make faces." I snap pushing down the dress.
"Mr. Gasto!"
The man in the suit turn around and my breath hitched. Wow. "This must be Samantha."
"Sam. Please call me Sam." I held out my hand to the grey eyed man, his blonde hair all messy in his face, straight nose just like Andy, structure jaw line my lips can just lick. Oh dear heaven all mighty.
"Please sit Sam." I nod as Zandro pulls out the chair for me. He took his place eyeing Zandro. "Go away."
Wow. Same personality as Andy as well. "Beautiful place."
He nods taking a sip of his wine. "Like you."
I bit my lip placing my hand on my ring. I miss you so much Andy. "Thank you sir."
"Samantha Biersack? Biersack Biersack? Any relation to Andrew?"
Uh what? "No sir." I whisper. He knows Andy? Like I said uh what?
"What do you think of Greece?"
What do I think of apples? I mean yea like it but I don't wanna go to the place where Is made. "Its a beautiful place sir."
"Anything to drink?" He asks lifting up the bottle.
"No thank you sir." I say. "Water is just fine."
He nods slowly with a grin. "Mr. Gusta. Mr. Anderson is here." Milo growled and nod.
"Miss. Biersack. Tomorrow night in my hotel room? We can have some privacy."
Oh thank god!! "I fully understand sir. Tomorrow evening sounds good."
He stood up kissing my cheek. "I am looking forward to seeing you again."
--
I came back to the hotel room in so much relieve, he
was nice, cute like Andy but became a monster when we had sex... "Wow that was quick." Zandro whispers walking up to me grabbing my purse throwing it on the floor.
"Uh what are you doing?" I seeth slamming his hand from my waist. "No."
"Oh come on senorita!" He groans grabbing my waist pushing me to the wall punching me hard in the face. "Mio te amo-"
"Leave me alone. Help!"
"No one will hear you." He snaps pushing up my dress wanting entrance to my panties.
I turn my head to the door as someone kicks it open. "Here's johnny!" Huh.
"Who the hell are you!" Zandro seethed pushing me against the drawer making me fall.
"Actually its not Johnny its-"
"Erin?" I whimper.
As the devil came it looks like he is an angel again like God brought him back to heaven. "Andy."
He march forward plunging into Zandro grabbing his collar pushing him against the wall. "You touched my fiance? Huh?" Slamming him and slamming him to the wall as Erin slowly picks me up into his arms. "Let me introduce you. Hey I am andrew Biersack," he punch him hard in the face. "That!" He points to me. "Is my fucking girl," punching him again. "And I." Again. "Will kill you!" Again. A punch to the face to the stomach to the groin. Andy pulls back eyeing the bloody person in front of him. "You try to threaten my girl again, I will rip out your spinal cord and hang you with it." Andy groans.
He walks up to me rapping his arms around me. "Fuck you!" Erin laughs throwing the telephone on Zandro's face. "Fuck you!"
"Erin enough!" Andy growls.
Erin turn to us and grown. "Sorry sir." sir?
"Andy I am so-"
"No. Don't. Let me take you home." He lifts me bridal style carrying me out of the room. Next thing I know I blacked out.
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The sun escape the windows as i push myself up from the bed... wait where am i? "You are still in Mexico." Andy whispers coming out of the bathroom with just his boxers and shirtless. "How are you feeling?"
I pull myself up from the bed swinging my legs over it. "I am so sorry Andrew, but i did it for you, he was going to expose you for what you are, that you make drugs." I look up biting my lower lip.
"Erin told you?" i nod slowly. "I am so mad right now i can kill you." He groans angrily."I went nuts finding you and better yet lie to your mother saying you just need time away instead you were here almost getting raped and you are trying to protect me!!" His screaming send me back, i never seen him so angry before, i have never hear scream so loud before, wow he had a growler voice.
"I am so sorry." i begin to sob pulling my knees up to my chest.
