From Fat to Skinny

December 18, Thursday

Ricci goes by Sebastian now. Sebastian Robert Ricci.

Apparently Robert is something of a family name, and if he’d been born a boy his mom would have named him Sebastian. So I suppose this all works out, the whole transgender business. In a screwed up sense at least. If only everything else would fall into place.

Also: The Ridler ship is sailing. Or is it Micci? Sebarcus?

We need crazy fan girls to figure that out for us.

Today went well and all but his weight was like a damn elephant in the room, and we just danced around it the whole time. God damn it.

I find myself balancing the conversation. Like, I know not to mention XYZ because otherwise RiSebastian’ll get pissed off, and I prefer just talking to him to dealing with helping him with his issues. I'm a fucking terrible person.