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My Teacher
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Back home; its good i guess... this past three weeks in Mexico was amazing. i love Andy, he was sweet he was loving he was the guy i fell in love with, not the sadist freak who likes to put clamps on me and stuff... but on the other hand it is nice in a while that we do that kind of stuff to spice up our relationship... well minus the clamps again.
"I look like a fish." i say to myself eyeing myself in the mirror. A slight pout came on my face as i lean on the sink just gazing at my weird reflection. "Why do i look so weird?" Ugh i shook it off walking back into i and Andy's room. My 'husband' is out meaning i am alone in this huge fucking house, when he came back like three hours ago he just went somewhere, wonder where? Maybe i should put GPS on his phone.
I press play on the stereo as Ciara 'thats right' blast through the speakers as i remove my white shirt. I throw it on the floor to be only in my gym bra and shorts. I push the sofa to the wall making the living room my own studio. The only way i can relax now.
I lift my arms up as my feet took over my body. five fast twirls i jump up landing on my knees shaking my head to and fro making my hair fall from my rubber, i slide down the floor like a snake, lifting my upper body up as my leg went up to my shoulder. As Ciara speaks to me i danced my heart out to the max. doing everything she does in her music video. "Ahem." i open up my eyes slowly seeing Andy with.... uh what. Danny Worsnop my freaking civil war teacher....
"HI." giving a half wave, i bit down on my lip pointing to the stereo. "Off now." i pace. I twirl around not knowing what to say.
"Hello Samantha, how was the honeymoon?" Say what now? he knows, i mean he knew?
I gulp nodding slowly. "Good sir."
"Please you are done with school, its Danny." Its not Danny its weird.
"Su...re." i slowly walk back to our room closing the door falling down on the bed. "Ugh! i need to get used to this." i groan into the pillow. I need to calm down, i need to pretend that i am on weed and just be chilled, sooner or later i have to go back to that house where all my teachers live for dinner, lunch and small talk, the thought of it makes me want to...."Oh god." i pull myself up running to the bathroom yet again straight to the toilet gagging my lungs out. "Great, fucking great." i pull my arms around hugging the seat like its my best friend. "I need to brush my teeth." i grumble feeling another vomit approaching.
"Sam, baby are you okay?"
I look from my new best friend seeing my husband leaning on the door frame with a small smile. "I am throwing up,"
he chuckles and nods. "yeah i see that, you need anything?"
I shook my head pulling myself up. I lean back on the seat with my elbow. "Danny huh." i giggle lifting up my other arm swaying it and fro. "Awesome."
Andy's eyes narrowed confused. "So?"
"Nothing." i state. "I am going out for a second." i grumble grabbing my red toothbrush.
"Where?" he inquires, oh god here is that dominant ass i hope he left at Mexico but now the alter ego came along.
"i need air." i say with my mouth full of toothpaste. "Whats it to you i do not ask where you go." Oh god toothpaste everywhere. "Sorry." i growl wiping the paste from my face.
"About what? you not obeying me?"
"No. about almost spitting colgate in your face." i spat out leaning down taking a sip of the cold water. i spit it back out grabbing the black towel.
"You going against your vows Mrs. Biersack?"
Fuck... why do i feel like i want to kill this man in front of me... hormones is everywhere in the area around me... like herpes. "I am not in a good mood okay Andy, sorry for being a bitch but PMS is WTF'ing me." i pat him on the shoulder walking into the room grabbing a grey tank top from the drawer. i pull it on grabbing my phone and keys.
"I will be home later." giving him a the peace sign i walk out.... but stop dead in my tracks with a weird face expression. Why did i just do that? the peace sign? am i a hippie? or am i just insane to say goodbye to my husband with a peace sign? Fun way to start this marriage....awesome.
"You going out?" seeing Danny with a beer.
"yeah... i gotta go buy," what am buying? "Tampons. bye." crap Sam! strike two...
I shook it off marching into the street as the sun hit my face, i grab my dark sun glasses putting in on. I plug in my earphones blasting Demi Lovato 'la la land' as i begin to walk...not in the mood to drive i guess.
Starbucks was quiet thank god. I crash down at a table grabbing the book i just bought across the street. i open the book to the first page of my The vampire Dairies novel. The rim of the cup placed between my lips reading word for word what Damon says to Elena. I am definitely a Delana fan.
"Sam?" i look up from my book seeing non other.... another damn teacher.
"Hello Mr. Gaskarth." giving a small smile.
"Please its Alex, i thought you are away at college?" Yeah i thought that as well, i rather married someone.
"No. I am taking a year sabbatical" Noticing Mr. Gaskarth is wearing skinny jeans, a plaid shirt button up his hair all messy, almost looks normal... oh god what do i know of normal i married my biology teacher.