"Saying sorry twice is not going to make me feel any better Samantha Simms!" Andy pushes his hand over his face shaking it to and fro. "What did you do last night?" his tone became lower as he walks up to a suitcase grabbing a pair of jeans.
"Nothing, i just went out." I am not going to tell him, i don't want him to freak out, Milo supposedly knows Andy, so Andy might know him as well... i do not want to have another out-brake between Andy and someone again.
He grab his boots putting it on by one his eyes still on me. "I will go get you some coffee and a scone," He stood up seizing his keys, wallet and phone from the drawer.
"Andy please." i beg.
He turn around as he opens the door. "Erin will be here soon with your clothes and necessities." with that he walked out slamming the door shut making me jump. Did i really hurt him that much? I did not mean too, or did i?
When he came into rescue me, i never saw someone so brutal, i never saw someone so dark... i saw the dark side in bed but not in public.
He almost beat Zandro to death and did not flinch about it, no emotion. He actually liked it, no he loved it. I really thought Andy was 'joking' when he said he a sadist, yes the playroom did not really give me the details, i just thought he was a dominant, i mean yeah he played hard but i did not mind but this, last night i..uh...i don't know what to say. The messages he left me that as well scares the sweet living hell out of me, everything he is doing is scaring me now, but i love him so much i cannot just leave him, he will die without me, and i without him.
Its more or less like when i first fell in love with Andy it was 'i gave him my heart and he gave me his pain' but now its 'I gave him my love he gave me his soul' i am not sure how this will end, but i honestly hope and pray that he will give me his secrets and i my trust.
"How are you feeling?" i walk out of the bathroom with one of Andy's shirt and nothing else. "Andy told me to bring you the scone and the coffee."
"Thanks." i mummer sitting on the ledge of the window just gazing at the Mexican ocean. "And thank you for saving me Erin."
"It is alright, but you want answers do you?" he asks handing me the cup of coffee. "You want all answers."
"Yes."
"Than i will give it to you."
"Well i killed someone." Erin mummers.
My brow arch as i shook my head. "Fascinating. yeah i know. But what i want to know is why."
Erin sighs pushing his feet under his butt biting his lip. "You know i had problems, i keep trying to commit suicide and stuff."
"Yeah and stuff."
He rolled his eyes giving me a slight pout. "My parents wanted to send me to military camp, you know to buff me up and feel what torture is really like, i went to Andy and he gave me the solution." To go to a nut house?
"The Asian guy was going to rat me out to the doctor saying i have been selling drugs to patients, he took some of my supply as well but when the going went tough he pulled out and threaten to tell everyone, so i did what i was told. i killed him."
"You did what you were told!" i ask shocked. "By who? Charlie Manson!"
"No the devil did not tell me i should do it, Andy did" You have got to be shitting me. "Samantha you had no clue why i took an interest in you a few years ago? Who do you think threw that football?" Wait what? "Andrew wanted you since the moment you walked into Carrie hill high-school." Oh dear GOD!
"So you threw that football in my face so that he could save me?"
"Yes, and among other things. You can say Andy was your guardian angel." More like the devil who stalked you. "Amy killed you uncle."
My insides tighten and my heart beat slowed down, i could not gasp for air. "I am sorry what?"
"Amy is sick, like mental sick."
"And you are not?" i snap irrittably.
"At least i am not in love with my brother like her." He gave me a pout and chuckle. "Okay that sounded weird, but you get the drift. Amy knew the obsession Andy had of you, she is jealous Andy can't see it because his sweet sister is just to innocent. At night when he was asleep she hovered over his bed and stalked him."
"How you know?"
"Ashley told me. they have been best friends since forever." he says dryly like it is no problem at all.
"Why pull me into this mess Erin, i thought it was just a crush but it seemed the man i was stalking was actually stalking me! Can you like," i scoff. "See how messed up that is?"
