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Don't Trust Everything You See

Don't Trust Everything You See Pt. 7

Depression, that was the only emotion i could feel now. The moment Brian had walked out and left me alone in the guest room my whole world crumpled and turned dark. I was trying to be excited for my best friend who was telling me about wanting to propose to his girlfriend, my other best friend. It was like i had cotton stuffed into my ears, everything was muffled.

"You don't have to go with me Zack, i can go by myself" Matt said as he looked over at me, i wonder what i looked like.
"No, it's fine, she's my best friend anyway it's the least i could do" Of course the thought of helping my frontman get an engagement ring for my best friend had me ready to crawl in a hole and die, i knew he was afraid he'd pick out something weird and upset her.
"You haven't gone out with us in almost a year, i know Brian's the reason too. I can see it in your eyes" Matt said as he stood up and walked over to me.
"I told the love of my life i'd rather him be with someone he loves, of course he's the reason" I said angrily, i was afraid i'd snap at the wrong time and really hurt someone.
"You need to fucking stand up and tell him how you feel, he's miserable Zack, Michelle left him when he came to see you" What? Brian had told me that he and Michelle had gotten back together when he went back. Why would he lie though?
"No, he said they-"
"She fucking dumped him Zack, he was becoming a zombie when he was with her, he put on a front so he'd seem happy to you because you seemed happy to him" Matt growled, roughly gripping my shirt.
"What do i even say to him?" My voice was quiet, nervous.
"Be honest with him, you need him to be happy Zack, i can't watch you be the zombie you've become" Matt said, releasing my shirt as he stood and sighed.
"How about we go and get your girlfriend a ring, and then i'll talk to Brian" I said looking up at him from my spot on the couch.

It sounded like a good plan to me, i could help him pick out something that would determine his future and i would determine something that could either make, or break my spirit forever.
We arrived at the first jewelers and looked around, being hounded by fans wouldn't help us right now. Too many questions and definitely too little time would be Matt's absolute nightmare. Ha, i love how punny i can be.

"Oh god i can't do this" Matt mumbled as he turned to walk back towards his car. I quickly grabbed his arm and pulled him back.
"Come on Matt, just think about her reaction to the proposal" I said watching his reaction so he wouldn't try and run away.
"What if she says no?" Matt's eyes were panicked, i needed to come up with a plan.
"Matt, that woman is madly in love with you, i highly doubt she'd refuse" I said pushing him inside the small store. I felt very uncomfortable now.
"Hi, how can i help you today?" The clerk seemed a lot more interested in us the moment we walked inside, then again we tended to get a lot of attention.
"Hi, my friend here wants to buy an engagement ring for his girlfriend" I smiled when i noticed the clerks face fall slightly. Did she really think we were coming in to hit on women or something?
"Well come with me, i'll show you our bridal collection" The moment the clerk even said the word bridal Matt's face paled, goddamnit!

I pulled Matt over and stood him in front of the counter, he needed to make the decision, or take as long as he needed so i wouldn't have to face Brian.
The clerk whose name i noticed was Angela pulled out a couple trays, obviously showing off the nicest ones they had.

"I don't even know what she would like, the only jewelry i've ever bought her was the necklace on Valentine's Day" Matt said with a small sigh. I smiled and picked up a small ring, the diamonds wrapping around the band and shining beautifully under the store lights.
Jesus Zack could you sound any gayer? Shut up brain, we're here to help Matt, even if we sound gay as hell in the process.
"Do you think she'd like it?" Matt asked as he took the ring from my hand, it looked so tiny and fragile in his large hand.
"It screams her Matt, that ring is everything she's ever dreamed of. Well from what she's told me at least" I said with a small laugh, she'd always told me about her dream wedding and ring. I'd have to relay that to Matt.
"I want to get it engraved, make it seem more special" Matt said looking over at me, why did he need my advice? He was the one proposing to her.
"Why don't you get something that holds a lot of meaning to you guys" Even if i had no idea what it may have been.

