A Special Kind of Love

I felt really bad when I saw Vic's face after I told him I don't want him at my next appointment this Sunday.

"Come on Kellin I have the right to be there, I mean honestly you're carrying my baby, I think I have the right to-" I cut him off by kissing him. Honestly I love him and i just didn't want to see the hurt on his face anymore.

"I'm so sorry Vic but my mom said she wanted to be in the room this time and they only let one person in the room with me and I think it would be worse if I make you sit in the waiting room. I promise when I get to your birthday dinner I will tell you everything about the baby." I say holding his hands in mine as we wait for our music class to start.

"You promise?" He asked giving me a sad look. I kissed the pout on his face which made him smile.

"Yes Vic, I cross my heart." I say making he 'x' symbol over my heart.

"Fine you win." He says as he kissed my nose. "You better behave on Sunday to, my grandparents are coming and it's bad enough I'm going to have to explain the whole pregnant boyfriend thing." He says as he rubs my stomach and I pray he won't comment on it. Since i have started showing I have been worried others will notice.

"Hey baby your getting kinda big for one month." He says as he rubs my stomach. I shrug and look at him.

"Don't worry about it, my mom says its because I'm not quite used to eating as much as I have been." He nods and just then someone walks into the classroom.

"Hello, Mr. Lucker is out sick today and all he left for me is a sticky note that says performing so I assume he lets you perform songs or something you wrote so who wants to go first?" He says and I raise my hand getting a questioning look from Vic. I haven't exactly been that big a fan of staning in front of any class since people have noticed that I'm showing but I wrote something for him that I really want him to hear.

The free
The friction
It's the reason that we all become aware
And we change
For no reason
Some say it's better to fall asleep and disappear

It's time we finally look at what we've done
And wake up

So here we are
We're waiting for a fall
And on the radio they're calling on satellites
Like they're going to save us all
So here we are
I guess I'm praying after all
We're calling all, calling all satellites
This is a wake up call

A call for freedom
Is that the reason that we are alive?
And we waste our lives on the wasted
Until there's nothing for us left to justify
Oh, I don't get it

So here we are
We're waiting for a fall
And on the radio they're calling on satellites
Like they're going to save us all
So here we are
I guess I'm praying after all
We're calling all, calling all satellites
This is a wake up call

Change
No reason
Some say it's better to fall asleep and disappear
It's time we finally open up our eyes
4... 3... 2... 1...

Here we are
We're waiting for a fall
And on the radio they're calling on satellites
Like they're going to save us all
So here we are
I guess I'm praying after all
We're calling all, calling all satellites
This is a wake up call

The substitute gives a bored look and waves me back to my seat telling someone to come up.

"That was really good Kellin, don't worry about them. I doubt they want to be here in the first place." Vic says when I get back over to him and I smile.

"I know Vic, as long as you liked it I don't care what anyone else says." I say giving him a quick peck on the lips when the teacher isn't looking.

We spend most of the class period listning to people perform but I end up falling asleep again and I wake up to yelling.

"I should give the both of you detention I don't care how boring this class is he shouldn't be sleeping." The sub yells at Vic and I have already had enough of the conversation.

"Vic we need to go, my mom want me home earlier than normal so we should go, now." I said grabbing Vic's arm and dragging him from the classroom.

Vic lets me sleep the entire way back to my house and I'm extremely greatful. I have been extremely tired for the past week or so, my brother and Vis say it's just because the baby is taking alot of energy but my mom and I think that it's because I'm carrying more than one baby.

"Hey why are there so many tennage boys in my house?" My mom says when everyone comes in. Mike and Kevin got a ride with Vic and I seeing as they planned on hanging out anyway.

"Mom I told you Mikey and I were hanging out today and since when is Vic not here." Kevin says as he leads Mikey to the basement probably to play video games considering thats all we have down there.

My mom rolls her eyes at my brothers comment before looking at me.

"You hungry Kellin? I have a snack in the kitchen because well there are four teenage boys in my house." My mom says with a smile and I nod.

