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CM Punk's Daughter

sorry

Amy had to go home after, so it was just me and my dad which was fine by me because we've been having a great time over the past two days my dad took me to the movies, the music store, and today he was taking me to the book store

We were driving to the book store.
"Dad, umm I wanted to ask you something."
"Shoot, babygirl."
"Umm I was umm thinking umm that maybe I could umm ugh get umm home schooled." I quietly said the last part.
"Home schooled?" My dad questioned, which made me uneasy.
"Yeah, it was a just a ugh suggestion nevermind it was stupid."
"Ariel, it wasnt a stupid suggestion. I think thats a good idea. I think I'll look into it."
"Really?"
"Yeah. Ariel you have to stop questioning yourself and stop being nervous around me."
"Oh umm sorry." I said looking down
My dad was turning off the car because we were already in the book stores parking lot. My dad unbuckled his seatbealt, I did the same, and he turned to look at me.
"Babygirl dont say sorry. why are you saying sorry? you didnt do amything wrong." He said with a bothered tone
"Oh umm i dont know..ugh sorry i wont do it again."
"You just did it again." My dad with a smirk
"Oh sor....ugh my bad."
"Ariel i just want you to stop being nervous around me."
"Im not umm nervous around you dad." I said
"Then why dont you look at me when you talk to me?" He said which made me realize that i had been stairing intensly at my torned up converse.
"I dont know." I whispered
He reached over at squeezed my hand for reasurance.
"Come on lets go get you some books." He said which made me giggle

In the book store I followed my dad where ever he went and not really gettinh a chance to see the books I wanted but I was to scared to go on my own and to embarrased to ask my dad of he could come with me.
My dad was looking at a book, when he turned to me
"Are you going to watch me the whole time or are you going to go look at some books?" My dad asked me, with a small smile
"Umm I want to go look at some books." I said trying my best not to look at the ground and look at him
"Want me to go with you?" My dad asked me
I shook my head "please?"
"Okay, lead the way." He said with a smile
I started walking over to the young adult novel section and started looking for The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath I've been dying to read. My dad was close behind me.
"Hello there do you need any help?" I heard a someone say
I looked up and saw a women maybe in her twenties. I looked down and shook my head no.
"Use your words Ariel." I heard my dad say
"Umm n-no t-thank y-you." I stuttered like an idiot and I felt my face turn red.
I quickly walked over to my dad and hid behind him.
"Thank you." My dad told her
"No problem." She said walking away
My dad turned around and I looked up at him. I felt tears in my eyes.
"You okay?" My dad asked rubbing my back
I shook my head no.
"Its okay baby you handled it good." He told me
I hugged him and started crying.
"You want to go home?" He asked
I shook my head yes
"But your book?"
I looked over at the book aisle and grabbed the book I wanted and handed it to him.
"This is all you want?"
"I went over to the aisle again and reached over and got a book filles with poems by Sylvia Plath and handed it to him .
"Okay lets go." He said while reaching over and whipping tears away from my face
We went over and bought the books and headed home.

At home my dad made food and we were eating at the dining table.
"April invited us to a family food gathering her sister is throwing."
"Great." I sarcasticlly said and rolled my eyes.
"Ariel I want you to behave tomorrow okay?"
I just rolled my eyes and picked at my food
"Ariel." My dad warned
"Yes dad I'll umm be good, dont worry."
"Thank you babygirl."

After dinner I helped my dad clean the kitchen and then read my book and then fell asleep.