Hidden Bundle of Joy.

The sound of an alarm filled my ears, i rolled over in pain, i rolled a little too much and next thing i know i'm on the floor
"fucking hell"
i grabbed the nearest clothes to me which was one of Ashtons tops, put it on before getting up off the floor
"wake up" i hit Ashton with the pillow, he just rolled over with a whine
"it's early" he mumbled
"yeah i know i can feel it"
it honestly felt like 5 minutes after we fell a sleep which in really it was only an hour and a half.
"we have to get Ayla then take you to the Airport" i said going into the bathroom
i did my business and as i washed my hands i saw it all.
"ASHTON FUCKING IRWIN" i shouted
"Shut up, Jesus Christ" he said coming into the bathroom holding his head
"look what you've done to me" i complained
all over my neck and chest area were love bites, some small some big.
"sorry" he mumbled but i saw him smirking too
"thanks now i gotta wear like a turtleneck in the middle of fucking summer."
"i'm sure you can find a way to cover it, they'll be gone in like a couple days"
"some of these are really fucking purple Ashton, you destroyed me"
"hay you weren't complaining last night"
"Well Drunk Olivia and Sober Olivia are two completely different people, also you should probably look at yourself" i huffed.
Ashton had a couple on his neck too.
"Liv" he said as he looked
"what"
"how am i meant to hide this on tour" he said
"i don't know, Ask Maui. now i'm getting in the shower and no you arent coming too. Please go get me something for this headache and do the same for you too" i ushered him out of the bathroom and shut the door behind me. i turned the shower on a quickly got in letting the water soak me and help try and wake me up. Last night was amazing but i drank way too much and from the looks of Ashton and I we had a fun night. i washed over my body and then did my hair before grabbing a towel and getting out. As i got out Ashton came in with with water and tablets then took my place in the shower. I went into our room and changed into shorts and a t-shirt which covered up the bites on my chest. I sat down at my mirror and started work on my neck, layers upon layers of foundation and cover up later i was done with both my face and neck. Ashton was changed and in the kitchen making breakfast. i wasn't really hungry but i knew i should eat so we just ate some toast and drank more water.
"got your suitcase" i asked
"yup by the door"
"okay we gotta go then, we are running behind" and out the door we went.