"Yeah, trust me i know. I work for the damn man." he groans. "Andy won't and can't stop loving you, he is messed up in his own way, he has secrets that i don't even know of, but i will tell you this, you open up to him he will open up to you, why he is like that, how and what the fuck his obsession is with torture!"
Okay i get the torture part but not really the other stuff he just said, "I should've accepted that scholarship in Manchester." i breath leaning my head on the wall. "Maybe i would've met a young British lad who is sweet and loving in bed, not a creep who likes pain and stuff."
"Yeah and stuff."
i burst from laughter shaking my head side to side.
"What do i do then Erin?"
He stood up slowly eyeing the sun. "Well, tonight will be amazing don't you agree, i have been told you love the ocean." he twirled around and walked to the door.
"Hey that is not all the answers i want to know, there is more!"
"Some i am able to say, others not. Like i said its going to be amazing night."
Right, yeah amazing....
--
"I swear to god I will kill you Samantha than I will kill myself!"
I delete the 43th message from Andy. "Next message."
"Where the fuck are you!"
I press the vibrate button placing the phone in my bag. "Sorry."
"Its okay." Zandro whispers opening the hotel room.
"There is only one bed." I whisper throwing my bag on the floor. "I am not sleeping with you."
"Milo likes his girl fresh."
I am also not a virgin. But he does not have to know that... The man who took it wants to kill me now.
"Get ready mami. I will be at the bar." He walks out leaving me alone in the fancy room. I am so screwed. I grab my bag grabbing the black little number and my combat boots with my fedora hat. I undress myself walking to the bathroom.
The shower stream touch my body as I lean to the wall closing my eyes tight. I am a prostitute now... I am not sure how Andy will react on this but truth be told Andy will kill me literally. He will kill me than himself than we will be finally named as the couple opposite to Romeo and Juliet. A few minutes I emerge out of the bathroom fully clothed my hair just the way Andy likes it. Like the normal routine goes I remove my ring putting it back in its place between my breast. The brush slowly came up to my lashes making it longer, the painted tube pulls out making my lips as red as blood.
Putting my foot on the bed the black stalking came up to my leg. Same with the other. I climb into my boots. I stood in front of the long mirror eyeing my reflection. "I. Look. Like. A . Slut." I say word for word brushing my hands on my thighs hell this fucking dress is so short people can see up my butt.
"Ow wow. Maybe I should pay 50 thousand." I turn around seeing Zandro with a sly grin.
"Screw you." I snap seizing my small purse.
"Milo gasto, age 25, he loves red head girls that's why he chose you. He is a rich and powerful man so don't piss him, do as you are told."
I am pretty good on obeying rather than demanding I am indeed the submissive of a sadist. "Twenty five?" I ask confused.
"Yeah he is Italian, maybe if he likes you he can buy you."
"Buy me!?" I ask appalled. "I am not a property. And I am engaged I am doing this for Andy."
"Yeah yeah." He roll his eyes waiving me to the door. "Come on Samantha Biersack. I am not giving him your real name."
"Good to know."
--
"Please don't be sarcastic, and don't make that face."
"What face?" I ask confused as we walk into a private room.
"That face when you make when you think."
"I don't make faces." I snap pushing down the dress.
"Mr. Gasto!"
The man in the suit turn around and my breath hitched. Wow. "This must be Samantha."
"Sam. Please call me Sam." I held out my hand to the grey eyed man, his blonde hair all messy in his face, straight nose just like Andy, structure jaw line my lips can just lick. Oh dear heaven all mighty.
"Please sit Sam." I nod as Zandro pulls out the chair for me. He took his place eyeing Zandro. "Go away."
Wow. Same personality as Andy as well. "Beautiful place."
He nods taking a sip of his wine. "Like you."
I bit my lip placing my hand on my ring. I miss you so much Andy. "Thank you sir."
"Samantha Biersack? Biersack Biersack? Any relation to Andrew?"
Uh what? "No sir." I whisper. He knows Andy? Like I said uh what?
