When Past Comes Present
Secrets Finally Told
Tonight Matt had Harmony staying over his house with him and Val. Me and
Jimmy had made plans to spend the night together at his place. I was upstairs
in my room getting ready. He was suppose to be here at 5 to pick me up. It was now 4:45.
I heard a knock at the door. I quickly got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around
me before heading down the stairs to open the door. I knew it was Jimmy so I didnt mind
him seeing me just in a towel. I opened the door and smiled up at him. "Hey I was just
taking a shower. I should be ready in a few minutes." I stepped out the way of the door
and let him walk in. He didnt say anything just smiled at me and followed me up the
stairs to my room.
"I feel like a teen again when I'm with you" he said breaking the silence. I turned around
and blushed bright red looking up at him. " I do too. Its like we never left eachothers side"
I said agreeing with him. He stepped towards me and licked his lips. "You know now that me
and you are grown adults and have put everything aside I was wondering if you could tell
me who the father of your daughter is. Its killing me Demon, when I look at her I see myself."
Shocked by the words he was saying I let got of the towel and let it fall to my feet. I stood there
looking up at him trying to find the words to say. He took a step towards me and took my face
into his hands. "Please tell me baby" I sighed and walked over to my bed and sit down and patted
the spot next to me "Might as well set down then James" I said looking up at him letting my wall down. I knew this was coming I Thought I was ready but after that talk with Matt. I couldnt find the balls in me
to do it.
I sighed as he sit down next to me and moved to were I was sitting in his lap. I tangled my right hand in his hair. "James I know you know. I know you want me to confirm it for you. But I just I'm so scared about all of this. Us. The guys. I didnt expect to jump right back into your alls life like this. Yes your Harmony's father. How do I know this? Because you are the only guy I ever slept with then and now. Your my first and only. I have never stopped loving you. I would cry at night because I believed those words you said to me. She has your last name James. Not mine, Her birth name is Harmony Rain Sullivan. No she dont know that you are her father. None of the guys
know but Matt. He comfronted me the other night at Brian's about it. I planned on telling you then but Matt kind of shook my nerves a bit with the talk me and him had." I said all this so quickly and freely that I never noticed that he had tears in his eyes. I put my hand on his face and wiped his tears with my thumb. "Please dont hate me James" I begged him. He smiled lightly to me and moved me off his lap. "Come on baby lets get you dressd so we can go out to eat and back to my place" he said calmly. I expected him to act much more different then the way he was. I was sure he was going to yell at me. He took it better then i thought he would.
Jimmy had made plans to spend the night together at his place. I was upstairs
in my room getting ready. He was suppose to be here at 5 to pick me up. It was now 4:45.
I heard a knock at the door. I quickly got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around
me before heading down the stairs to open the door. I knew it was Jimmy so I didnt mind
him seeing me just in a towel. I opened the door and smiled up at him. "Hey I was just
taking a shower. I should be ready in a few minutes." I stepped out the way of the door
and let him walk in. He didnt say anything just smiled at me and followed me up the
stairs to my room.
"I feel like a teen again when I'm with you" he said breaking the silence. I turned around
and blushed bright red looking up at him. " I do too. Its like we never left eachothers side"
I said agreeing with him. He stepped towards me and licked his lips. "You know now that me
and you are grown adults and have put everything aside I was wondering if you could tell
me who the father of your daughter is. Its killing me Demon, when I look at her I see myself."
Shocked by the words he was saying I let got of the towel and let it fall to my feet. I stood there
looking up at him trying to find the words to say. He took a step towards me and took my face
into his hands. "Please tell me baby" I sighed and walked over to my bed and sit down and patted
the spot next to me "Might as well set down then James" I said looking up at him letting my wall down. I knew this was coming I Thought I was ready but after that talk with Matt. I couldnt find the balls in me
to do it.
I sighed as he sit down next to me and moved to were I was sitting in his lap. I tangled my right hand in his hair. "James I know you know. I know you want me to confirm it for you. But I just I'm so scared about all of this. Us. The guys. I didnt expect to jump right back into your alls life like this. Yes your Harmony's father. How do I know this? Because you are the only guy I ever slept with then and now. Your my first and only. I have never stopped loving you. I would cry at night because I believed those words you said to me. She has your last name James. Not mine, Her birth name is Harmony Rain Sullivan. No she dont know that you are her father. None of the guys
know but Matt. He comfronted me the other night at Brian's about it. I planned on telling you then but Matt kind of shook my nerves a bit with the talk me and him had." I said all this so quickly and freely that I never noticed that he had tears in his eyes. I put my hand on his face and wiped his tears with my thumb. "Please dont hate me James" I begged him. He smiled lightly to me and moved me off his lap. "Come on baby lets get you dressd so we can go out to eat and back to my place" he said calmly. I expected him to act much more different then the way he was. I was sure he was going to yell at me. He took it better then i thought he would.