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The Demon Boy

28.2.15

So for the first few days that I've been living at my new apartment, I saw nothing. But now, Victor is back, and I couldn't be happier! I've missed him so much...
I've also noticed another being here, a tall, male figue, completely black. I can't see it's face, but sometimes I see it's eyes through the window. Just its eyes. What's scary is that it can come inside, can come and go as it pleases. It is similar to Victor, but more scary, I feel like it can do much more, more bad things than Victor. I feel like this is going to mess with my head even more, and I am not ready for this. I shall call it Faceless.

Two days ago I was really upset, and stressing out and it wasn't a good day. This was all the work of Faceless. I felt emotionally drained, and it just kept taunting me, I was almost at breaking point and close to relapse, but then it stopped.
Yesterday I still felt emotionally drained, but not as bad as the day before. Maybe it was giving me a break? But now I guess I have to prepare for the worst...
Maybe Faceless gave me a break yesterday because Victor was taking care of me...
Last night when I went to sleep, at around 2am, I felt Victor's presence. I felt his cold breath fanning over my face, it made me feel safe. Protected.

Tonight I'm alone, with my brother. My mum has gone out and won't be back until tomorrow during midday. Faceless has already made a move. It made me cut a really visible smiley face on my right knee and sad face on my left knee. It's painful, but it's not like I haven't experienced this type of pain before. I am so stupid for letting it control me.
I hope Victor isn't ashamed of me and doesn't leave me for a while again tonight...

Faceless is making me really violent, I don't know what's happening to me.

~22:47
I feel like I'm being watched by Faceless. I'm too scared to get out of my room. I'm so glad that my mum put up blinds for my bedroom window, and also for the balcony door, I just wish that every window had blinds which I could close once it gets dark...
♠ ♠ ♠
"Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and crying out
You will be missed
But I know that you're all better now" -Issues, Disappear