"May i?" he asks pointing to the open chair across from me.
Okay why do you want to sit with your former student.
"Sure." I could say no... but i said yes. Stupid.
He nods placing his coffee on the table and sit down with a huge smile. "You glad high-school is over?"
"I am not really sure, i mean i kinda miss it, normal and stuff." i whisper placing both my hands around my cup.
"What are your plans? i know you are an excellent writer."
I blush crimson biting the bottom of my lip. "I was thinking and thinking but nothing, i am not a good writer but i would really love to be a dance teacher,"
"You know," he leans in. "Mrs, Charles retired this year."
I gulp as my eyes grew wide. "Me a teacher at Carrie hill? it would be weird."
He chuckles shaking his head. "No it wont, i mean the kids will feel comfortable with you, you are an easy person."
"Really?"
"Yes."
"Thank you Mr.- i mean Alex."
He roll up sleeve eyeing his watch. "i need to go," he stood up grabbing his wallet from his jeans seizing a card from his wallet. "Call me when you have a yes and not a no, i hope it will be a yes." he slides the card on the taking his coffee. "Hope to you hear from you Sam." he give me wink and walked out.
Oh god."Huh!" i slide down my chair leaning my head backwards... wow what a nice ceiling. Working at my high-school... wow i have no idea what to think at this moment, me be a teacher?
The cover by glee 'to to be a heart breaker' blasted through my small speakers knowing who that is... my husband. Funny if you think about it, his ringtone.... the song explains him in so many ways.
"Blegh!" i groan pressing the green button. "hello?"
"Where are you?"
"You know where i am seeing you have GPS on my phone." i growl sipping on my last bit of coffee.
"When are you coming home?"
"i am on my way Andrew." i press the red button standing up... i wonder how my sadist will react to this news...
HEY ANDY I AM GOING TO WORK WHERE YOU WORK.
i will get slapped... maybe spank... maybe a broke bone.. oh well. At least i think i do.
----
"Andrew!" i yell angrily throwing my bag on the floor walking to his study. Nothing. "Andrew fucking Biersack!" i twirl around strolling to our room seeing him in a towel.
"What's wrong?" he asks removing the towel... why one earth would he do that here now...
"I...uh... forgot." eyes instantly up to the ceiling. "Get dressed." i snap walking back out my eyes still on the ceiling.
"Wall Samantha." he chuckles as i walk into it.
"Yeah i know, i saw it." i spat out marching out. He is my husband and i can't even be in the same room as him when he is naked... what sort of woman am i? i can have sex with him naked but i can't see him naked? What is up with that?
grabbing a beer from the fridge i just eyeing it like its the devil himself... i shook my head placing it back into the fridge,
i rather enjoy a glass of juice for some reason. I took my place in front of the television. "Okay i am decent, i do not get why you dread to see me naked every time you walk into the room Samantha." I am not dreading it, i am just... crap i do not have a an answer and by the way you do not have to remind me.
"I saw Alex- i mean Mr. Gaskarth at Starbucks and he offered me to have a part time job at the school." Andy stood in front of the TV with only his boxers.
"Is that so?" he asks with that 'no' smile on his face, arms crossed.
"Yes, i want to take it, while i do part time i can study, get my license. Be permanent and stuff. " i say biting the bottom of my lip.
"You know i can work for both of us." Also you don't have to remind me that you are rich.
"Yeah i get it Andy, but i want to do something, figure out my life, i still want to go to college you know." I shrug
"You want to work at the school?"
What have i been saying this past few minutes? I heard myself did he heard me or did he just heard. work work work, blah blah, sex sex, play room, play room? "That's what i have been saying." i state crossing my legs.
"You asking my permission?"
Oh screw this. "No. I am telling you." HUGE MISTAKE, looks like Mr. Dominant sadist ass is here now, in front of me blocking the damn Television.
"You promised to obey and cherish."
I gasp in shock. "oh my god are you using my vows against me?"
"Yes." he groans licking his lips... mm lips licking now... no stop it Sam you are standing your man, a very small man to this large one in front of you but you are standing it. Keep your damn ground. "I am not in the mood for arguing with you Sam. But. What do you wanna do now?" I ain't begging man for your approval. I am your wife, its time to stand... well i am sitting now. but figuratively
"What i wanna do now is watch sponge bob and eat peanut butter with pickles get the fuck out of the way so i could watch my cartoons!" I startle him and my self.. what was that....? I close my eyes tight. "Andy please get out of the way before i throw you out the window."
I open my eyes as he rolls his. "Fun being married." he seethed through his teeth walking to his study.
"you have no idea!" I yell crashing on the sofa. "i should shut up now before i get punched."
