Take Me to Church

I was sitting at my place. My comfort, my all. I just sat on the rock and looked at my view. It was stunning. Crystal blue lake, with hard rocks round the edge with small patches of moss on them, there was a small clear waterfall with was breath taking. The whole little area was surrounded by forest and beautiful oak and willow trees, that curved round the rocks and the near by areas. It was breath taking. I sat on a rock with a flat surface for it was comfort for my bum with my guitar in my lap and a joint in my hand. I sat there puffing on my joint and while I was not doing that I was just strumming the guitar and humming some tunes and writing notes down in my lyric book. I never came up with anything good because I wasn't creative enough apparently, but I din't care they were my lyrics and mine only. No one else was ever going to see them.

When I was coming down from my high I looked at my phone to see I had 11 texts from Mike, Tony and Jaime all asking where I was and why wasn't I in lessons and then I had 12 missed calls all from Mike. God that boy. I couldn't help but wonder my thoughts back to a certain boy. Just the way he made me stutter like that oh god wow. I knew when I got home I would be in a fuck load of trouble and have to pay for my sins from missing good quality education. Bu I don't give a shit right now. I needed my space and that's what I was having. I needed a break from society and from general life. It gave me the chills just thinking about the whole thing. I also needed a break from being gay. I know it sounds so stupid but I can't help it. It gets to much for one person to hold in. Especially when there is a certain boy at school whom you have a slight thing for and want his dick up your ass. But I swear if my parents ever found out I was having thoughts like this let alone me being actually gay, I'd be shipped off to an all girls school. And I mean girls. They'd try and make me straight and would make me go to bible camp and some other shit to try and reed-om my sins from my body and re-create a new and fake me. But I would of thought me never having a girlfriend would of hinted it but no. Yes I have had boyfriends but they didn't last long because they could never come round because my parents don't allow sleepovers or friends to stay round for more than two hours at a time. So I was fucked.

Mike on the other hand snuck his friends in once our parents had gone to bed. And then they would have to leave early in the morning. You see if that was me...I'd be in so much shit.

I realized school ended around two and a half hours ago and I was fucked when I got home. I grabbed my gorgeous guitar and headed back to the car. I placed my guitar in the back and hoped in the front and started the engine. Blink-182 came on and I roared out of the forest which happened to be like an hour away from my home so yet I was going to be even later, which meant even more trouble. Nice one Vic.

I pulled up into my drive and pulled out the key. I just sat there and looked weirdly at my window and sighed heavily. Great here we go. I opened the door and got out. The smell of fresh Mexican food hit my Hispanic nostrils and I made a funny face. I slammed my car door shut and locked it. I shifted slightly up to my door and opened it. I walked in and no one came and shouted okay... this was unusual. I entered the kitchen to see my parents cooking.

"Hey guys?" I said slowly, for them to turn around and smile.

"Hello Victor, where have you been? School rang and said you fled early?" Why were they being so calm about this? It was weird.

"VIC!!!!"Mike roared down the stairs and when I heard his footprints it followed by several others.

"Yes Mike?" I asked knowing full well what he was going to ask. We were having an argument and I didn't even notice the boy behind him. It was Kellin. He was in my house! Oh my god. I was dying of happiness inside. And it also explains why my parents are being to polite about my behavior at school.

"So Vic I believe you've met Kellin?" Mike said very calmly, while grabbing a taco shell and filling it with food.

"Yeah I actually bumped into him at school earlier.." I muttered.

"Well it was nice meeting you Kellin" I said and turned around.

"Vic, I'm actually here for you.. We're partners in music and have to make a song. It has to be done by Friday." Kellin said softly.

"Okay well come upstairs then.." I said nervously. So he did, he followed me up the stairs and as we entered my room and I shut the door Kellin pinned me up to the door and kissed me. And god it felt good.

That's when I was left in my room alone with Kellin.

"So what have we actually got to do for this project?" I asked politely.

"We have to create a song on something we are both passionate about" He replied sighing slightly.

"O-okay...I don't know what to create a song about, I'm not really passionate about anything" I chuckled.

Kellin just sat there in aw looking breath taking. I couldn't help but blush slightly.