Overdose

I don’t know where everything went wrong, but it did. Maybe losing my parents was too much… maybe I couldn’t really handle the drugs and myself, or maybe it was impossible to sell my body in order to gain money from the start.

Everything was wrong, I knew it, but I didn’t want to realize it.

I just let my feelings and myself to be lost in this good for nothing world of drugs. It made the pain disappear and the world seemed tolerable.

So, I let them fuck me in order to get my dose. Who knew that could be my last dose?

I had… overdosed.