Back home; its good i guess... this past three weeks in Mexico was amazing. i love Andy, he was sweet he was loving he was the guy i fell in love with, not the sadist freak who likes to put clamps on me and stuff... but on the other hand it is nice in a while that we do that kind of stuff to spice up our relationship... well minus the clamps again.
"I look like a fish." i say to myself eyeing myself in the mirror. A slight pout came on my face as i lean on the sink just gazing at my weird reflection. "Why do i look so weird?" Ugh i shook it off walking back into i and Andy's room. My 'husband' is out meaning i am alone in this huge fucking house, when he came back like three hours ago he just went somewhere, wonder where? Maybe i should put GPS on his phone.
I press play on the stereo as Ciara 'thats right' blast through the speakers as i remove my white shirt. I throw it on the floor to be only in my gym bra and shorts. I push the sofa to the wall making the living room my own studio. The only way i can relax now.
I lift my arms up as my feet took over my body. five fast twirls i jump up landing on my knees shaking my head to and fro making my hair fall from my rubber, i slide down the floor like a snake, lifting my upper body up as my leg went up to my shoulder. As Ciara speaks to me i danced my heart out to the max. doing everything she does in her music video. "Ahem." i open up my eyes slowly seeing Andy with.... uh what. Danny Worsnop my freaking civil war teacher....
"HI." giving a half wave, i bit down on my lip pointing to the stereo. "Off now." i pace. I twirl around not knowing what to say.
"Hello Samantha, how was the honeymoon?" Say what now? he knows, i mean he knew?
I gulp nodding slowly. "Good sir."
"Please you are done with school, its Danny." Its not Danny its weird.
"Su...re." i slowly walk back to our room closing the door falling down on the bed. "Ugh! i need to get used to this." i groan into the pillow. I need to calm down, i need to pretend that i am on weed and just be chilled, sooner or later i have to go back to that house where all my teachers live for dinner, lunch and small talk, the thought of it makes me want to...."Oh god." i pull myself up running to the bathroom yet again straight to the toilet gagging my lungs out. "Great, fucking great." i pull my arms around hugging the seat like its my best friend. "I need to brush my teeth." i grumble feeling another vomit approaching.
"Sam, baby are you okay?"
I look from my new best friend seeing my husband leaning on the door frame with a small smile. "I am throwing up,"
he chuckles and nods. "yeah i see that, you need anything?"
I shook my head pulling myself up. I lean back on the seat with my elbow. "Danny huh." i giggle lifting up my other arm swaying it and fro. "Awesome."
Andy's eyes narrowed confused. "So?"
"Nothing." i state. "I am going out for a second." i grumble grabbing my red toothbrush.
"Where?" he inquires, oh god here is that dominant ass i hope he left at Mexico but now the alter ego came along.
"i need air." i say with my mouth full of toothpaste. "Whats it to you i do not ask where you go." Oh god toothpaste everywhere. "Sorry." i growl wiping the paste from my face.
"About what? you not obeying me?"
"No. about almost spitting colgate in your face." i spat out leaning down taking a sip of the cold water. i spit it back out grabbing the black towel.
"You going against your vows Mrs. Biersack?"
Fuck... why do i feel like i want to kill this man in front of me... hormones is everywhere in the area around me... like herpes. "I am not in a good mood okay Andy, sorry for being a bitch but PMS is WTF'ing me." i pat him on the shoulder walking into the room grabbing a grey tank top from the drawer. i pull it on grabbing my phone and keys.
"I will be home later." giving him a the peace sign i walk out.... but stop dead in my tracks with a weird face expression. Why did i just do that? the peace sign? am i a hippie? or am i just insane to say goodbye to my husband with a peace sign? Fun way to start this marriage....awesome.
"You going out?" seeing Danny with a beer.
"yeah... i gotta go buy," what am buying? "Tampons. bye." crap Sam! strike two...
I shook it off marching into the street as the sun hit my face, i grab my dark sun glasses putting in on. I plug in my earphones blasting Demi Lovato 'la la land' as i begin to walk...not in the mood to drive i guess.
Starbucks was quiet thank god. I crash down at a table grabbing the book i just bought across the street. i open the book to the first page of my The vampire Dairies novel. The rim of the cup placed between my lips reading word for word what Damon says to Elena. I am definitely a Delana fan.
"Sam?" i look up from my book seeing non other.... another damn teacher.
"Hello Mr. Gaskarth." giving a small smile.
"Please its Alex, i thought you are away at college?" Yeah i thought that as well, i rather married someone.
"No. I am taking a year sabbatical" Noticing Mr. Gaskarth is wearing skinny jeans, a plaid shirt button up his hair all messy, almost looks normal... oh god what do i know of normal i married my biology teacher.
