Stay for the Night If You Want To
Say you love me, and I'll say I'm sorry.
"Vic honestly I think the same thing everyday of my life. You're perfect, anybody would be lucky to know you. Hell they'd even be lucky to be friends with you. I was lucky when you came into my life. You brought me back to what I've been missing since my dad left.
I don't understand what the kiss means. Or even if you want anything to come from it. For me it was magical, and the best thing that's ever happened to me. Besides the day you walked into my life." That was the only reply I could come up with there was a lot more, but my eyes were getting heavy.
I laid my phone on the stand next to my bed, and closed my eyes.
I didn't dream that night which is unusual. I always dream. Dreams are my get away. Maybe it was the medicine messing with my head.
It was Thursday which means tomorrow is Friday, there's the weekend, and I get to go back to school. I hated school, but at this point I really miss seeing Oli, Jack, Mike, Vic, even tho I see him all the time, Austin, Alan, and the girls. I promised myself I would never pull a stunt like this again. No more pills.
I walked down stairs wrapped up in my favorite blue blanket my mom got me for Christmas. Pulling out a coffee cup I poured myself some, and sat on the stool.
Mornings were lonely since I've came home. My mom goes to work, and all my friends are in school. The only person I have to talk to is my guitar. We talk about all kinds of emotions, and we share a lot of tears.
My phone lit up "man I'm coming over after school we are talking about this text." Vic had finally replied from last night.
I didn't reply. He'd understand I got up from the stool, and sat on the couch. Same situation with the tv. Never anything good on.
Depression started to kick in. I decided to take on of the pills the doctor prescribed me. Soon as I knew it I was sleeping again.
Vic was standing above me when I opened my eyes.
I rubbed them "Oh hey." I said a little confused
"Hey sleeping beauty." He replied jokingly.
I sat up "those pills must have made me sleepy." My voice had a little choke to it.
Vic picked the bottle up "Depression pills." He read out loud. "I can't believe they have you on these again." He shook his head.
I got up "they lowed the doses." I said heading for the kitchen. "they only suggest i take them when I start to slip or ny depression kicks in." I continued while taking a sip out of the ice cold water bottle.
"did you depression kick in today?" Vic looked at me all serious no smiles.
I pick the pills up, and carried them back to the kitchen cabinet. "Just a little."
As soon as I went to walk out of the kitchen Vic was standing in the door way. He was watching me with those beautiful almond eyes. "Jesus Vic you scared me." I said giggling a little.
Soon Vic's lips where pressed to mine. I wasn't shocked I just went a long with it. I ended up tangling my fingers I his girly curls, and his hands where holding my face. I slowly backed away.
"Did that help your depression?" Vic asked wiping his lips with his hand.
A smile lit up my face. I could feel my cheek were a little rosey. "Just seeing your face stops my depression."
This was going to be the perfect start to a beautiful almost weekend.
I don't understand what the kiss means. Or even if you want anything to come from it. For me it was magical, and the best thing that's ever happened to me. Besides the day you walked into my life." That was the only reply I could come up with there was a lot more, but my eyes were getting heavy.
I laid my phone on the stand next to my bed, and closed my eyes.
I didn't dream that night which is unusual. I always dream. Dreams are my get away. Maybe it was the medicine messing with my head.
It was Thursday which means tomorrow is Friday, there's the weekend, and I get to go back to school. I hated school, but at this point I really miss seeing Oli, Jack, Mike, Vic, even tho I see him all the time, Austin, Alan, and the girls. I promised myself I would never pull a stunt like this again. No more pills.
I walked down stairs wrapped up in my favorite blue blanket my mom got me for Christmas. Pulling out a coffee cup I poured myself some, and sat on the stool.
Mornings were lonely since I've came home. My mom goes to work, and all my friends are in school. The only person I have to talk to is my guitar. We talk about all kinds of emotions, and we share a lot of tears.
My phone lit up "man I'm coming over after school we are talking about this text." Vic had finally replied from last night.
I didn't reply. He'd understand I got up from the stool, and sat on the couch. Same situation with the tv. Never anything good on.
Depression started to kick in. I decided to take on of the pills the doctor prescribed me. Soon as I knew it I was sleeping again.
Vic was standing above me when I opened my eyes.
I rubbed them "Oh hey." I said a little confused
"Hey sleeping beauty." He replied jokingly.
I sat up "those pills must have made me sleepy." My voice had a little choke to it.
Vic picked the bottle up "Depression pills." He read out loud. "I can't believe they have you on these again." He shook his head.
I got up "they lowed the doses." I said heading for the kitchen. "they only suggest i take them when I start to slip or ny depression kicks in." I continued while taking a sip out of the ice cold water bottle.
"did you depression kick in today?" Vic looked at me all serious no smiles.
I pick the pills up, and carried them back to the kitchen cabinet. "Just a little."
As soon as I went to walk out of the kitchen Vic was standing in the door way. He was watching me with those beautiful almond eyes. "Jesus Vic you scared me." I said giggling a little.
Soon Vic's lips where pressed to mine. I wasn't shocked I just went a long with it. I ended up tangling my fingers I his girly curls, and his hands where holding my face. I slowly backed away.
"Did that help your depression?" Vic asked wiping his lips with his hand.
A smile lit up my face. I could feel my cheek were a little rosey. "Just seeing your face stops my depression."
This was going to be the perfect start to a beautiful almost weekend.