Far From Beautiful

Note: This is for Dru's one-shot challenge

I wasn’t good enough for him, I never will be.

I’m not really even sure why I try. William says that I am the most important person to him that is in his life, but I really don’t see how I can be?

I mean look at me. I am a disgrace to anything and everything. I don’t look good even when I am covering it all with make-up. I’m not skinny like everyone thinks that I am, I’m pretty much afraid of everything around me almost, and I never want to leave the house in fear of meeting someone new that will hate me because of everything that’s wrong with me, or will hate William because of his being with me.

Based off of "Intensity In Ten Cities" by Chiodos