Durch Den Monsun.

Bill came into my house when we came back for fear of Tom inside the house.

We were currently sat on my bed.

"SNAP!" I yelled as his card matched my previous 2 of clubs.
"SCHEIßE" He frowned and threw down his cards.

I had won the last 2 rounds also.
"No swearing in my house, you muffin!" Mum had taken a liking to Bills poofy hair and decided she's call him muffin. Embarrassing, much?

"Sorry!" he shouted back down. He was getting along perfect with my parents.
I laughed and gathered the cards to deal once more.
"Let's do something different." Bill pouted and took the cards from me.
"Okay. Like what?" I grinned as he put the cards in the pack.
"How about... I hear you play a song!" He pointed to my guitar.
"Um.. are you sure you want to hear me?" I smiled.
"I heard you sort of before you remembered me." he frowned at the memory, then smiled again.
"You sounded good."

"I don't know."
"Pleaaase?" he gave me puppy dog eyes.
"Fine." I sighed dramatically and tapped his nose. He touched it afterwards and I laughed, then got off my bed to grab my guitar.
I gently lifted the strap over my head and it rested on my shoulder.
I then sat on the edge of the bed and Bill grinned at me.

I thought of a song to play and decided on one of my favourites:
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low.

My hand started strumming and the sweet melody came sifting through the atmosphere, piercing your emotions and getting you into the mood to sing along.

The verse was coming up and I quietly cleared my throat readying myself to sing along.

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads, oh he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home

The music slowly faded out of the room and Bill was clapping insanely.
"That was beautiful! You are very good!" he grinned at me.
"You're go to sing." I winked. He smiled at me.
"What songs can you play?"
"Name something you know the lyrics to."
"Um... Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus."
"I can play it." I grinned. He returned my grin and closed his eyes then cleared his throat when I started to strum once more.

When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

By the time we were finished, the tears were rolling down my face.
He opened his eyes for the first time since we began and frowned at me.
"That was just... breathtakingly beautiful. You put so much emotion into it. As if you were singing it from your own heart. I loved it."
"What if I was singing it from my heart?" He smiled gently and took my hand.
"Huh?" I tilted my head to one side and tried to wipe away the tears.
"What if I was talking about you?"
"Were you?" My stomach was swarmed with butterflies once more and my whole body was filled with bolts of lightning.
"Yes." he whispered and leaned towards me.
Before I could react our lips were connected and he was softly kissing me.
I felt a warm sensation all over my body and my heart truly skipped a beat.
When I finally kissed back, I was numb all over.

We slowly pulled apart and my eyes fluttered open. Bill was looking into my eyes.
I looked back into his.

It was at that moment that I realized;
I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Bill Kaulitz.