Shit Happens, Life Goes On

Jackies pov:

“Mum please just get of my back!” I screamed slamming my bedroom door shut, I grabbed my pink laptop what is covered with stickers and sat on my bed I pulled up the screen and started checking my inbox.

Nike: baby please talk to me I'm sorry.

Vickie: omg!! Cant believe nike cheated on you again!

Rose: he's a loser girl you can do so much better.

I throw my laptop away from me as if it was going to set on fire and cried into my pillow. I cried so hard. Why would he cheat on me with some slut?

Why do you think Jackie? Because your no good. I mean look at you. Dirty brown hair, evil green eyes your fat! Your pathetic

I stood up and took my jeans of I sat on my bed looking at my fat chubby legs. I bet the slut had better legs.

I run my hands throw my hair and pull out a bobby pin. I bend it so that I only have the sharp end.

I start sinking it into my legs and pulling it across so that the cut could be longer. I watch as the blood spills out. I liked the pain, it made me feel alive. I do the same to the other leg and than again.

I'm only gonna hurt myself just this once. I won't do it again.

After all shit happens life goes on.