"i'll help Maui and you get Ayla" i said as we pulled up to my dads house and got out the car, i headed straight in and to Maui's room
"Alright bitch you ready to go" i said as i entered her room and saw the storm. Clothes everywhere.
"yeah, i'm good" she said pointing to her two suitcases.
"you know ash only has one case right"
"Yeah well i'm a girl"
"alright whatever we need to get going"
i grabbed one of her suitcases and she followed behind with the other. Ashton was already putting Ayla in the car
"I'll be back in an hour dad" i shouted. Dad came round and acknowledged me then went to Maui to say goodbye.
I went out to the car and went to Ayla
"hey baby girl, happy new year" i kissed her head, she giggled
"did you have fun with grandad"
I saw Ashton go hug my dad and grabbed Mauis other suitcase. I headed to the boot and put hers in and Ashton was behind me with the other
"we good to go" he said
"yeah i'm good, Maui is just saying bye"
we got into the car and waited for her and a couple minutes later we were headed to the airport
"so you excited to go on tour Maui" Ash said
"you mean am i excited to spend pretty much the whole year in different countries away from school, hell yeah" she said
Jackie liked Maui so much from the week, she asked her to go on tour as her assistant, Dad was hesitant but then knew this is what Maui wanted to do and what better experience than doing it. Plus she still had to do school work online.
"so you're going to be coming back when Ashton does too" i asked
"probably, how often are you coming back" she directed to him
"not sure, all i know is i'm coming back in February with Liv"
"wait you're flying back with me" i asked
"yeah we have about a week of promo in London and i decided to take that as a time to go see my daughter"
"Wont you be needed"
"no the boys know the plan"
we arrived at the airport and i let Ashton carry Ayla and i took his suitcase, Maui struggled with her two but we got everything checked in then Ashton went to meet the fans waitng where Luke, Michael and Calum were, Maui and I stood to the side
"so how are you going to be with him gone" she asked
"i havent really thought about it, i guess i'm just going to have to taket he days as they come"
"you think he's thought about it" she asked
"thought about what"
"everything hes going to miss, i mean shes 6 months a lot happens from now, like crawling, the walking, the talking"
"maui, I'm sure she wont be walking or talking any time soon"
"you never know, Pasta could be a genius baby"
"dont fucking call her that"
i heard the cries of my daughter and i spun round so fast fearing the worst, that a fan hurt her or something, i raced over
"what happened" i asked and Ashton handed her to me and i bounced her a bit
"nothing, she just started crying"
"something must have made her start"
"nothing did babe i swear"
"hes right Liv, she just started maybe shes hungry" Luke said
"well i cant feed her, and i didn't bring anything"
"why cant you feed her" a fan asked
"because" i replied and walked away.
you can say that the pills were wearing off and my hangover was taking over again, i was becoming cranky and a baby crying in my ear isn't helping.
"rough night" Maui said taking Ayla
"you could say that" i replied
"no babies on the way i hope"
"no babies on the way"
the boys came over a little while later and Ashton took Ayla again
"i'm going to miss you princess, you gotta be good for mummy" he said kising her head,
i was busy saying goodbye to my best friends.
"i'll se you in little over a month" i said
"we'll be counting down the day" Michael said
"so did you and Ashton have a good time" Luke said
"yeah it was alright" i replied
"what did you do" Calum said
"you know we just went to sleep" i lied
"the massive hickey on Ashton would say otherwise" Michael laughed
i spun around releasing i forgot all about the ones i left on him. all those fans are going to have it int heir pictures and it's going to be all over the internet great.
"do one" i said
i went to Maui and gave her a massive hug
"be good baby sis" i said
"i will, and i'm sure Ashton will be telling you everything i do anyways"
"you look out for him too okay" i said
"i will dont worry and i've got my back hand waiting and ready if he does anything stupid" she laughed
"Maui" i sighed
"i'm just saying"
i hugged her again then hugged each boy realising i didn't hug them. Then i went ot my little family
"my rockstar" i said
"my queen and princess" AShton said
"we're going to miss you" i said
"i'm going to miss my girls too"
"i'll send you pictures and facetime with her all the time"
"you better, i dont want to miss anything"
"you wont i promise"
"love you"
"Love you more"
we kissed with Ayla smooched in the middle. It was time for me to take her and she didnt like being taken from her daddy.
"Daddy has to go be a rockstar baby" I said
"i'll see you soon Princess, i love you so much" he kissed her little check.
"i'll see you soon too" he kissed me too
"see you next month in the city of love"
"see you then baby"
once last kiss and they were walking through security. I waved with Ayla and watched them go round the door before leaving the airport and heading back to my dads.
Once there i fed Ayla with a bottle and sat on the couch, Dad was at work so the house was empty, i just didn't want to go back to our empty house just yet.
i pulled up my twitter on my dads laptop.
@OliviaJess Goodbyes never get easier
@OliviaJess @Ashton5sos @luke5sos @Michael5sos @Calum5sos you boys better loo after my sister.

i scrolled through twitter and saw a bunch of people posting the same link. I clicked on it and up poped
"5 Seconds of Summer sure know how to party into the new year
Luke Hemmings, Calum hood, Michael Clifford, Ashton Irwin and Ashton's girlfriend Olivia all made an appearance at Nova's party. Drink after drink was seen at their table and Ashton and Olivia couldn't keep their hands off each other. at one point it looked like they had forgotten they were in public. Through out the night they were seen drinking and dancing Luke, Calum and Michael found their way around some girls too but leaving alone. Ashton and Olivia on the other hand when it came to leaving it looked like their might have been an argument as Olivia was seen crying at the table and Ashton trying to reason with her before they joined the other boys to head out."
Pictures of us at the table were there as well as the "professional ones" from the carpet out front.
@OliviaJess i just want to say Ashton and I didn't have an argument last night far from it.
@LilyJay @OliviaJess Why were you crying then
@OliviaJess @LilyJay because i knew i had too much to drink and looked a mess and i was worried about fans talking shit about me
@OliviaJess @LilyJay So Ash was reassuring me everything would be fine and to hold my head high.

i decided to leave it at that. and look through more of my feed
@KellyJames Omg look at how @Ashton5sos looks at @OliviaJess. He's so in love with her.
a picture of Ashton looking at me as I looked up at him when he was telling me everything was okay on the red carpet, he was smiling down at me and i was at him, it was an adorable picture. i saved it.
Ayla decided she wanted up next to me, so i picked her up and sat her down and continued with my internet searching, nothing in particular i just googled random things before shutting down and decided to go take a nap with Ayla in Maui's room.