"Yeah I'm starved, I swear this kid is messing with me." i said as I rubbed my stoach and smiling.

"I swear kid you are the only person I have seen thats happy to be pregnant. I blamed your dad everyday before for what he did to me." When my mom realised what she had said I went quiet seeing that my dad is a touchy subject with Kevin and I.

 My dad left about a year ago. We really should have seen it coming, up untill the week before he left he completely ignored Kevin and I. But the last week he was here he was different. He was always asking how we were doing, he actually wanted to meet Vic and Hayley, it was the first time he found out I was gay despite the fact that I made a speech to him and my mom when I had been dating Vic for a month. Then he just left, he left with nothing more than a note saying 'I'm sorry'. Both my brother and I were extremely broken up about it not because he left but because of the day he left, our fourteenth birthday. That day was awful, I dont think Kevin left the house for a week after my dad left. I though because I was technically older I had to try and be strong and try I did, but every night I would still cry myself to sleep because our family had been torn apart. But thats all in the past so I try not to worry.

"How about we don't bring him up,  wouldn't want to upset Kellin our the baby. " Vic says as he wraps his arms around me, resting his hands on my slight bump. I nod and grab Vic's hand.

"Come on, I'm tired and want you to take a nap with me." I say smiling.

"Sorry Kellin I can't, I need to find a job soon so I can start getting money for an apartment." He says kissing me softly. "But I promise I will be back tonight so we can watch a movie together, okay?" I nod before kissing him softly. "Good luck baby." I say as he heads towards the door.

"I called the doctor earlier." My mom says once Vic is gone. "He looked over the ultrasounds again and says theres a pretty good chance it's twins."

I sighed and rubbed my stomach gently. Everything becomes more real the farther I get into this. I haven't even told Vic that I'm probably carrying twins, I don't want to scare him away

~~~~~ TIme lapse to the appointment~~~~

"Hello Mr. Quinn, great to see you again." The doctor says as my mom and I walk into the room. I go over to the bed thing and lay down, liifting my shirt over my stomach. Once again the weird gel is spread ove my stomach and this time I'm nervous. This time I find out if I'm carrying twins or not.

"Here they are." The doctor said and my jaw droped.

"They, they as in twins?" I said kinda shocked. The doctor nods and points the two babies out to me on the screen.

He then hands me a rag to wipe off y stomach and says some things to my mom and I but I don't hear them. I can't get over the fact that I'm having twins. As in there are two babies growing inside of me.

"You don't have much to worry about, both babies are healthy but your son must eat and sleep right. I suggest you pull him out of school and start homeschooling him." The doctor says and my mom just nods.

"Thank you sir, have a nice day." My mom says as we leave the office.

WHen we get into the car my hands fly to my stomach and a smile appears on my face.

"I can't believe it, twins, I'm having twins." I say with a small laugh.

"I just hope Vic is as excited as you are." My mom says and I nod.

That's one thing I have been worrying about a lot over theis past week. i am worried Vic might leave me because of the twins.

WHen I get to Vic's house that afternoon I am extremely nervous. What if he breaks up with me?

"Hey Kellin, how is the baby." Vic says when he opens the door.

"Vic can we go to your room, we need to talk about that."

Vic gives me a worried look and quickly takes me up to his room.

"Is the baby okay?" He asks and I take a deep breath.

"They are both doing just fine." I say and he breaths a sigh of releife then freezes.

"B-both?" He says quietly and I nod, tears filling my eyes.

"Viccy, we're having twins." I say as I wrap my arms around him. He pulls as close as he can with my bump. He slowky moves to his knees and I give him a curious look. He kisses my bump a few times before speaking.

"Hey you two it's daddy. I don't know if you can hear me or anything but Im here, I always will be. Mommy just told me how there's two of you and I'm actually pretty happy about that. I love both of you very much." He says before standing up and kissing me. "And I love you so much Kellin." He says before forcing my legs around my waiste as he kisses me.

I'm just happy he won't leave.