Suffocating

I just thought he loved me, but I guess I was wrong. The way he'd touch me, the way we'd kiss-- but it was all an act. He didn't love me, in fact, he used me for his own pleasure. Jesse said he loved me every single day, but I've figured out that Love is just a silly word.

Justin had asked if I was alright, and I told him 'yeah, just tired'. I guess he didn't believe that, but he left it alone. Getting my heart ripped out, and stomped on hurt like hell, but I wanted someone else by that time.

His name was Victor Fuentes, my so-called best friend. He thought I was an idiot for dating Jesse for that long of time-- always thought he was just jealous. That was until he got a girlfriend.

Her name was Casey, and I hated her. I hated her for one reason, and one reason only: she took Vic from me.