Status: I'm trying, don't hate me
Let Me Be Free.
His Love is Happy
Have you ever woken up and just felt pure happiness? You feel like today is going to be a good day and no one can change that.
Waking up this morning, Lexy felt like no one would ever be able to change that.
She was happy.
She awoke with a smile on her face, looking up to find her boyfriend watching her with heavy lidded eyes,
'Morning.' she whispers and Jack smiles gently, pushing Lexy's fringe out of her eyes,
'Good morning sweet heart.' he says quietly and it sends shivers up the elder's spine, she's always loved Jack's rough and husky morning voice,
'How'd you sleep?' she asks,
'Okay. You?' Jack whispers and she smiles softly, mumbling out a 'good' as she nuzzles into the youngers neck and starts kissing softly,
'Ive always thought you had very girly habits.' Jack says randomly and Lexy laughs against his skin before her kissing comes to a halt, her soft chin resting on Jack's collarbone, 'Oh, I have a question... Do you wax your face?' He asks and Lexy nods,
'Yeah. And moisturise... A lot.' she chuckles,
'So that's why you've got such a soft jawline.' Jack smirks and Lexy nods again, sucking a mark onto her boyfriends neck,
'Do you still love me?' She whispers ever so quietly, barely audible,
'Lex, I'm in love with you. I will never stop loving you, no matter what gender you are.' Jack whispers, running his fingers up and down Lexy's spine gently,
'I'm lucky to have you.' she whispers and Jack kisses her hair,
'You are so important to me.' he mumbles, smiling into her hair.
His love is happy.
(later)
Jack smiles at Lexy as he opens the car door for her and takes her hand, admiring his girlfriend who is wearing her black dress with one of Jack's large Baltimore Ravens jerseys thrown over the top of it, the thing with Lexy is, once she's wearing girl clothes and makeup, you forget she's really Alex, she is so beautiful and girly looking, the fact that she's actually a man leaves your mind.
'You ready baby?' Jack asks, they decided to go shopping in the next closest city to them so Jack wouldn't get recognised, for Lexy's sake, she's not ready for people she knows to see her yet, but luckily, they don't really have many friends, they pretty much stick to themselves.
'I'm so ready.' Lexy giggles, kissing Jack's cheek,
'Come on then baby girl.' he grins and Lexy blushes softly.
Much to Lexy's surprise, her and Jack didn't receive that many confused glares, they got a few glances but nothing major.
Lexy and Jack are currently sat under a tree in a park outside the shopping centre, showing each other the items that were bought for Lexy when they separated to find 'secret' items, 'I got you this because I think you'd look lovely in it.' Jack says to his girlfried, lifting a grey skater dress up and out of a topshop bag, 'With this.' he adds, holding up the chunky black cardigan he picked up,
'That's really cute.' Lexy smiles, lifting a bag up to check whats inside it, but she quickly puts it back, blushing lightly,
'What are you hiding?' Jack smirks,
'Nothing.' the elder whispers,
'Babe, what have you bought?' Jack asks, reaching over to move the bag, behind it is a Victorias Secret bag, 'You didn't?' Jack smirks, his eyes lighting up,
'I did.' Lexy mumbles, Jack pulls the bag closer to himself and looks inside,
'Oh fuck.' he gasps, looking through the bag, Lexy has bought a few black lacy bras, some coloured bras with matching panties, but underneath the underwear is the thing that makes Jack's breath catch. A dark red and black lace up corset. It's sexy enough as it is, Jack can't even imagine what it will look like on Lexy.
'You are so wearing the corset later.' Jack smirks and Lexy blushes a deep red,
'I thought you might like that.' she smiles softly,
'You'll look so beautiful in it. You know how I feel about you in dark red.' Jack grins, 'Speaking of which...' he adds, pushing a bag towards Lexy, she smiles and opens it to find a dr Martens box, inside is a pair of deep red DMs,
'These are gorgeous.' Lexy whispers,
'I thought you'd suit the girly grungy vibe.' Jack shrugs and Lexy grins at him,
'Thank you for today Jack. I really, really appreciate it, but you really shouldn't have spent so much on me.' She say softly and Jack smiles,
'Babe, I'm gonna be spending a lot on you over the next few years. Sex changes aren't cheap.' he says casually and Lexy's eyes go wide,
'What?!' she gasps,
'Well I want you to be happy so I'm going to start saving for your transition.' he explains and Lexy throws herself at him,
'I love you so much.' she whispers.
His love is happy.
After getting something to eat, Jack and Lexy got back in the car and drove home, singing along dramatically to Fall Out Boy in between Lexy telling Jack what colours she was going to paint her nails when they grew out a bit and that he should let her paint his too, Jack was satisfied. He's never seen the love of his life this happy.
They went back home only to get ready so they could get ready to go to Lisa's house, she doesn't yet know that Alex isn't Alex anymore.
