Confessions of a Troubled Teen
Black Magic Woman
~Luna's POV 6 months later
"Luna why do you have to be a idiot"my brother yells at me pacing back and forth in the back lounge. i look away out the window. He growls and sits down across from me, i look at m brother to see his head in his hands looking down, i sigh. i get up and sit next to him, i hug him,leaning my head on his back. He slightly moves and hugs me back.
" Im Sorry Adam, i didn't mean to hurt you or anyone.I feel that I'm not good for anyone" i say. He immediately looks up at me,with red eyes and slight tears going down his face.
"Luna your my baby sister and amazing,you have a great personality, you don't need to get attention from no one it will come to you when its time, don't push it on someone." my brother says, i nod, i get up
" i should probably apologize to the guys huh?" i ask,he looks at me.
" Lu i would say do what you think is right but please know you made a mistake and want to fix it with the guys" Adam says. I open the back lounge and see all the day to remember guys in the front,talking to themselves, i sigh and close my eyes and head directly towards them. They didn't notice me at all, i clear my throat and all the guys looked at me with slight disgusted looks, i ignore it and start to think quickly of what i wanted to say to them.
" Guys I'm seriously sorry about me, i know you guys probably hate me for all the things i did to you guys but i want you guys to know that it was me and i feel crappy about what i did, i know there is probably no words to describe what i have done to you guys. I love my big brother Adam and i don't want him to be a loser because of my mistakes that i made on this tour, Adam deserves to still be on tour with you guys and not feel your guys anger,if you guys want me to leave i will but i ... am really sorry and that person you have seen wasn't me, I'm not that girl, i just wanted attention from guys because i felt thats what i wanted because every pretty girl i saw was getting talked to except for me and i felt like i wanted that for myself" i say, all the guys look at me and look at each other, until jeremy gets up and looks at me
" Well Luna you have hurt us, ruined our reputation as a band and i don't know what i can even do with you anymore but my girlfriend Payton believes you are just lost and need help to find your way and i trust you with what you say, but hear this Luna your amazingly beautiful and your brother Adam is a great friend of mine and you can stay on this tour but if you start your crap, your stuff will be off the bus quicker than a jack rabbit, so don't screw this up,got it?" Jeremy says, i grab Jeremy and hug him
" Thank you Jer, i promise i will not be that same person you saw before and i want to be different and not that person because it was so horrible of me to treat all you guys like crap and do what i said and did to all you guys " i say, he nods. I head back to see Adam leaning and sleeping in the back lounge, i went to his bunk and grab a blanket covering him up with the blanket. I kiss his forehead
" goodnight big brother" i say, before heading to my own bunk, cleaning it out and throwing all my trash away and throwing my slutty clothes that Rachel bought for me. I smile and nod at my now clean bunk. i climb up on my bed and open my laptop, and go to twitter to see that everything changed and everybody hates me now,i cry at the mean tweets people sent me like ' YOUR A WHORE', ' HOW CAn a day to remember even keep you on this tour with them?!' and another one saying ' KILL YOURSELF,No one likes you!', i felt pain in my heart that people are so cruel, so i decided that it was better if i send out a tweet of my own
Lunaababesx: I know i made mistakes,I'm still paying for them and i apologize for my horrible behavior and i hope you guys can forgive me for everything. I truly mean it :(
i get off twitter and text my friends in a group chat
[ Athena,Ace,Isis, Luke,Drew,Tommy,Breezy]
Me: I can understand if you guys don't want to talk to me but I'm sorry for everything and hope you can forgive me and know it was stupid of me to even be that naive. I love you guys
Sent: 10:49 pm
Drew: You Seriously think we are going to forgive you dude! You hurt us even when we tried to help you and tell you Rachel was bad news and that you should be her friend and she will make you get hate so Fuck YOU! Luna!
Isis: i agree with Drew,we told you and told you don't be her friend she will ruin you and Adam's reputation and now you did why do you expect us to even trust you again
Me: I know. I screwed up and i should have listened to you and you were right, Rachel set me up and got me in trouble and now I'm lost, my friends are the only thing i have left to go talk too, i don't want to lose you guys because of my mistake i made and didn't know what came over me.
Ace: Luna, you will always be our friend but you hurt us and we don't know wht we can do. We may forgive you but its going to be hard to get our trust back ,me and Athena are here for you but your gonna have to earn our trust again as i said for all of us..
Breezy: I understand. Luna i believe you and love you girl <3 but i agree with Ace you need to earn our trust all over again, so just know we will be here when you get back but just know how we feel about it.
Me: I'm fine with earning your trust back, i deserve it but i don't deserve to lose any of you guys at all because you are my best friends.
Drew: Just Know you are still a idiot and pull this crap again, we will all slap the shit out of you!
I close my phone, and rolling over to face the wall, i touch the wall slightly and regret all my decisions. I hate who i became and hope i can regain everyone's trust again.