"May i?" he asks pointing to the open chair across from me.
Okay why do you want to sit with your former student.
"Sure." I could say no... but i said yes. Stupid.
He nods placing his coffee on the table and sit down with a huge smile. "You glad high-school is over?"
"I am not really sure, i mean i kinda miss it, normal and stuff." i whisper placing both my hands around my cup.
"What are your plans? i know you are an excellent writer."
I blush crimson biting the bottom of my lip. "I was thinking and thinking but nothing, i am not a good writer but i would really love to be a dance teacher,"
"You know," he leans in. "Mrs, Charles retired this year."
I gulp as my eyes grew wide. "Me a teacher at Carrie hill? it would be weird."
He chuckles shaking his head. "No it wont, i mean the kids will feel comfortable with you, you are an easy person."
"Really?"
"Yes."
"Thank you Mr.- i mean Alex."
He roll up sleeve eyeing his watch. "i need to go," he stood up grabbing his wallet from his jeans seizing a card from his wallet. "Call me when you have a yes and not a no, i hope it will be a yes." he slides the card on the taking his coffee. "Hope to you hear from you Sam." he give me wink and walked out.
Oh god."Huh!" i slide down my chair leaning my head backwards... wow what a nice ceiling. Working at my high-school... wow i have no idea what to think at this moment, me be a teacher?
The cover by glee 'to to be a heart breaker' blasted through my small speakers knowing who that is... my husband. Funny if you think about it, his ringtone.... the song explains him in so many ways.
"Blegh!" i groan pressing the green button. "hello?"
"Where are you?"
"You know where i am seeing you have GPS on my phone." i growl sipping on my last bit of coffee.
"When are you coming home?"
"i am on my way Andrew." i press the red button standing up... i wonder how my sadist will react to this news...
HEY ANDY I AM GOING TO WORK WHERE YOU WORK.
i will get slapped... maybe spank... maybe a broke bone.. oh well. At least i think i do.
----
"Andrew!" i yell angrily throwing my bag on the floor walking to his study. Nothing. "Andrew fucking Biersack!" i twirl around strolling to our room seeing him in a towel.
"What's wrong?" he asks removing the towel... why one earth would he do that here now...
"I...uh... forgot." eyes instantly up to the ceiling. "Get dressed." i snap walking back out my eyes still on the ceiling.
"Wall Samantha." he chuckles as i walk into it.
"Yeah i know, i saw it." i spat out marching out. He is my husband and i can't even be in the same room as him when he is naked... what sort of woman am i? i can have sex with him naked but i can't see him naked? What is up with that?
grabbing a beer from the fridge i just eyeing it like its the devil himself... i shook my head placing it back into the fridge,
i rather enjoy a glass of juice for some reason. I took my place in front of the television. "Okay i am decent, i do not get why you dread to see me naked every time you walk into the room Samantha." I am not dreading it, i am just... crap i do not have a an answer and by the way you do not have to remind me.
"I saw Alex- i mean Mr. Gaskarth at Starbucks and he offered me to have a part time job at the school." Andy stood in front of the TV with only his boxers.
"Is that so?" he asks with that 'no' smile on his face, arms crossed.
"Yes, i want to take it, while i do part time i can study, get my license. Be permanent and stuff. " i say biting the bottom of my lip.
"You know i can work for both of us." Also you don't have to remind me that you are rich.
"Yeah i get it Andy, but i want to do something, figure out my life, i still want to go to college you know." I shrug
"You want to work at the school?"
What have i been saying this past few minutes? I heard myself did he heard me or did he just heard. work work work, blah blah, sex sex, play room, play room? "That's what i have been saying." i state crossing my legs.
"You asking my permission?"
Oh screw this. "No. I am telling you." HUGE MISTAKE, looks like Mr. Dominant sadist ass is here now, in front of me blocking the damn Television.
"You promised to obey and cherish."
I gasp in shock. "oh my god are you using my vows against me?"
"Yes." he groans licking his lips... mm lips licking now... no stop it Sam you are standing your man, a very small man to this large one in front of you but you are standing it. Keep your damn ground. "I am not in the mood for arguing with you Sam. But. What do you wanna do now?" I ain't begging man for your approval. I am your wife, its time to stand... well i am sitting now. but figuratively
"What i wanna do now is watch sponge bob and eat peanut butter with pickles get the fuck out of the way so i could watch my cartoons!" I startle him and my self.. what was that....? I close my eyes tight. "Andy please get out of the way before i throw you out the window."
I open my eyes as he rolls his. "Fun being married." he seethed through his teeth walking to his study.
"you have no idea!" I yell crashing on the sofa. "i should shut up now before i get punched."