I could barely see the words as Matt scribbled them onto the paper Angela had provided for him. Then again, i didn't want to know. It held more to him and her than it did to me.

"I'll go have it engraved and then i'll ring you out" Angela said as she took the ring and the small slip of paper over to a small machine, huh, so that's what they were for.
"Matt?" I noticed he was still pale, and very quiet.
"I'm going to be getting married" Matt whispered, i was afraid i hadn't heard him correctly.
"Well you want to do this right?" I asked nervously, was he freaking out over getting married? Or was he afraid she'd be upset with him?
"I've never been so sure about anything since we started the band together" Matt said as he looked over at me, a smile gracing his lips.

I couldn't help but smile too, now i definitely knew that he was serious about proposing to her, now all he had to do was actually do something for her and propose.

"Well you gotta go pay" I said going over to the regster with Matt, i felt my jaw drop when i saw the price. At least he was sure about getting married to her.
"I have plenty of money Zack, not like i'm going to go broke tomorrow" Matt said as he signed the receipt, sliding it back to Angela as she handed him the bag that now held Krista's soon to be engagement ring.

Matt looked nervous again, i could offer to hold onto it for him so he wouldn't think about it all the time and freak himself out even more. I'd just have to hide it whenever she came over to talk whenever Matt was busy, or actually let her out of the house.

"Give it to me, i'll hold onto it until you're ready to propose" I said looking over at Matt, he seemed torn on the idea.
"Are you sure? I don't wanna lose it" Matt said gripping the bag tighter, his knuckles turning slightly white.
"Do you really think i'd let you lose a ring that expensive?" I asked stopping at his car, it was starting to sink in that i was going to Brian's house. Shit.
"No, but first, you're going to see Brian" Matt said as he got into the car, ugh, asshole.

I begrudingly got in and sighed, i wanted to go home and crawl back into my bed and just sleep. Knowing my luck Michelle would be there and it'd just be an absolute nightmare on my end. I leaned against the door as Matt pulled out of the parking spot and began the journey to Brian's house. What if he didn't want me there though? What if he just yelled at me and tried to make me feel like shit? No, Zack, stop thinking like that. I hadn't even realized i had spaced the whole way until we were right outside of Brian's house. I can't do it, i can't do it! My heart began to pound in my chest while Matt's car idled in the drive way.

"I can't do it Matt, just bring me home please" My voice was shaky, more terrified now that we were here.
"Zack, you have to talk to him" Matt said with a sigh, taking his phone out and setting it inbetween us.
"I don't want to talk to him Matt, I want to go home" I ground my teeth, more angry than stressed now.
"Matt? Zack?" Brian asked, standing on the driver's side of the car looking in.
"Hey, can you talk to Zack for a few? I have to run a few errands and you guys need to talk" Matt said glancing between Brian and I.
"Oh, ummm, sure" Brian shook his head and stood up straight, stepping away from the car so Matt would be able to leave.
"Come on Zack" Matt said looking at me, his eyes pleading.

I groaned and got out, slamming the door harder than i had meant to, i could see the glare that Matt gave as he pulled out of the driveway and sped down the street. I was going to kill him when i got the chance.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" Brian asked looking at me, confused and upset.
"Matt wanted us to talk" I said, Brian's face fell slightly. I don't think that was the answer he wanted to hear.
"What about Zack? I have to take pinkly for a walk" Brian crossed his arms over his chest and sighed.
"Us" I watched his face closely, he seemed shocked to say the least. He definitely wasn't expecting that answer.
"What about us? You told me you didn't want to be with me" Brian's voice was sharp, it hurt to remember what i had told him.
"You seemed happy Brian, i didn't want to get inbetween that" I said biting my lip, my eyes watering slightly.
"Zack, please don't cry" Brian walked over and held my face, wiping away the tears that slipped down my cheeks.
"I look like a fucking baby" I mumbled, placing my hands over his.
"No you don't" I felt his hands slip down to my waist, pulling me close

I looked up at him and sniffed, no one could look good while crying, well maybe Brian could. What am i saying? Of course he could look great while crying, he looks great all the time. I gripped his hair and pulled his face to mine, kissing him roughly. Brian's lips moved with mine as he pulled us into his house, his hands gripping my waist.

