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Night Changes
You ruin your life by letting the past govern it. It is common for certain things in life to happen to you, there will be heartbreak, confusion, days where you feel you aren't special or purposeful. There is no other way to help yourself than to forgive and forget.
But for me, it wasn't that simple. I couldn't forget about how he just up and left me or how we were once each others world, but now we are nothing. We don't talk, we never see each other, nothing. He has friends in high places, I'm not better than yesterdays garbage.
I'll always be stuck between loving and loathing; Niall Horan. More so the latter as of lately. But I want him back. I want everything to be normal, but most of all... I want revenge.
But for me, it wasn't that simple. I couldn't forget about how he just up and left me or how we were once each others world, but now we are nothing. We don't talk, we never see each other, nothing. He has friends in high places, I'm not better than yesterdays garbage.
I'll always be stuck between loving and loathing; Niall Horan. More so the latter as of lately. But I want him back. I want everything to be normal, but most of all... I want revenge.