Secretly Jack wants to stay at home and cuddle his girlfriend, but he'll do anything for her.
His love is happy.
Waking up this morning, Lexy felt like no one would ever be able to change that.
She was happy.
She awoke with a smile on her face, looking up to find her boyfriend watching her with heavy lidded eyes,
'Morning.' she whispers and Jack smiles gently, pushing Lexy's fringe out of her eyes,
'Good morning sweet heart.' he says quietly and it sends shivers up the elder's spine, she's always loved Jack's rough and husky morning voice,
'How'd you sleep?' she asks,
'Okay. You?' Jack whispers and she smiles softly, mumbling out a 'good' as she nuzzles into the youngers neck and starts kissing softly,
'Ive always thought you had very girly habits.' Jack says randomly and Lexy laughs against his skin before her kissing comes to a halt, her soft chin resting on Jack's collarbone, 'Oh, I have a question... Do you wax your face?' He asks and Lexy nods,
'Yeah. And moisturise... A lot.' she chuckles,
'So that's why you've got such a soft jawline.' Jack smirks and Lexy nods again, sucking a mark onto her boyfriends neck,
'Do you still love me?' She whispers ever so quietly, barely audible,
'Lex, I'm in love with you. I will never stop loving you, no matter what gender you are.' Jack whispers, running his fingers up and down Lexy's spine gently,
'I'm lucky to have you.' she whispers and Jack kisses her hair,
'You are so important to me.' he mumbles, smiling into her hair.
His love is happy.
(later)
Jack smiles at Lexy as he opens the car door for her and takes her hand, admiring his girlfriend who is wearing her black dress with one of Jack's large Baltimore Ravens jerseys thrown over the top of it, the thing with Lexy is, once she's wearing girl clothes and makeup, you forget she's really Alex, she is so beautiful and girly looking, the fact that she's actually a man leaves your mind.
'You ready baby?' Jack asks, they decided to go shopping in the next closest city to them so Jack wouldn't get recognised, for Lexy's sake, she's not ready for people she knows to see her yet, but luckily, they don't really have many friends, they pretty much stick to themselves.
'I'm so ready.' Lexy giggles, kissing Jack's cheek,
'Come on then baby girl.' he grins and Lexy blushes softly.
Much to Lexy's surprise, her and Jack didn't receive that many confused glares, they got a few glances but nothing major.
Lexy and Jack are currently sat under a tree in a park outside the shopping centre, showing each other the items that were bought for Lexy when they separated to find 'secret' items, 'I got you this because I think you'd look lovely in it.' Jack says to his girlfried, lifting a grey skater dress up and out of a topshop bag, 'With this.' he adds, holding up the chunky black cardigan he picked up,
'That's really cute.' Lexy smiles, lifting a bag up to check whats inside it, but she quickly puts it back, blushing lightly,
'What are you hiding?' Jack smirks,
'Nothing.' the elder whispers,
'Babe, what have you bought?' Jack asks, reaching over to move the bag, behind it is a Victorias Secret bag, 'You didn't?' Jack smirks, his eyes lighting up,
'I did.' Lexy mumbles, Jack pulls the bag closer to himself and looks inside,
'Oh fuck.' he gasps, looking through the bag, Lexy has bought a few black lacy bras, some coloured bras with matching panties, but underneath the underwear is the thing that makes Jack's breath catch. A dark red and black lace up corset. It's sexy enough as it is, Jack can't even imagine what it will look like on Lexy.
'You are so wearing the corset later.' Jack smirks and Lexy blushes a deep red,
'I thought you might like that.' she smiles softly,
'You'll look so beautiful in it. You know how I feel about you in dark red.' Jack grins, 'Speaking of which...' he adds, pushing a bag towards Lexy, she smiles and opens it to find a dr Martens box, inside is a pair of deep red DMs,
'These are gorgeous.' Lexy whispers,
'I thought you'd suit the girly grungy vibe.' Jack shrugs and Lexy grins at him,
'Thank you for today Jack. I really, really appreciate it, but you really shouldn't have spent so much on me.' She say softly and Jack smiles,
'Babe, I'm gonna be spending a lot on you over the next few years. Sex changes aren't cheap.' he says casually and Lexy's eyes go wide,
'What?!' she gasps,
'Well I want you to be happy so I'm going to start saving for your transition.' he explains and Lexy throws herself at him,
'I love you so much.' she whispers.
His love is happy.
After getting something to eat, Jack and Lexy got back in the car and drove home, singing along dramatically to Fall Out Boy in between Lexy telling Jack what colours she was going to paint her nails when they grew out a bit and that he should let her paint his too, Jack was satisfied. He's never seen the love of his life this happy.
They went back home only to get ready so they could get ready to go to Lisa's house, she doesn't yet know that Alex isn't Alex anymore.
Secretly Jack wants to stay at home and cuddle his girlfriend, but he'll do anything for her.
His love is happy.