A Parade of Sweet Nothings
This Is How I Disappear
How do I un-explain the unforgivable words I explained to you in lies? I need to drain you dry darling, give the kids a show in this back alley, in the shadow of the streetlights, on this pitch black night. This is a séance princess; don’t you know I’m already dead? I need to do it now, before you, or they, realise what I’ve done.
Without you I disappear, no-one in the sunshine hours remembers my name. I become nothing and no-one again and live forever surrounded by my dark family and yet forever alone. Without you, there is no-one to love me, and unloved to me is not existing, gone, vanished, and so, being without you is how I disappear, and return to the cold malicious touch of shadows and live without you, forever, and forever alone.
Who walks among the famous living dead? That’s what the children ask, I know, I know, because I am he, I send the dreams of the little darlings drowning and dying while you sleep tight in you comfortable bed. If you would, just, just talk to me, just tell me if good girls really do go to heaven, so I know you’d be safe, but since you won’t speak, darling, heaven only knows.
Without you I disappear, no-one in the sunshine hours remembers my name. I become nothing and no-one again and live forever surrounded by my dark family and yet forever alone. Without you, there is no-one to love me, and unloved to me is not existing, gone, vanished, and so, being without you is how I disappear, and return to the cold malicious touch of shadows and live without you, forever, and forever alone.
Can’t you hear me? I’m crying out as loudly as I can without uttering a sound? The words I thought I’d choke on, trying to spew them from my lips, work out, and slip out smooth and deadly as a knife through your ribs. I don’t feel connected to you anymore, it’s fading away, well after all, I am but a ghost caught in shadows, with a substantial form, perhaps more a demon. At least now you’re going, and I, I can’t hurt you, not ever again, I can’t hurt you anymore.
Oh, don’t do this, do you really want to know how low I can sink? To what levels I’ll stoop? Don’t try me. Spitting at me and grabbing at my clothes, let go of me you stupid bitch! So, you can still fight back, you can, but you’re fading darling, and I’m becoming so very far away from you, and now you can, you can see how low I’ll sink.
Without you I disappear, no-one in the sunshine hours remembers my name. I become nothing and no-one again and live forever surrounded by my dark family and yet forever alone. Without you, there is no-one to love me, and unloved to me is not existing, gone, vanished, and so, being without you is how I disappear, and return to the cold malicious touch of shadows and live without you, forever, and forever alone. Yes, you’re gone, and I am forever and ever alone, forever and ever alone… forever, forever… forever… forever, forever… what have I done?
Without you I disappear, no-one in the sunshine hours remembers my name. I become nothing and no-one again and live forever surrounded by my dark family and yet forever alone. Without you, there is no-one to love me, and unloved to me is not existing, gone, vanished, and so, being without you is how I disappear, and return to the cold malicious touch of shadows and live without you, forever, and forever alone.
Who walks among the famous living dead? That’s what the children ask, I know, I know, because I am he, I send the dreams of the little darlings drowning and dying while you sleep tight in you comfortable bed. If you would, just, just talk to me, just tell me if good girls really do go to heaven, so I know you’d be safe, but since you won’t speak, darling, heaven only knows.
Without you I disappear, no-one in the sunshine hours remembers my name. I become nothing and no-one again and live forever surrounded by my dark family and yet forever alone. Without you, there is no-one to love me, and unloved to me is not existing, gone, vanished, and so, being without you is how I disappear, and return to the cold malicious touch of shadows and live without you, forever, and forever alone.
Can’t you hear me? I’m crying out as loudly as I can without uttering a sound? The words I thought I’d choke on, trying to spew them from my lips, work out, and slip out smooth and deadly as a knife through your ribs. I don’t feel connected to you anymore, it’s fading away, well after all, I am but a ghost caught in shadows, with a substantial form, perhaps more a demon. At least now you’re going, and I, I can’t hurt you, not ever again, I can’t hurt you anymore.
Oh, don’t do this, do you really want to know how low I can sink? To what levels I’ll stoop? Don’t try me. Spitting at me and grabbing at my clothes, let go of me you stupid bitch! So, you can still fight back, you can, but you’re fading darling, and I’m becoming so very far away from you, and now you can, you can see how low I’ll sink.
Without you I disappear, no-one in the sunshine hours remembers my name. I become nothing and no-one again and live forever surrounded by my dark family and yet forever alone. Without you, there is no-one to love me, and unloved to me is not existing, gone, vanished, and so, being without you is how I disappear, and return to the cold malicious touch of shadows and live without you, forever, and forever alone. Yes, you’re gone, and I am forever and ever alone, forever and ever alone… forever, forever… forever… forever, forever… what have I done?
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