Status: going as much as i feel i can and if people actually read it (:

Swimming in Circles

Why does it always seem to get better then get worse

9 nine months later and here we are...
No bestfriends..
No schoollife....
No social life.....
What do you do when everything gets really bad and then really good then really bad again.
"why do other things in the world have to be our problem?" she thinks. Lily has now been on the phone with her boyfriend for about an hour and to says things arent going well is a nice way to put it. "you may disagree with me but this is how I see it" says her boyfriend...she listens to his whole rant all of it not thinking of ways she disagree's or anything negative about what he is saying..she simple just doesnt want this to be a conversation anymore...she doesnt care.."Babe?, can we not talk about this anymore" she asks nicely not to seem rude but also not to seem like she doesnt care...(which she doesnt)
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I'm coming to terms with the fact that everything I say is going to be used against me in this relationship. I'm tired and I'm bored. ~ B