Follow Your Leader

I am still not talking to Vic. Well he's not talking to me either. Right now I'm packing for our trip. But at the rate that things are going I'm beginning to think that we should cancel it. I mean what's the point in spending the summer with someone who obviously still wants to be with their fuck buddy?

We seriously need to talk about this. I pull out my phone and dial the all too familiar number that I've come to know too well. He picks up after the first ring.

"Kellin? How's my favorite bitch doing?" I chuckled at that. Idiot.

"Hey Mikey. Are you at home?"

"Yeah. Why? Are you looking for Vic?"

"Yeah. Is he there?"

"Yeah but why didn't you just call him? I mean I know he's an ass but you should still talk to him. I mean I'm not-" Mike was cut off by a very loud "Cry" for help. I presume that Vic just hit him with something. They began to argue about how Mike need to shut up and how Vic shouldn't hit him. So I hung up and went to grab my car keys.

The drive to Vic's house was short since I was blasting music the whole way here. I walk straight in their house. Why? Because I fucking can. Once I walk in the door I can still hear them arguing. Do they ever get enough?

Standing in the kitchen are Vic and Mike. Vic is sitting on the counter and Mike is standing in front of him with a knife in his hand.

"You fucking idiot. I will stab you on this counter and tell mom it was a suicide." Mike yelled. I don't think they have noticed me yet. So I just stand back in amusement.

"Yeah sure you little shit. Like they'll believe that I stabbed myself." Vic scoffed.

"Oh really it wouldn't be the first time that you tried." I took that as my cue to defuse the situation. I walked farther in the kitchen grabbed Vic off the counter and pulled him up the stairs with me. He didn't protest he just went along with it.

Once we got into Mike's room I closed and locked the door. It was then that he decided to speak.

"Kellin what are you doing here? And why are we in my brothers room?" Looking less confused and more annoyed. Who the fuck told him he could be annoyed. Like you've been ignoring me since we went to lunch with our parents.

"We seriously need to talk and I knew that if I called you, you probably wouldn't answer. So I called Mike to make sure that you that you were here." I said taking the calm approach. Well trying because I'm normally a drama queen.

"That little shit. He told me he was on the phone with.." He cut himself off "nevermind. Fine. Since you want to talk when we obviously have nothing to talk about then go ahead and talk."

"You think we have nothing to talk about?" I scoffed and he stood there like I was boring him. "Vic you're a fucking idiot! Are you still fucking Hayley?"

He looked taken back by that. But at this point I didn't care. "Are you still fucking Oli?" He resorted.

"Don't you try to pin this on me. Are you still fucking that bitch?" I asked. There was a knock on the door but I don't care. But obviously Vic did.

"What?!" He shouted through the door.

"Vic I'm leaving." I turned back to Vic to see the look on his face. He looked confused.

I turned to open the door but Vic stopped me. I glared at him and opened it anyways. When I opened the door I wish I hadn't. Because on the other side of the door stood someone that I grown to hate.

"What are you doing here?" I said calmly but on the inside I wanted to fight this bitch.

She looked past me and at Vic. "Vic I'm leaving. Call me later." She said wit a seductive smirk and winked at him before she left and walked down the stairs.

I didn't turn to face Vic. I couldn't stand to look at him right now. "To answer your question. No I am not still fucking Oli. But now I know the answer to mine." I turned to face him and I wish I hadn't. His face held no form of emotion. Like he didn't care. I guess old habits never die. "Vic I'm over this. I'm not going to try to be with someone who can't get over his ex. All you had to do was stay away from her. But you can't even do that. Who else are you sleeping with still?"

He thought about it for minute and I did not want to hear the answer. But he gave it anyways. "Jeremy, Hayley, Andy, Christofer, You, half of Mission Bay."

"Vic you're an asshole and I'm leaving you. You told me you wanted this. Hell you made my life hell, just because of what I did. But I would have never done this to you. You fucking cheated on me twice with the same person. Not to mention half of Mission Bay. Why is it so hard to you to be loyal in this so called fucking relationship? If you didn't want a relationship just a casual fuck then you could have said that. But no you wanted this and you keep fucking ruining it. How can I trust you when you keep doing this shit to me?"

I was hurt and that was clear. But I was also angry. Angry at Vic for doing this to me. Angry at myself for allowing myself to fall for him again. Why was I so fucking stupid. This is why I stay to myself. Because of assholes like Vic Fuentes.

"I never said that I just wanted you as a casual fuck. I wanted a actual relationship but relationships are hard when you can't break old habits, Kellin."

"That's bullshit and you know it, Victor. You don't want to stop sleeping around. You don't want this relationship. And you don't care." I was so done with this conversation. It's going know where and I need to leave now. Otherwise I will fall back into his arms from the moment he says he's sorry. But knowing Vic that probably won't happen.

"What do you want me to say. You want me to say I'm sorry? Fine. Kellin I'm sorry for not being good enough for you. I'm sorry for not being the man you always wanted me to be. I'm sorry you walk around like you do nothing wrong. I'm fucking sorry okay."

"Victor careful before you say something you don't mean." I warned him. He is not about to blame this on me. "I refuse to sit here and let you blame me for this."

"Stop acting like I'm at fault here-"

"You are fucking half of Mission Bay. You ARE at fault."

"Kellin my love for you was fucking bullet proof. You made me this way. You pulled the trigger and shot me in the only place that mattered." He was pissed but I was worse. This is not my fault.

"Fuck you Vic. You did this to yourself. You chose to be a whore and sleep with everyone. I made a mistake but newsflash we all do. But Vic before I walk out that door and never talk to you again. Tell me. Tell me that I'm wasting my time. Tell me that putting up with your bullshit isn't worth it. Tell me you fucking hate me. Because this is the last time that I'll ever talk to you. I want nothing to do with you. You make me feel exactly what you are. We've only been together for a few weeks and you couldn't even pretend to care. I've swallowed your bullshit for years. You get no respect from me, Victor Vincent Fuentes. You make me fucking sick. It's over."

"You were nothing but fun these last few weeks Kellin. I'm glad you're never talking to me again. For the second time, you ruined my life. Fuck off." He said and that's what broke me.

If I was nothing more than fun for him them why did he want to spend the summer with me. Why did he go to extremes just to make me happy.

"Fuck you Vic." And with that I left Mike's room and slammed the door behind me. I walked down stairs and told Mike that I'll call him later. He looked at me with sympathy, no doubt having heard everything that went on upstairs. But I didn't care. I just need to leave this house as fast as possible.

I got in my car and drove back home. Fuck Vic. Who does he think he is. When I pulled into my drive way I pulled out my phone and called the only person that can distract me.

"Hey Beau, it's Kellin. Can you come over for a bit. I'm bored and my parents aren't here. I really need someone to hang with."

"Yeah sure thing Kel. I'll be there shortly. Is it okay if I bring my cousin with me? He's kinda stuck at my house for the week?"

"Yeah sure. The more the marrier." And I hung up. Today has been shit. And if I never have to see Vic again it'll be too soon.