"I'm sorry i ever pushed you away, i just thought i was fucking up and i didn't want to upset you even more" The words were rushed, seeming more jumbled as we fell onto his couch.
"Don't be sorry Zack, i was the one who treated you like shit because i was being selfish" Brian said, kissing along my jawline. I couldn't hold back the groan that slipped from my lips.
"I was trying to keep you happy without thinking about myself" I gripped his hair again, pulling roughly.
"Zack" Brian moaned, grinding his hips against mine.
"Brian, wait" I panted sliding my hands to his back.
"What's wrong?" Brian panted, leaning up to look down at me.
"We need to talk, the sex will come later" I couldn't help but chuckle as Brian frowned, Matt needed us to work things out though and that's what we were going to do.
"But babe" Brian said with a pout. I couldn't give in this time.
"Brian, please" I said, rubbing his back softly.

He smiled and laid against me, i should've just given in and had sex wth him instead, he was not a light person.

"I missed you so much" Brian whispered, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"I missed you too" I relaxed and smiled, everything felt natural again.
"I'm really sorry Zack, i didn't realize how stupid i had become until it was too late" I could feel my chest tighten, i wasn't ready for this.
"I just wanted to make you happy, i didn't realize that it was going to end so badly, especially with you cheating" Stop! Just stop talking! You're making everything worse.
"I had thought we broke it off, so i was depressed and high all the time which is when i met Michelle" Brian sighed and looked at me, my reaction must not have been too good.
"I just didn't want to be hurt anymore, i wanted you to love me" I shook my head and laid back, Brian held my cheek and pulled my face down.

His lips pressing against mine softly, my breathing began to get shaky, i just wanted to rip his clothes off but i also wanted to take my time.

"Brian!" Brian and I both jumped away from each other, looking behind us to see Matt, and Krista standing in the doorway. Of fucking course.
"Seriously?" Brian asked, clearly annoyed, although i couldn't help my growl of frusturation.
"Well, I just wanted to make sure you hadn't killed each other first" Matt said looking between us. I could feel Brain's hand resting on my thigh, i really didn't need to get hard right now. Especially with my two best friends here.
"We're fine, now if you'd like to leave so we can continue what we were doing that would be greatly appreciated" Brian said glaring at Matt. Matt just crossed his arm, raising his eyebrow slightly.
"I have some news" Matt said rubbing his hands together, had he already proposed?
"Yes?" Brian asked as he sat up, pulling me along with him.
"I'm, well we're getting married" Matt said pulling Krista into his side. I knew it! But what made him propose now?
"Well congrats dude, i'm happy for you both" Brian smiled and rubbed my sides lightly, i shifted feeling a slight tickling sensation.
"Zack helped me pick out the ring, that's why he's here with you now" Matt said, sitting in the chair, Krista in her permanent place on his lap.
"So, Matt's the reason we almost fucked earlier?" I couldn't help but blush, did he really have to say that when they were right there?

Matt laughed loud, his body shaking the chair. I couldn't help but laugh too, even if the love of my life embarrassed the hell out of me.

"Well, we can leave if you two love birds want to get down to business" Matt said, glancing between Brian and I. I was too embarassed to even look at him.
"That'd be great, i haven't been with him in over a year. It'd be great to catch up" I could feel Brian's eyes on my face, even if i refused to look at him.
"We'll leave you alone then" Matt stood up, Krista taking his hand as they said there goodbyes and left.