"What do you think of Greece?"
What do I think of apples? I mean yea like it but I don't wanna go to the place where Is made. "Its a beautiful place sir."
"Anything to drink?" He asks lifting up the bottle.
"No thank you sir." I say. "Water is just fine."
He nods slowly with a grin. "Mr. Gusta. Mr. Anderson is here." Milo growled and nod.
"Miss. Biersack. Tomorrow night in my hotel room? We can have some privacy."
Oh thank god!! "I fully understand sir. Tomorrow evening sounds good."
He stood up kissing my cheek. "I am looking forward to seeing you again."
--
I came back to the hotel room in so much relieve, he
was nice, cute like Andy but became a monster when we had sex... "Wow that was quick." Zandro whispers walking up to me grabbing my purse throwing it on the floor.
"Uh what are you doing?" I seeth slamming his hand from my waist. "No."
"Oh come on senorita!" He groans grabbing my waist pushing me to the wall punching me hard in the face. "Mio te amo-"
"Leave me alone. Help!"
"No one will hear you." He snaps pushing up my dress wanting entrance to my panties.
I turn my head to the door as someone kicks it open. "Here's johnny!" Huh.
"Who the hell are you!" Zandro seethed pushing me against the drawer making me fall.
"Actually its not Johnny its-"
"Erin?" I whimper.
As the devil came it looks like he is an angel again like God brought him back to heaven. "Andy."
He march forward plunging into Zandro grabbing his collar pushing him against the wall. "You touched my fiance? Huh?" Slamming him and slamming him to the wall as Erin slowly picks me up into his arms. "Let me introduce you. Hey I am andrew Biersack," he punch him hard in the face. "That!" He points to me. "Is my fucking girl," punching him again. "And I." Again. "Will kill you!" Again. A punch to the face to the stomach to the groin. Andy pulls back eyeing the bloody person in front of him. "You try to threaten my girl again, I will rip out your spinal cord and hang you with it." Andy groans.
He walks up to me rapping his arms around me. "Fuck you!" Erin laughs throwing the telephone on Zandro's face. "Fuck you!"
"Erin enough!" Andy growls.
Erin turn to us and grown. "Sorry sir." sir?
"Andy I am so-"
"No. Don't. Let me take you home." He lifts me bridal style carrying me out of the room. Next thing I know I blacked out.
---
The sun escape the windows as i push myself up from the bed... wait where am i? "You are still in Mexico." Andy whispers coming out of the bathroom with just his boxers and shirtless. "How are you feeling?"
I pull myself up from the bed swinging my legs over it. "I am so sorry Andrew, but i did it for you, he was going to expose you for what you are, that you make drugs." I look up biting my lower lip.
"Erin told you?" i nod slowly. "I am so mad right now i can kill you." He groans angrily."I went nuts finding you and better yet lie to your mother saying you just need time away instead you were here almost getting raped and you are trying to protect me!!" His screaming send me back, i never seen him so angry before, i have never hear scream so loud before, wow he had a growler voice.
"I am so sorry." i begin to sob pulling my knees up to my chest.
"Saying sorry twice is not going to make me feel any better Samantha Simms!" Andy pushes his hand over his face shaking it to and fro. "What did you do last night?" his tone became lower as he walks up to a suitcase grabbing a pair of jeans.
"Nothing, i just went out." I am not going to tell him, i don't want him to freak out, Milo supposedly knows Andy, so Andy might know him as well... i do not want to have another out-brake between Andy and someone again.
He grab his boots putting it on by one his eyes still on me. "I will go get you some coffee and a scone," He stood up seizing his keys, wallet and phone from the drawer.
"Andy please." i beg.
He turn around as he opens the door. "Erin will be here soon with your clothes and necessities." with that he walked out slamming the door shut making me jump. Did i really hurt him that much? I did not mean too, or did i?
When he came into rescue me, i never saw someone so brutal, i never saw someone so dark... i saw the dark side in bed but not in public.