"Luna why do you have to be a idiot"my brother yells at me pacing back and forth in the back lounge. i look away out the window. He growls and sits down across from me, i look at m brother to see his head in his hands looking down, i sigh. i get up and sit next to him, i hug him,leaning my head on his back. He slightly moves and hugs me back.
" Im Sorry Adam, i didn't mean to hurt you or anyone.I feel that I'm not good for anyone" i say. He immediately looks up at me,with red eyes and slight tears going down his face.
"Luna your my baby sister and amazing,you have a great personality, you don't need to get attention from no one it will come to you when its time, don't push it on someone." my brother says, i nod, i get up
" i should probably apologize to the guys huh?" i ask,he looks at me.
" Lu i would say do what you think is right but please know you made a mistake and want to fix it with the guys" Adam says. I open the back lounge and see all the day to remember guys in the front,talking to themselves, i sigh and close my eyes and head directly towards them. They didn't notice me at all, i clear my throat and all the guys looked at me with slight disgusted looks, i ignore it and start to think quickly of what i wanted to say to them.
" Guys I'm seriously sorry about me, i know you guys probably hate me for all the things i did to you guys but i want you guys to know that it was me and i feel crappy about what i did, i know there is probably no words to describe what i have done to you guys. I love my big brother Adam and i don't want him to be a loser because of my mistakes that i made on this tour, Adam deserves to still be on tour with you guys and not feel your guys anger,if you guys want me to leave i will but i ... am really sorry and that person you have seen wasn't me, I'm not that girl, i just wanted attention from guys because i felt thats what i wanted because every pretty girl i saw was getting talked to except for me and i felt like i wanted that for myself" i say, all the guys look at me and look at each other, until jeremy gets up and looks at me
" Well Luna you have hurt us, ruined our reputation as a band and i don't know what i can even do with you anymore but my girlfriend Payton believes you are just lost and need help to find your way and i trust you with what you say, but hear this Luna your amazingly beautiful and your brother Adam is a great friend of mine and you can stay on this tour but if you start your crap, your stuff will be off the bus quicker than a jack rabbit, so don't screw this up,got it?" Jeremy says, i grab Jeremy and hug him
" Thank you Jer, i promise i will not be that same person you saw before and i want to be different and not that person because it was so horrible of me to treat all you guys like crap and do what i said and did to all you guys " i say, he nods. I head back to see Adam leaning and sleeping in the back lounge, i went to his bunk and grab a blanket covering him up with the blanket. I kiss his forehead
" goodnight big brother" i say, before heading to my own bunk, cleaning it out and throwing all my trash away and throwing my slutty clothes that Rachel bought for me. I smile and nod at my now clean bunk. i climb up on my bed and open my laptop, and go to twitter to see that everything changed and everybody hates me now,i cry at the mean tweets people sent me like ' YOUR A WHORE', ' HOW CAn a day to remember even keep you on this tour with them?!' and another one saying ' KILL YOURSELF,No one likes you!', i felt pain in my heart that people are so cruel, so i decided that it was better if i send out a tweet of my own
Lunaababesx: I know i made mistakes,I'm still paying for them and i apologize for my horrible behavior and i hope you guys can forgive me for everything. I truly mean it :(
i get off twitter and text my friends in a group chat
[ Athena,Ace,Isis, Luke,Drew,Tommy,Breezy]
Me: I can understand if you guys don't want to talk to me but I'm sorry for everything and hope you can forgive me and know it was stupid of me to even be that naive. I love you guys
Sent: 10:49 pm
Drew: You Seriously think we are going to forgive you dude! You hurt us even when we tried to help you and tell you Rachel was bad news and that you should be her friend and she will make you get hate so Fuck YOU! Luna!
Isis: i agree with Drew,we told you and told you don't be her friend she will ruin you and Adam's reputation and now you did why do you expect us to even trust you again
Me: I know. I screwed up and i should have listened to you and you were right, Rachel set me up and got me in trouble and now I'm lost, my friends are the only thing i have left to go talk too, i don't want to lose you guys because of my mistake i made and didn't know what came over me.
Ace: Luna, you will always be our friend but you hurt us and we don't know wht we can do. We may forgive you but its going to be hard to get our trust back ,me and Athena are here for you but your gonna have to earn our trust again as i said for all of us..
Breezy: I understand. Luna i believe you and love you girl <3 but i agree with Ace you need to earn our trust all over again, so just know we will be here when you get back but just know how we feel about it.
Me: I'm fine with earning your trust back, i deserve it but i don't deserve to lose any of you guys at all because you are my best friends.
Drew: Just Know you are still a idiot and pull this crap again, we will all slap the shit out of you!
I close my phone, and rolling over to face the wall, i touch the wall slightly and regret all my decisions. I hate who i became and hope i can regain everyone's trust again.