Brian and I looked at each other, i could feel his hard on on my thigh, goddamnit Brian why are you doing this to me? I laced my fingers in his hair and kissed him, everything felt so natural with him. As if we were two peas in a pod, as corny as it sounded. God i loved how Brian looked in sweats, especially when he was getting in the mood. The way his body moved, grinding his hips against my own, desparate to get the friction he needed. I slid my hand between our bodies, unbuckling the rough leather belt that was currently cutting off some of my circulation.

"Fuck, Zack, i need you baby" Brian moaned, pulling my belt out of the loops. I wasn't even going to be able to get my pants off before i would cum.
"Brian" I whispered, my voice to shaky to form a coherent sentence.
"Bedroom, now" Brian's voice was stern, but oh so tempting. I wanted him to pin me down on the couch and just fuck me here.
"Fuck me Brian, right here" I said gripping his ass, the growl coming from his lips dark.
"Don't make me punish you" Brian growled, pulling my jeans off roughly as he did.
"What if i want you too?" I asked breathlessly, his fingers dipping into my boxers slowly.
"Bedroom" Brian's tone had an authority to it, this man could turn me into putty in seconds.

I pushed Brian off and stood up, running up to his bedroom quickly. Of course i nearly fell and hit my face, but i was finally on his bed. It felt like being at home, i remembered why i was here though. I was going to forgive the man that held my heart, even after all of the pain and hurt, i could never let go of him. I looked over as Brian leaned against the door frame, a smile on his gorgeous face. I hadn't even noticed that his sweats, and boxers were gone. He was absolutely perfect, in every way possible.

"Brian, come here" I shifted over on the bed, patting the now empty spot. I needed to get my hands on him again.
"You look breathless" Brian chuckled, crawling over me. I hadn't even noticed that i was holdin my breath when Brian kissed down the middle of my chest.
"Just a little" I swallowed thickly, gripping the sheets so i could try and keep calm, even though my heart was beating a mile a minute.

Goddamnit i could barely focus now, Brian's lips wrapped around the head of my cock, my vision going blurry. His tongue wrapping around as he sucked more, moaning deep.

"Oh fuck, Brian" I arched my back and groaned, he always knew what to do when it came to head, and sex.
"Get on your hands and knees" Brian said as he pulled away, crawling up next to me.

I nodded and rolled onto my stomach, pushing myself up onto my hands and knees while Brian rubbed my hips lightly. I bit my lip and looked back at him, his hands moving down to my thighs.

"Stay relaxed" Brian said as he pulled my hips back roughly, his hard on pressing against my upper thigh.
"I'm relaxed, just be gentle" I said, holding onto the blanket as Brian slowly pushed in.

The pain never seemed to fully go away when Brian and I would become one, although it was the best pain i'd always want to feel. I tried to keep relaxed, help the pain ebb sooner. Brian pushed in fully, stayin still so i would get used to the feeling, his cock hitting my prostate with every breath.

"Brian, please" I moaned desparately. If he didn't move i was sure i'd explode.

His hips moved slowly, teasing. God, Brian needed to realize when not to tease me. As if reading my mine, Brian's hips began to move roughly against mine, the pleasure overtaking any pain i had felt. Moans and groans slipping out before i could contain them at all, god this man really was perfect.

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"That was amazing, just perfect" Brian said lookin over at me, his chest rising and falling quickly.
"It was" I said, curling into his side. I definitely didn't want to move now.
"I love you Zack, i really do" Brian said, kissing my head.
"I love you too Brian" I said with a smile, yawning slightly.
"Marry me" Wait, did i hear him right?.
"What?" I asked shocked.
"Marry me Zack, i'm serious" Brian said sitting up.

Was i sure i could do this?
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ahhh! i'm so sorry for the cliff hanger!
but i had to and you know that lol
so i hope you enjoyed it!
i'm going to write part 8 as soon as i have the time which might not be very soon