He almost beat Zandro to death and did not flinch about it, no emotion. He actually liked it, no he loved it. I really thought Andy was 'joking' when he said he a sadist, yes the playroom did not really give me the details, i just thought he was a dominant, i mean yeah he played hard but i did not mind but this, last night i..uh...i don't know what to say. The messages he left me that as well scares the sweet living hell out of me, everything he is doing is scaring me now, but i love him so much i cannot just leave him, he will die without me, and i without him.
Its more or less like when i first fell in love with Andy it was 'i gave him my heart and he gave me his pain' but now its 'I gave him my love he gave me his soul' i am not sure how this will end, but i honestly hope and pray that he will give me his secrets and i my trust.
"How are you feeling?" i walk out of the bathroom with one of Andy's shirt and nothing else. "Andy told me to bring you the scone and the coffee."
"Thanks." i mummer sitting on the ledge of the window just gazing at the Mexican ocean. "And thank you for saving me Erin."
"It is alright, but you want answers do you?" he asks handing me the cup of coffee. "You want all answers."
"Yes."
"Than i will give it to you."
"Well i killed someone." Erin mummers.
My brow arch as i shook my head. "Fascinating. yeah i know. But what i want to know is why."
Erin sighs pushing his feet under his butt biting his lip. "You know i had problems, i keep trying to commit suicide and stuff."
"Yeah and stuff."
He rolled his eyes giving me a slight pout. "My parents wanted to send me to military camp, you know to buff me up and feel what torture is really like, i went to Andy and he gave me the solution." To go to a nut house?
"The Asian guy was going to rat me out to the doctor saying i have been selling drugs to patients, he took some of my supply as well but when the going went tough he pulled out and threaten to tell everyone, so i did what i was told. i killed him."
"You did what you were told!" i ask shocked. "By who? Charlie Manson!"
"No the devil did not tell me i should do it, Andy did" You have got to be shitting me. "Samantha you had no clue why i took an interest in you a few years ago? Who do you think threw that football?" Wait what? "Andrew wanted you since the moment you walked into Carrie hill high-school." Oh dear GOD!
"So you threw that football in my face so that he could save me?"
"Yes, and among other things. You can say Andy was your guardian angel." More like the devil who stalked you. "Amy killed you uncle."
My insides tighten and my heart beat slowed down, i could not gasp for air. "I am sorry what?"
"Amy is sick, like mental sick."
"And you are not?" i snap irrittably.
"At least i am not in love with my brother like her." He gave me a pout and chuckle. "Okay that sounded weird, but you get the drift. Amy knew the obsession Andy had of you, she is jealous Andy can't see it because his sweet sister is just to innocent. At night when he was asleep she hovered over his bed and stalked him."
"How you know?"
"Ashley told me. they have been best friends since forever." he says dryly like it is no problem at all.
"Why pull me into this mess Erin, i thought it was just a crush but it seemed the man i was stalking was actually stalking me! Can you like," i scoff. "See how messed up that is?"
"Yeah, trust me i know. I work for the damn man." he groans. "Andy won't and can't stop loving you, he is messed up in his own way, he has secrets that i don't even know of, but i will tell you this, you open up to him he will open up to you, why he is like that, how and what the fuck his obsession is with torture!"
Okay i get the torture part but not really the other stuff he just said, "I should've accepted that scholarship in Manchester." i breath leaning my head on the wall. "Maybe i would've met a young British lad who is sweet and loving in bed, not a creep who likes pain and stuff."
"Yeah and stuff."
i burst from laughter shaking my head side to side.
"What do i do then Erin?"
He stood up slowly eyeing the sun. "Well, tonight will be amazing don't you agree, i have been told you love the ocean." he twirled around and walked to the door.
"Hey that is not all the answers i want to know, there is more!"
"Some i am able to say, others not. Like i said its going to be amazing night."
Right, yeah amazing....