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Status: NEW PROFILE - SAME STORY.
Dreaming a Dream
Chapter 3
8 weeks
That's how long it's been
2 months
Since Kari has even looked at me , let alone talked to me.
I've been sleeping outside of that room since , my back's killing me and I have a cold but I will not sleep in our room , alone and cold.
No. Not until Karina forgives me , I will no longer see that room as a place I can sleep in. All I do in that room is shower and dress
But it's not the room I miss , it's the girl I share it with.
I can't believe it's been two months since I last talked ; kissed or hugged my girl. My beautiful perfect wife and i can't even hold her.
We've been almost married for 4 months and for 2 of them I've spend outside the guest bedroom she sleeps in hoping she'd just forgive me.
I miss her.
I miss her laughs , her kisses , her smile.
God I miss her smile. That beautiful smile she gives me , her uttering 'I love you' to me.
I need her to forgive me , I need her to talk to me , to tell me she loves me.
I'm going crazy here and I know that someday soon she will file for divorce. I do deserve it but God , I can't...I will not survive without Kari.
She's been my rock since we became friends back in pre-school and I can't bear to loose her.
All I'm hoping for is one small sign that she's on the verge of forgiving me and I know Tanya said she will forgive me soon but when is soon?
Will she forgive me after divorce , saying we needed to start over or what?
All i know is : I need Karina like i need air to breathe and without her I will not make it.
I will not make it alone.
That's how long it's been
2 months
Since Kari has even looked at me , let alone talked to me.
I've been sleeping outside of that room since , my back's killing me and I have a cold but I will not sleep in our room , alone and cold.
No. Not until Karina forgives me , I will no longer see that room as a place I can sleep in. All I do in that room is shower and dress
But it's not the room I miss , it's the girl I share it with.
I can't believe it's been two months since I last talked ; kissed or hugged my girl. My beautiful perfect wife and i can't even hold her.
We've been almost married for 4 months and for 2 of them I've spend outside the guest bedroom she sleeps in hoping she'd just forgive me.
I miss her.
I miss her laughs , her kisses , her smile.
God I miss her smile. That beautiful smile she gives me , her uttering 'I love you' to me.
I need her to forgive me , I need her to talk to me , to tell me she loves me.
I'm going crazy here and I know that someday soon she will file for divorce. I do deserve it but God , I can't...I will not survive without Kari.
She's been my rock since we became friends back in pre-school and I can't bear to loose her.
All I'm hoping for is one small sign that she's on the verge of forgiving me and I know Tanya said she will forgive me soon but when is soon?
Will she forgive me after divorce , saying we needed to start over or what?
All i know is : I need Karina like i need air to breathe and without her I will not make it.
I will not make it alone.