Status: incoplete
A Special Kind of Love
Chapter 36
Vic's P.O.V. ( :O )
Earlier That Day......
When I woke up I was extrememly excited, today Kellin was coming to watch us play in front of more than a high school party. I sat up quickly, managing to wack my head on the bunk above mine. I silently curse the cramped space that we have to stay in before rolling out of bed. After I grab a bottle of water from the small fridge I lay back down in my bunk with a smile on my face. Today we are going to be performing a new song that I wrote for Kellin and I can't wait for him to hear it, I really hope he likes it.
After another hour or so Mike, Tony, and Jamie wake up just as we arrive at the venue.
"Why are we playing so early?" Jamie asks as he looks over our schedual for the day.
"I don't know, oh and I was told to bring one of you three to the interview I have before the show so who wants in?" I ask, both Tony and Mike looking anything but interested. Jamie on the other hand looks ecstatic.
"Dude I will." He nearly yells and I give a light laugh before looking at the time.
"Shit, set up starts in ten." I say as I jump up so I can change out of my pajamas. The others also begin rushing around to get ready before we run off towards the stage we are suppost to perform at. When we get there Tony and Mike begin helping set-up while Jamie and I head towards the back of the stage where we were told to meet the interviewer.
The interview had been going great until we started playing truth or dare sent in from people.
"Alright Vic, truth or dare." The girl asks and I shrug.
"Well I've been playing it safe with truth's so I'm going dare." I say as the girl flips through the dares that were sent in.
"How about this, kiss the closest member of your band for thirty seconds." She says and my face falls, I can't do that. Before I can protest Jamie butts in. "Yeah Vic, why don't you?" He says in a teasing voice and I shake my head.
"I can't do that, you know I can't Jamie." I say and he rolls his eyes before smashing his lips against mine.
No no no no, this is not what I want, this is wrong, I shouldn't be doing this but Jamie won't let me move away. God this feels so wrong.
"Victor Vincent Fuentes and Jamie Alberto Preciado!" A familiar voice yells and i feel my stomach drop, oh fucking shit, it's Hayley that means........ I quickly push Jamie away and I look over to see Kellin, tears filling his beautiful blue eyes, tears I caused.
"Shit Kellin, it's not what it looks like." I say running over to him but as soon as he can he pushes me back, causing me to stumble.
"How can you say it's not what it looks like? Because I'm pretty sure I just witnessed my fiance making out with his friend. I thought I fucking mattered!" He yelled as the tears began to run down my face. Oh my God, what have I done? I try to move closer to comfort Kellin but he moves away and I feel my heart shatter as tears continue to run down his face.
"No, fuck no, I'm done, we're done." He says as he grabs Hayleys hand and they head towards the entrance gates. Did he say we're.....
Without thinking I ran towards the buses and didn't stop until I was in our bus with the door locked. I collapsed to the ground before letting tears fall from my eyes. No, I don't deserve to cry, I'm the one who hurt Kellin. I feel my body shake as a panic attack starts from no where and there is no stopping my tears now. I hear someone knocking on the bus door but I can't do anything, this attack is bad. I hear the door unlock and soon feel a pair of arms wrap around me and hold me close.
"It's okay Vic, just breath." I hear Tony's soft voice say and I just cry harder.
"H-he l-left m-me." I say before I feel the shaking stop and everything fades to black.
~~~~~~~(voice from spongebob) Three Hours Later~~~~~~~
I woke up in my bunk to my phone ringing and a few voices talking quietly, I groan loudly before grabbing my phone and answer without looking at the caller i.d.
"Hello?" I say, my voice weak from crying.
"V-Vic, get to the h-hospital n-now." Kate says, panic in her voice.
"What's going on?" I say calmly and she lets out a sob before speaking words I have never wanted to hear.
"K-Kellin a-attempted s-suicide."
Earlier That Day......
When I woke up I was extrememly excited, today Kellin was coming to watch us play in front of more than a high school party. I sat up quickly, managing to wack my head on the bunk above mine. I silently curse the cramped space that we have to stay in before rolling out of bed. After I grab a bottle of water from the small fridge I lay back down in my bunk with a smile on my face. Today we are going to be performing a new song that I wrote for Kellin and I can't wait for him to hear it, I really hope he likes it.
After another hour or so Mike, Tony, and Jamie wake up just as we arrive at the venue.
"Why are we playing so early?" Jamie asks as he looks over our schedual for the day.
"I don't know, oh and I was told to bring one of you three to the interview I have before the show so who wants in?" I ask, both Tony and Mike looking anything but interested. Jamie on the other hand looks ecstatic.
"Dude I will." He nearly yells and I give a light laugh before looking at the time.
"Shit, set up starts in ten." I say as I jump up so I can change out of my pajamas. The others also begin rushing around to get ready before we run off towards the stage we are suppost to perform at. When we get there Tony and Mike begin helping set-up while Jamie and I head towards the back of the stage where we were told to meet the interviewer.
The interview had been going great until we started playing truth or dare sent in from people.
"Alright Vic, truth or dare." The girl asks and I shrug.
"Well I've been playing it safe with truth's so I'm going dare." I say as the girl flips through the dares that were sent in.
"How about this, kiss the closest member of your band for thirty seconds." She says and my face falls, I can't do that. Before I can protest Jamie butts in. "Yeah Vic, why don't you?" He says in a teasing voice and I shake my head.
"I can't do that, you know I can't Jamie." I say and he rolls his eyes before smashing his lips against mine.
No no no no, this is not what I want, this is wrong, I shouldn't be doing this but Jamie won't let me move away. God this feels so wrong.
"Victor Vincent Fuentes and Jamie Alberto Preciado!" A familiar voice yells and i feel my stomach drop, oh fucking shit, it's Hayley that means........ I quickly push Jamie away and I look over to see Kellin, tears filling his beautiful blue eyes, tears I caused.
"Shit Kellin, it's not what it looks like." I say running over to him but as soon as he can he pushes me back, causing me to stumble.
"How can you say it's not what it looks like? Because I'm pretty sure I just witnessed my fiance making out with his friend. I thought I fucking mattered!" He yelled as the tears began to run down my face. Oh my God, what have I done? I try to move closer to comfort Kellin but he moves away and I feel my heart shatter as tears continue to run down his face.
"No, fuck no, I'm done, we're done." He says as he grabs Hayleys hand and they head towards the entrance gates. Did he say we're.....
Without thinking I ran towards the buses and didn't stop until I was in our bus with the door locked. I collapsed to the ground before letting tears fall from my eyes. No, I don't deserve to cry, I'm the one who hurt Kellin. I feel my body shake as a panic attack starts from no where and there is no stopping my tears now. I hear someone knocking on the bus door but I can't do anything, this attack is bad. I hear the door unlock and soon feel a pair of arms wrap around me and hold me close.
"It's okay Vic, just breath." I hear Tony's soft voice say and I just cry harder.
"H-he l-left m-me." I say before I feel the shaking stop and everything fades to black.
~~~~~~~(voice from spongebob) Three Hours Later~~~~~~~
I woke up in my bunk to my phone ringing and a few voices talking quietly, I groan loudly before grabbing my phone and answer without looking at the caller i.d.
"Hello?" I say, my voice weak from crying.
"V-Vic, get to the h-hospital n-now." Kate says, panic in her voice.
"What's going on?" I say calmly and she lets out a sob before speaking words I have never wanted to hear.
"K-Kellin a-attempted s-suicide."